PRETTYMUCH IMAGINES

i know you think about the things we did when you're with him.. - a.p

you and austin had just broken up. as hard as it was, the two of you had your own ways of handling it.

you? well. you started smoking weed & drinking alcohol.
austin? writing and house party's with the boys.

let's just say. you handled it the worst.

you both "agreed it was for the best." but. you didn't think it was. you wanted to be with him, more than anything. but. he needed space. and you respected that.

so. you went to drink with friends.

let's just say. you smoked a few joints of weed, & had a few shots. so you were pretty messed up.

your best friend chelsea looks at you "y/n we needa get you home"
you shake your head "nope. i'm good"

you were still living with the boys. why? no idea.

chelsea looks at you "this is cause of you & austin isn't it?"
you nod "yeah. it is. i'll be fine."

before you knew it. you spent the night with another guy. the whole 9 yards.

so. the walk of shame at 5am back into the house wasn't the funniest.
austin sees you stumble in and grabs onto you and leads you to the sofa. "where were you?!"
you shrug "you don't needa know"
austin face palms "you said it was okay? that you were okay? what. what happened?"
you sighed "well i wasn't okay with it?! you happy?!"
austin looks at you "so what exactly happened?!"
you sighed "i slept with someone, had some weed, alcohol"
austin sighed "ba-" he stopped himself from calling you babe. he sighed "y/n."
you sighed "drop the lecture okay."

it was silent for a good 45 minutes. before austin blurts something out

"i know you think about the things we did when you're with him!"

you look at austin "it was once aust."
austin looks at you "but do you?"
you nod "yeah okay maybe! so what?" you started raise your voice
austin looks at you "y/n. stop. this. this ain't you."

you sighed "then what is?!? losing you is literally like losing a bit of me! i don't know what to do, what to think. i just."
austin holds your hands "hey hey. calm down. breathe."
you nod "okay."

austin looks at you seriously "we can't go on like this. i've been writing & party like i'm gonna lose it. & you've been doing this."
zion walks downstairs "can y'all be quiet? it's early and my ass needs sleep. but y'all need each other. i think you both know that"
you nod "as much as i hate to admit it-"
zion cut you off "aw thank you y/n thank you"
you rolled your eyes slightly "he's right."
zion smirks "annnd that's all i needa hear!"
he then walks upstairs you look at austin and start laughing. as he was doing the same.

you smiled "this is what i want"
austin smiled "and nothing less"
you nod "exactly"

he then leaned over and kissed you. you smiled.
austin smiled "yup. that's what i need"

you smiled.

you ended up getting back with austin. and you really weren't mad about it. you knew you wanted to be with him, and it's a shame that the reality check with the one night stand with another dude, some weed & alcohol helped you see that and not just being around him.

but. the fact he gave you another shot after he saw your sorry ass just made you love him just that much more.