My second year results finally came out today. I was all ready to eat my instant noodles when someone posted that the results were out.
I didn't want anything to disturb my noodle time so first I finished eating and then I checked my result....
Dejected. I'm so dejected.
I worked a lot, taking almost no breaks throughout the day and the results are so unexpectedly bad.
I've dropped by 10% as compared to last year's result and I didn't really get the best if the grades last year. This is a complete shock to me. I couldn't stop crying even when I learnt that almost everyone in my college had received below average percentage.
What do I even do at this point? I don't think I can put any more effort than I did and if I'm still not reaping good results......
My dad told me that he wasn't angry, he was sad cause even he had noticed my hardwork during the exam time.
Later on I came to know that out of everyone who ever gave the exams this year, only 30% students passed. The papers were not corrected properly. Somehow I am not that relieved after hearing this because I can't keep explaining/proving to people (aka recruiters, college admissions committee) that my second year results were had because my university had done a shitty job at correcting our papers. Nobody's going to give a shit about it. I know people say one must not run behind marks but if you've sincerely put in efforts, you atleast need to get the marks you deserve.
I'm going to calm down now. Well, I can try to.
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An Outlet: Part 4
Non-FictionThis piece of writing is mostly for myself. I want this to act as my journal. I've always tried to see life from others' perspective. I think it's time to see it from mine. This can act as a rough draft of my life. If you're very nosy and want to kn...
