BTS 8th member

High Heels

We all were practicing for our upcoming concert.
"Guys let's start " hobi oppa said as he finished stretching.
I cracked my neck side to side and took my position for Idol.
We thought of doing the old songs as well as the new songs from Map of soul:Persona.
Sungdeuk oppa was correcting our mistakes as we dance

We completed and hobi oppa came up to me.
"You doing this wrong..the oh oh oh woah part" he said as he showed the movement with the hands and legs.
I nodded and did it.
"Was that correct?" I asked him.
"Wait,see you are moving your hips too ,it's only legs" he said and showed it again. I did it and asked him was it ok.
He gave me a thumbs up while I cracked up in a smile.

We were practicing for a while and having fun together.
We were practicing fake love that's when someone entered the practice room.
We all stopped and looked at them.
It was sungdeuk oppa and a women. She wore a black shirt with high waist jeans. She had sunglasses and wore high heels.

Woah how can she wear those heels. I died wearing it during award shows ...

She took out her sunglasses and looked at us.
We bowed and greeted her.
"Anneyonghaseyeo BTS ibinida" we said .
"Ok Anna,this is your new dance teacher Sori. She will teach you stuff" he said while looking at him.
I looked confused. Like never I had a dance teacher separately. It was only sungdeuk oppa who used to teach me too cause there were not a lot of feminine steps. It was all powerful and was for a boy group but I never did something related to girl group.

That doesn't mean that I don't dance femininely or doing girl group dances,but that was not needed for the choreography. And as for my single,I just composed few steps and showed it to sungdeuk oppa. He did help me a lot .
But a new dance teacher out of blue.
I bowed and greeted her.
"Oh good,so let's get started I need to see your skills" she said while picking up a chair and sitting Infront us.

Never in my life I felt so nervous like in the audition too I was not so nervous. Her aura makes me so nervous.
I gulped down and looked at boys. They all looked at me and just nodded in assurance.
I took a deep breath.
"Boys you too get ready. And wait a minute, Anna take out your shoes" she said while looking at me.
I looked confused but didn't question her.

I just took out my shoes and was in my socks.
"Oh take out those too and wear these" she said while handing over white heels to me.
"Excuse me??" I said while looking down at those heels.
"Well you are going to dance in those now. Make it fast" she said .
I looked at the boys again gulping down.
"What the hell is this??' I mouthed to namjoon oppa.
He sighed and just signalled  me to wear those heels.
I just sighed
"Its going to be fine" taehyung oppa said .
I wore the heels and stood in my position.
I am fucking going to die.

Fake love  started to play and I did good in the first part.
I thanked God for it.
When the bridge part came up I messed up badly.
I was in the centre and dancing that's when I tripped over and fell down.
The song stopped playing. I slowly got up.
"What is this??" She yelled while I flinched and just kept my head down.
"Have you never danced in heels" she asked while I just shock my head.
"Speak up" she yelled again.
"Yes,mam. I never danced in heels" I said still looking down and biting my lip.

"And you want to be an idol. Like if you want to be the famous female idol then behave like a girl and face problems and dance with these heels. They are like must for any female idol" she shouted while I just looked down.
At one point I thought she was true. Cause in the starting of my debut,people used to criticize me for not being a girl and doing some dances which were appropriate for girls.
It's true that I did do some sexy dances but never wore heels and danced . It was only shoes or sneakers. And I never dressed femininely and danced. It was only for award shows I need to bare it.