Chapter 61: wedding: part 1

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20th June 1993
Beyoncé's PoV

Remember how I said I was getting married in a few months. Well it's been changed, I'm getting married today. Am I nervous? Yes!
I know it's fake an' all but it's still soooo nerve racking. I've invited Michael and Lisa, whether they turn up is a complete different story.

Michael and I have been on quite a rocky path since my overdose and near enough death, the relief of god giving me a second chance in life was recognised when I got to see my children again. I cried for hours after what happened, not because it didn't work, I cried because I'm so fucking glad that I'm still here. I'm thankful I get to see my children every single day, I'm glad I get to live the life I live.

Obviously the media has been bashing me saying I'm not a good mother, I expected that. My intentions were not to prove I'm not a good mother.. because if I say so myself... I think I'm a fucking amazing mother and I work my arse off for them and their protection. My children are my world.

My family are my world.

Speaking of family, all my family is coming to my wedding. And so is all of Michael's family, who is technically my family anyway.
And of course, Jay-Z's family is coming too.

Michael hasn't really said anything about the marriage, he doesn't even support it nor say anything bad about it. I saw him role his eyes a few times when the girls used to mention it to him and how excited they were to wear beautiful dresses.

This is my house I bought when Michael and I back in the 80s even though I stayed at Michael's most of the time.

This is my house I bought when Michael and I back in the 80s even though I stayed at Michael's most of the time

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