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TW: Bullying, mention of weight & skipping meals

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TW: Bullying, mention of weight & skipping meals


𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑵𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 45



“You look like an idol what the hell,” Ash took photos of me with a dress on. “Dance the famous performance on your survival show bestie.” 

“Oh please!” I snorted before dropping my smile and shaking my head. “Never again.”

“Too much bad experiences?” Ash questioned. 

“Too many to get into.” I sighed as I went back into the dressing room.

I liked shopping… Well only if there’s a food court, but now I can’t eat as much as I did before which was sad. What JYP said to me has been stuck in my head for a couple of days, what if he was right? I can’t debut in Pnation if I didn’t have a six pack! 




Wait, who said I was going to debut in Pnation? Don’t I want out? 



There must be good things in America, like!



Like!



Like…… 




I’m sure I’ll find a career for me. 




Yeah, nope. I had a harder time back in high school and I don’t want to enroll again because I’d be so behind by a couple of months. I did have to back throw away my old life but not entirely, maybe just the bad parts?

“He looks cute,” Ash smirks as they nudged me towards Target. 

“Ash- He’s a security guard.” I deadpanned. 

“And?” Ash questioned.

“Nevermind, I don’t need to date right now I think I need to buy food.” I head to the food court and eye some restaurants.

“Calm down, you literally ordered 2 burgers, a large fries, and two mcflurrys?” Ash gasped as we sat down.

“Your point is?” I stuffed it down my throat.

“What did they not feed you? You never have room for this much.” Ash looked at me with a concerned look.

“Well you see, I have to be on diet almost always and even then I have to workout every week so I barely eat.” I carelessly say as I finished my burger.

“There is something wrong with the company I swear.” They shook their head. 

“Well, maybe they had a point! I don’t want to get out of shape, It’s harder to dance with more weight on myself I’d rather be light.” I smiled. ‘But god how much I missed burgers, I ended up always eating ramen with Fe-!” I stopped myself as I frown.

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