Alaska is a normal teenage girl who loves to dance, she isn't asian in any way though. She didn't expect to make it into JYP entertainment but to her surprise it was Felix Lee who helped her get in, she needs to debut or else it'll be all for nothin...
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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑵𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 64 Adventures with Rima
So the schedule was: November be our debut and after our music video is released, then we will fly to America to promote. Wow, it was so exciting to me just thinking about going back to America.
We were at the music video location, our concept and storyline was inspired by the supernatural.
"I literally love your black dress right now, Alaska." Nina gasped as she saw my outfit and make up. "You look emo."
"Please!" I choked out a laugh. "You look just like me but with latex pants."
"Its so uncomfortable." Nina whined. "But we're so close to wrapping up!"
"Can't believe they made me look like a vampire." Aaliyah groaned as she walked towards us. "Yeimy is shooting her separate scene right now."
"Guys, say hi to our behind the scene video!" Rima ran up to us with a camera in her hand.
"Hi!" I smiled at the camera and waved as the girls did the same.
"So after Yeimy shoots her scene then it'll be a group shot and we're done!" Rima cheered.
"I'm so tired, I'm not used to waking up at 6 in the morning." Nina yawned and placed her head on my shoulder.
"Really? I woke up at 5 in the morning to get ready for school." I snorted and patted her head lovingly.
"5? I woke up at 5 and slept at 2 in the morning." Aaliyah laughed.
"Noooo!" My eyes widened.
Who could go around sleeping less than 5 hours? Thats crazy!
"What do you mean no? Alaska, you sleep less than all of us." Aaliyah raised her eyebrow.
"Since when did I become a victim to your accusations." I say showing a repulsed look in a joking way.
"Fight, fight, fight, fight!" Rima pointed the cameras at us which obviously made us act up.
I ran after Aaliyah who was running throughout the whole location we were at which was huge, it was tiring!
That was until we stopped to finally shoot our scene.
Our performances will always have our instrument members in the back and the performers in front, no one was ever left out. And I know it turned out good.
• • •
"You really outdid yourself, Alaska." Chan placed his headphones on the table and faced me. "The album sounds amazing, it has really good rhythm and the lyrics are very deep."
"Thanks dude." I chuckled and laid back in my chair. "It was actually really stressful trying to get every song to work out."
"You should definitely let 3racha help you someday." Chan smirked as he fixed his shirt to look professional.
"I'm sure Psy can let it happen." I chuckled as Chan frowned at me.
"You don't have formalities with Psy?" He asked.
"Uh, no? He just told me to call him Psy, he's like a guardian." I laughed at Chan's reaction.
"Wow." Chan breathed out. "You've got so close with him, I'm really impressed like I remember Felix telling me how shy you were at the beginning."
"Well, he's got that part right at least. I was terrified of almost anyone." I nervously laughed at my past actions.
"But I never really saw it? I thought you were pretty bold and confident." Chan's eyebrows pulled up in surprise.
"Ah, really?" I took notice and giggled. "I don't see myself as a confident trainee at least back then. I usually tried to hide my problems."
"Alaska, advice from me to you. When someone tells you that they are there for you, take that invitation. When you have a hard time I don't want you to think that you need to keep it to yourself." Chan looked at me with an honest expression. "It's better to talk with someone so you don't feel that way, and I know you and Felix —"
"Are not near the slightest friends." I interrupt him. "And probably won't be for a long time."
"All I'm saying is that Felix obviously still cares about you, even you being in the public eye now is risky. If you guys happen to be alone and you're having a hard time, please let him help you."
"I don't need his help but thanks for the suggestion." I frown as I got up with my things and open the door.
"Alaska— Wait— I didn't mean it like that." Chan sighed as he got up to follow me.
"I'm fine, I just need a break." I excused myself before leaving the company building.
• • •
I don't understand it. I don't want to be the annoying person who can't get over a stupid boy they had a fling with. People will tell you to "get over it", but can you really? The second you try to get over it will be the time people want you to take a second chance.
I don't want to say I love Felix, I don't think I do and love is a very strong word.
Love shouldn't hurt.
I'm going to debut and I can't risk rumors anymore, I can't mess that up and I hope Chan and Felix respect that.
The thing I love about Psy is that he doesn't care about idol's past as much as long as its not too bad.
Psy did mention I had to work with Felix on something really soon which makes me even more depressed because I need to avoid him yet everything always leads back to him.
I wonder how Nancy feels, the rumors about me kissing him. She sure knows its not her in the photo, right?
