Alaska is a normal teenage girl who loves to dance, she isn't asian in any way though. She didn't expect to make it into JYP entertainment but to her surprise it was Felix Lee who helped her get in, she needs to debut or else it'll be all for nothin...
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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑵𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 50 Welcome to the dorms
"What's up!" A girl with beautiful eyes walked up to me with a smile. "I'm Aaliyah."
"Hi!" I smiled as I stepped into the dorm.
"Aaliyah, did we get a new trainee? I heard she got in a scandal before what if she-" A girl walked by before stopping and staring at me. "Oh my, you're Alaska aren't you?"
"Yes." I chuckled nervously.
"Listen up, I don't want to hear you guys bad mouthing Alaska. She's very talented and the drama isn't even fully her fault." Nina scolded as she walked in with Yuna who closed the dorm door.
"Sorry." The girl looked down. "I'm Yeimy, I was being curious."
"Its fine, maybe someday I'll explain what really happened." I chuckled before being led to the living room.
"God, Yeimy ruins everything." Aaliyah sighed before getting punched in the arm by Yeimy. "I was joking!"
I laughed as I sat with them on the couch.
"Rima!" Nina yells and in comes the familiar girl's face with a rush.
"Stop screaming for me! I'm literally in the room next door!" Rima complained as she looked at me with widened eyes. "Alaska!"
I smiled brightly as we hugged for a quick second, we weren't close but we still got along.
"You're joining the band?" Rima cheered.
"Band? Huh?" I questioned.
"We forgot to tell you." Yuna chuckled nervously. "We're being taught on instruments so.."
"So we'll also be a band, well some of us will perform and some of will know instruments. Right now Aaliyah, Yeimy, Momoka, Riria, and Rima play instruments which means it leaves us to perform." Nina said.
"Oh my, what instruments do you play?" I questioned the girls with a bright smile.
"Well, I play the drums." Rima winked.
"I play piano with Yeimy." Aaliyah smiled.
"Wow." I looked at them in awe. "You guys are so talented."
"Psy is a pretty good CEO, it was his idea to make a band with performers." Nina smiled.
"What if someday we'll become big?" Yuna smiled in a dreamy state.
"Maybe." Aaliyah replied. "If we work hard enough."
"I want to play instruments." I pouted.
"Well, I mean you could.. If you get in?" Yuna scratched her head in confusion.
"Right." I nodded. "If I get in."
"But you'll get in, you are way more talented than us." Nina reassured with a smile.
"Stop degrading yourselves like that." I frowned. "Every single one of you in this dorm is so talented, if you weren't then you wouldn't have got accepted."
I think that a thing the girls lacked in was confidence, or maybe they were humbling themselves? I guess I can lack in confidence a lot too.. Will we be like that if we debut?
No time to think in the negativity! We should bond!
"I'm pretty hungry, who's cooking?" I questioned as the girls looked at each other in panic.
"I'm sorry what?" Rima chuckled. "Cook? We just go go the cafeteria or eat out."
"You guys— Do you even have food in the kitchen?" I facepalmed.
"Kind of.." Nina winced.
"I'll cook you guys a meal." I sighed as I walked into the kitchen.
"Yay!" They all cheered and hugged me before sitting down and putting on a movie.
• • •
"So when do the results come out?" I asked Yuna as we all began to eat spaghetti.
"You're coming with us tomorrow for the flyer. They usually put a flyer with all the trainees or just people that auditioned that passed for the showcase." Yuna said before groaning as she slapped her forehead.
"Showcase? What showcase?" I furrowed my eyebrows. "You all never mentioned a showcase."
"Well," Nina looked at me with guilty eyes. "We forgot to tell you that even if you passed the auditions, even if you're grouped with us... Well..."
Nina started to chuckle nervously before eyeing Yuna to finish.
"Basically there's around 100 trainees that pass, when trainees are of course training... They form an alliance or group with others.. Meaning that that'll be the group they'll perform the showcase for. If you do pass, you'll be in our group for the showcase but in the end it's PSY's decision to choose which trainee group will debut." Yuna explained which made my heart drop.
"So basically like another survival show?" I look at them with no emotion. "Another survival show. Really? You could've— I told you guys I didn't want to experience anything like that again!"
I didn't mean to freak out, I didn't like being dramatic. But I felt like everything just hit me in that moment, my anxiety came rushing back and there was no one who knew about it that could help me right now.
I didn't realize I left the dorm, it was already late and I was once again flooded with worries while walking down the depressing streets.
And it's dangerous, I know it's dangerous to be here alone but I couldn't really care less.
