Alaska is a normal teenage girl who loves to dance, she isn't asian in any way though. She didn't expect to make it into JYP entertainment but to her surprise it was Felix Lee who helped her get in, she needs to debut or else it'll be all for nothin...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑵𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 39 New Opportunities
I felt weak, every ounce of happiness left my body.
I didn't even lie and say we were just best friends because best friends don't kiss each other like that.
I was a coward, why did I cry when it's literally what I deserve. No matter how hard I worked to get myself to debut I will still sabotage myself by having a romantic relationship with a boy. I remember being upset when Dawn was kicked out of his group for dating Hyuna, it just didn't make any sense.
But this is my fault, I shouldn't have got close to Felix in the first place, and in the midst of everything I still wonder how is he doing right now.
I didn't even see the news on social media because we barely use our phones when we practice and work, but now I won't be debuting and I had to move out soon. Where would I go?
My parents are probably disappointed as well, if they even cared that much.
And now, all I wanted to do was talk about it with Felix.. But now I don't even have that option, I've ruined that option.
I was at the dorms packing my things and crying again, why was I crying? I don't deserve to cry when I did this to myself.
Where do I go? I wasn't kicked from the company but the group.
Nina and Yuna.
• • •
Once I reached Pnation I see Nina and Yuna waiting for me with welcoming smiles, I collapsed in their arms and let go of my things. There was staff at the desk but they were busy with their work to even notice us.
"I'm sorry guys, I can't do this anymore." I say as I felt another tear escape my eyes.
"Alaska, you don't need to apologize to us." Nina sighed as she hugged me tight along with Yuna.
"I was supposed to debut and.. I don't get to debut with the girls anymore." I confessed.
"What? That's the consequence? I thought they would make you avoid him forever!" Yuna scoffed. "How could they do that to you?"
"It's my fault guys, I take full responsibility for the mistake I've made." I said as we pull away.
"But, like what you did wasn't even that bad." Nina said.
"Who even posted the photo? Who was there?" Yuna questioned.
"Yeah, who posted it?" Nina asked.
"I don't know.. JYP just showed me the photo and kicked me out, I asked but he didn't give me an answer on that." I replied.
"Who the hell posted it then, was it dispatch? No it can't be them they don't have anything released since last year." Yuna said.
"I bet it's a sasaeng," Nina nodded her head. "It must've been a sasaeng."
"What if it was Mako." Yuna snorted.
"Nah, why would she sabotage her own group? She might hate me but a loss for me is also a loss for her and the team." I said.
"True." Nina said but then shook her head. "Nevermind the situation, let's go talk to PSY.
"Huh? PSY?" I looked at them in confusion as they dragged me to the elevator with my things.
"Yup, you're joining us now." Nina nodded her head with a smile as the elevator went up a few floors.
"Since when? I never said I was kicked out of JYP!" I panicked. "Why are you brining me to PSY? He wouldn't want me? I just had a scandal before debuting!"
"Nah, you haven't met the guy he's so chill!" Yuna gasped. "I'm sure he'll be happy to meet you!"
"Heh," I say out of confusion, did I want to leave JYP entertainment?
Once we reach the right floor they dragged me into a big room and there I meet the famous PSY dude, I'm kidding I love PSY.
"Nina and Yuna what a surprise! What are you girls doing here? Oh, you brought a guest!" PSY got up from his desk with a huge smile and turned to me. "Oh, you must not be doing too well are you Alaska?"
"You remember my name?" I questioned in shock.
"You impressed me a lot during the survival show, you and these girls as well." PSY chuckled. "You have so much potential."
"Thank you, sir." I smiled.
"With that being said, I want you to audition for me." He said as we all sat down on the couches in his office.
"Audition? For you?" I choked out.
"Yes! Unless, you still haven't been kicked from JYP." He frowned. "Have you, what's going on?"
"I don't get it... I haven't got kicked from JYP Entertainment but I will only remain as a trainee until I gain back his trust.. Why do you want me to audition when I brought bad attention to myself?" I questioned as I looked down. "I'm not the best, I lack in so much."
"Alaska, I remember when Dawn came to me when he was kicked. Although you weren't kicked I know that you won't debut in the next year and he will keep you for longer." PSY explained. "I know how JYP can be, you won't be debuting for a long time but if you audition here and pass then you will get your life back! You will be able to debut way sooner."
"Aren't you worried about the fans getting upset that you brought in someone who has had a scandal?" I frowned.
"Of course not! I have Hyuna and Dawn just living with themselves and being successful, if they're doing good then why can't you do the same?" PSY chuckled. "I want to remind you though, you are allowed to date as an idol but when you're a trainee you will not be permitted to date. We need you to focus on being a better idol."
"Got it." I nodded. "I just.. This is a lot to take in."
"Take your time, but auditions are in 3 weeks and after that we won't hold them until next year." PSY replied as he sat back at his desk. "Good luck."
