Grian Oneshots

110 ~ PTSD [Short]

TW: Mentions of SA; Mentions of Abuse; S@m

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Grian stopped at Doc's base to look at the new Redstone Doc had been proud of. Grian made sure not to touch it, and just looked at it. Grian didn't understand it, but it looked cool. Grian turned around to leave, and heard a fall and a familiar hiss.

He turned around in fear, as the creeper blew up. He was stunned for a few minutes, looking over to the Redstone. His vision was the least of his issues.

The Redstone contraptions was mostly blown up. Panic filled him, and he rushed to the Redstone's side. Grian tried to fix the Redstone, though messing it up worse.

He was afraid of what Doc would do. Sure eh could just leave, but there was only one person on the server with bad enough luck to destroy something without meaning it.

"...Grian?" Doc asked, causing the blonde to look over to him. "What are you doing to my redstone?"

"I- I was looking at it- And-" Grian tried.

"You blew up my Redstone." Doc stated, looking at the Redstone. Anger lacing his tone.

"What? No- It was-"

"You blew up my Redstone! Do you know how long it took to make!?" Doc yelled, glaring at Grian.

Grian shook out of fear, but tried to explain.

"God! You always mess things up! Whether it be my redstone! Or the relationships of everyone on the server!" Doc yelled.

Confusion filled him, but the fear took over. Doc stepped forward, slightly glowing signifying he was close to exploding.

"You cause everyone harm and destroy everything people love!" Doc yelled. "You never should've been added to the server! Your chaos is destructive and shows that you care for no one."

Grian's breath spiked, and he backed away from the creeper hybrid. He hit the wall, and he kept his eyes on Doc. Smoke began leaving Doc's mouth as he continued yelling at Grian.

Once it became too much for Grian, Grian just yelled at Doc.

"Leave me alone Sam! I'll do whatever you want just don't hurt me!" Grian yelled, dropping to his knees.

He covered his ears, and he kept begging for 'Sam' not to hurt him. Doc stood confused, not sure what to do.

"Grian...?" Doc asked, kneeling down to touch Grian.

Grian flinched and looked up at him. He backed away into the wall again, and put his knees in between them. Doc grabbed Grian's knee, expecting to get kicked. Instead, Grian stopped crying, looked emotionless, and just stopped moving.

Doc let go, and stared at Grian. Grian hadn't went back to crying, but Doc knew it wasn't a good sign.

"...Grian?" Doc asked.

Grian didn't respond to his name, only stayed in the same position.

"Grian... It's Doc-" Doc tried. "I- I'm sorry..."

Again, Grian didn't react. Doc moved to sit near Grian, but Grian didn't move to keep an eye on Doc.

Doc opened his communicator and messaged Mumbo and Xisuma, before keeping an eye on Grian. It wasn't hard, Grian did nothing. Doc would've thought he was dead, if not for the steady breathing and blinking every few minutes.

Mumbo arrived first, and looked at the surroundings before glaring at Doc. He pulled Doc up and out of the room.

"What did you do?" Mumbo said, more angry than Doc would've thought.

"What...?" Doc said.

"What the hell did you do, Doc?"

"Its- I saw him trying to fix my Redstone machine, and I yelled at him." Doc said. "He backed into the wall, and then yelled at me. He fell to his knees and when I tried to reassure him, he fell into that state..."

Mumbo was still angry, but less.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you." Mumbo said. "I just... Hate seeing Grian like that..."

"...Who's Sam?" Doc asked.

"...That's not my decision." Mumbo said.

The two returned to Grian, Mumbo grabbing Grian's hand and rubbing it. Xisuma arrived maybe ten minutes after, and he checked Grian's vitals. Doc explained what happened, followed by Xisuma scolding him.

"Mumbo, could you go get Grian's headphones from his base?" Xisuma asked, glancing at Mumbo. Mumbo nodded, before taking off.

"Your lucky..." Xisuma said, once Mumbo was gone. Doc looked at him confused. "Your lucky that you weren't being physically aggressive with him. Grian would've killed you."

Doc swallowed his nervousness down as he asked why.

"Grian's childhood was hell. He was taken in at 19 by a guy, but everything before that was shit." Doc blinked stunned at the swear. "Sam was a bunny hybrid who was Grian's best friend. He was abusive and manipulative towards him. On one server, he made fun of Grian for being sexually assaulted."

"...What...?" Doc asked quietly. "...Is that..."

"Why he shut down when you touched him?" Xisuma finished. "Likely. That or he thought you were Sam, and were gonna punish him."

Xisuma took off his helmet and placed it on the ground. He took a deep breath of air before closing his eyes.

"Don't tell anyone. Mumbo was disapproving when Grian told me. G and I made a deal that if this ever happened, he wouldn't mind me telling whoever caused the freak out." Xisuma said, leaning against the wall more.