Dear readers,
It's been forever hasn't it?
I've realized that most of my entries are probably mega-boring. I mean, writing practically everything I do and crap like that...
I might stop writing entries soon, but until then, I'm gonna try writing my opinions on stuff and writing about things in my past.
It's 12:04 Sunday morning, so I'll be going to church in about 10 hours DX DX DX
I don't know if I've mentioned this before, but I don't follow any religion, though I'm not Atheist either. I believe that there is a god, though I acknowledge the possibility that there isn't one. I just REALLY don't believe in the bible. I mean, it contradicts itself so much. Basically saying he hates homosexuals, then turning around and calling him all-loving? Also, it promotes sexism. That's no good either.
My parents are Christians, but I don't think they really consider that stuff. They're pretty fair people, and far from prejudice. Anyway, they don't know my views on religion, and they won't until long after I move out, if I have my way. So yeah, they make me go to church every Sunday. I usually just make up stories in my head to pass the time.
Anyway, speaking of sexism, I'm not really one of those huge feminists, but I have my own views on that stuff. I mean, why get angry at someone if they choose a career in cooking over being... a lawyer, or some more "high powered" job? If they pick cooking because they love it, then I don't see the problem. But what I DO have a problem is this crap in sports. I wish they'd get rid of separate teams for men and women. The only reason men are considered stronger is because they(in general) take more interest is being strong. We(in general) don't really care about that stuff. I would love to be strong, but I'm just too damn lazy. I would hate to have to be protected though.
I have a firm believe that men should be manly. That's why my taste in men is the way it is. I like tall, muscular men. The thing is, that's just a preference. Never had a boyfriend who was both. Actually, I don't think I've ever had a muscular boyfriend. One of my ex's(Justin L.) was lighter than I was! SUPER-skinny.
On the other hand, I think that no woman should be so weak that they need to be protected. Unfortunately, most woman aren't strong enough to protect themselves. I'm pretty sure I could protect myself if the time came when I needed to, but I don't really know, because I base that on what I'm willing to do in order to protect myself, not my strength. I know I'm weak.
Speaking of being able to protect yourself, am I the only one who's secretly hoping for a zombie apocalypse? I would love to see how well I could protect myself. I'm sure it would be terrifying, but I think my paranoia would really give me an edge that most people wouldn't have. I'm also quite ruthless when I need to be.
Also I would love to just be able to be incredibly violent without any bad consequences whatsoever. I'm quite a violent person after all.
Also lucky for me is that I basically live in the middle of nowhere. No matter where the... zombie-virus-thingy started, it would take a heck of a long time to reach me.
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How did I get from Sunday to zombie apocalypse?
Oh well, it is ME after all.
I find that even I can't predict me.
You see, I confuse other people, but I confuse myself even more. I know myself better that other people know me, and that means I have more to be confused about.
Anyway... Right now I'm listening to ET by Katy Perry.
Not the music video, I don't like Kanye West. I'm listening to a version without him.
I like this song.
Speaking of extraterrestrials, we just finished with the space section in my Physical Geography class. I've added Astrologist to the list of careers I may be interested in. They now include:
Lawyer (I argue A LOT)
Psychologist (Even though I definitely need one)
Translator (I love languages)
Astrologist (I have lots of Ideas and theories about what the universe is really like, I'll tell ya them some other time)
Then there's the list of careers I KNOW I'm interested in:
Singer (Have wanted to be one since I was like 4, it's my passion)
Actor (Seems like it would be fun. Never had acting lessons before, but I would love to)
Fashion Designer (The one I KNOW I can do. It's the one I'm going for)
Anyway, that's really all I have to say for now. Make sure ta tell me whether it was more interesting than previous entries or not! Otherwise I won't know what kind of entries to make my future ones(If there are any).
(1:02)
Byebyez!
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