Love Far Beyond the Ashes

Her Definition Of Fun

Calli pov:Kiara was polishing her sword. I tilted my head to the side and glanced at her, perplexed by her meticulously polishing her sword.

"What are you doing?" I asked

"Oh, I'm polishing my sword because I want to use it soon!" Wawa cheerfully said

"Why do you want to use it?" I questioned

"I haven't really had a real fight in a while!" Wawa said

"It's really late; we should go to sleep," I suggested.

"Calli, what if I asked to fight you?" Kiara asked

"What?" I asked.

She looked at me with full determination in her eyes and said, "Fight me!" Kiara said

I mean, I fought a cognition of her, but not the real one. I can't hurt her.

"I'm just kidding!" Kiara told me

My brain stopped functioning at that point, and she began to wave her hand in front of my face to try to get my attention.

"I broke you...." Wawa sighed "and not in bed" She said

"You said you wanted to fight me!" I shouted

"Well, I want to do something to you both. We both start with the letter F. It depends on what word you use, I guess," Wawa said.

"Kiaraaaaaaaaaaa!" I screamed

"That's what I want to hear later tonight, but in a different tone," Kiara giggled in a seductive tone.

"No..." I told her, "I won't do it here." I said to her:

"Calli, we both know you never stick to that. You say you won't do it, and next thing we know, you're the one on me, kissing me, turning me on, taking off my clothes, and then-"

I quickly cut her off with a kiss before she could continue, even though she already called me out for this. She was right; I did pretty much enable it before I knew it. I had already begun to take her shirt off when I realized what I had done.

"You move fast, Calli!" Kiara giggled

"Ugh...Kusotori!" I shouted, despite how much saying that hurt me.

Kiara still was grining, and she laughed at me as well, "You won't hurt my feelings!" She told me

I wanted to tell her that wasn't my intention, but then she'd be happy that I was so nice to her.

"You are so hot, Calli," Kiara told me.

She was trying to drag me into this, but I need to be the bigger person. I need to stop her so I don't end up doing weird stuff with her.

"Wait, where are Kobo and Clara?" I asked

"They're with Zeta and Kaela," Kiara told her.

I looked to the side and sighed. I then bit my lip. "Twenty minutes," I said.

"What!?" Kiara said

"I'll let you do whatever you want to me for twenty minutes," I said.

"Nope!" Kiara said.

"Wait why!?" I yelled in disappointment.

"Find out!" Kiara teased as she stood up and walked away.

That tease I said in my mind as I tried to figure out why she stopped me from having fun with her-why would she?

Maybe I was undesirable to her for some reason, but would that be my looks? I know it can't be my looks since I made sure to look extra cute for her, not that I wanted her to notice.

Then I realized what she wanted. She really wants me to admit that I want her. She doesn't want me to act like I usually do and do things on a whim and act like I didn't intentionally do them.

Kiara wants me to be honest, but can I be? I honestly have no clue.

I need to think about things. I can't just go through with it just because I have a desire to, but...

"Calli "I think I'm going to go see Reine for a bit!" Kiara said

"Wawa wait!" I shouted She looked at me and waited for me to talk, "Uhm," I said.

She motioned for me to continue, but the words wouldn't come out. She shook her head before walking over to me and pinning me to the wall.

"You have no idea how much restraint I have." Kiara hungrily said

I bit my lip with anticipation, but it never continued.

"Wawaaaaaaa!" I cried out.

She smirked at me and said, "Let your emotions out." She whispered in my ear.

She wanted me to tell her I need her; that's her end goal. But something is stopping me from saying that to her. I don't know what, but I really want to say it to her.

"Wawa, please. I-" I stopped myself from making Kiara frown.

"I'm going to be back soon, Calli," Kiara told me.

"Wait!" I shouted before grabbing her arm.

She looked at me in anticipation. I swallowed slightly as I heard my heart skip a beat.

Why am I sitting here motionless? I just need to tell her I need her. I really need her, and I have to tell her that right now. She is the love of my life, and I don't think I have told her that I need her-maybe I have, but definitely not enough.

I felt like I had been keeping Wawa standing there forever, but only a few seconds have passed. Everything is in my mind. I need to speak words that Kiara needs to hear.

"Are you okay, Calli?" Wawa asked

I snapped out of my trance and knew this was the time.

"Wawa I... I need you!" I shouted

"How cute!" Kiara giggled. "Alright, I'll play with you," she said as she pinned me to the wall.

Somehow the whole night passed, and as the sun rose, we were in bed.

"Calli, Kiara, those two slept soundly," Kaela told us.

I was the only one awake, though Kaela and Zeta seemed happy.

"What did you two talk about?" I asked

"Uhm, Kathleen, my be-" Zeta cut herself off.

"Kaela may be what?" I asked

"I think Mumei-senpai needs to hear the news," Zeta said.

"Interesting," I said.

"Also put some clothes on." Zeta told me

I looked down at Kiara and realized what we had done, although I am happy.

"Anyway, I think Selen and I want to do some exploring, but I also need to keep an eye on Ela," Zeta stated.

"Oh why?" Kiara asked

Zeta sighed and smiled and said, "I'll say later!" She said as she and Kaela left the room.

"You seem happy, Calli!" Kiara said

"Because I'm with you anyways, let's get dressed and stuff; we need to watch our kids after all," I said.

"Maybe we'll have another!" Kiara happily said

I'm not sure about that, but we'll see. I'm sure she'll convince me after all, I am way too agreeing with her. She can convince me to do anything.

But I guess that shows that I love her.