my teacher

chapter 113

It's been a month since meredith lost her job. She's not left the house in a month. She has drank a lot of wine and binge watched a lot of TV. We've also had no sex. None at all.

I climb into bed next to her. She's rubbing lotion on her thighs. I lean over and kiss her cheek. She doesn't stop me but also doesn't really react as I start kissing her neck.

I kiss her lips. She sighs against my lips as I run my hand up the inside of her thigh.

She pulls away slowly. "I know you're horny der, and I'm sorry but I'm really not in the mood" she says, not looking at me. I sigh.

She lays down in bed, so she's not facing me. She turns off the light. "Mer" I rub her back gently. "What?" She asks. "I love you" I lean down and kiss her cheek.

"Can we spoon tonight?" I ask. She's been quite cold with me lately. She's literally given me no attention. "I'm too warm" she says. "Please?" I ask. She ignores me.

"I miss you baby" I lean down and kiss her cheek again. "I'm going to sleep derek" she says. I sit back up. I turn on the TV and watch that instead.

She grabs the remote and switches it off. "Go and play on your stupid xbox or sit in the living room if you want to do that" she says before laying back down. I get up and go.

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I wake up in the morning. A huge smile spreads across my face as I realise me and meredith are cuddling under the covers. I squeeze her tighter.

"Derek" she mumbles tiredly, cuddling into me. "Its okay, I'm here, go back to sleep" I whisper. "Okay" she mumbles into my bare chest.

"Mer?" I ask. "Mhm" she hums. "Do you still love me?" I ask. "Mhm?" She hums again. "Do you?" I ask. "What?" She mumbles. "Nothing, it doesn't matter" I sigh. She falls back asleep. I hug her tighter.

Merediths pov:
I open my eyes slowly. I sigh as I realise I'm locked in Derek's arms. "Derek, let go" I gently try and pull away so I don't wake him.

He opens his eyes slowly. "Mer" he smiles when he sees me, hugging me again. I just let him.

He let's go after a few seconds and I sit up. I look at the clock. "I'm gonna have a shower" I get up. "Can I join?" He asks. "I have a job interview in an hour.. I need to get ready" I say. "Is that a no?" He asks. I glare at him slightly. He rolls his eyes.

I go and grab a towel. I pull off my clothes and put them straight into the washing machine. I walk back into the room naked. He stares at me.

I go into the bathroom and get in the shower. I get out and go back into the bedroom. My eyes lock with his. He smiles at me.

I blow-dry my hair and dry my body before putting on my clothes. I'm wearing a tight purple dress.

"I'm gonna go" I grab my bag and phone. He gets out of bed. "Good luck baby, you're gonna do amazing" he hugs me. I keep my arms by my side.

"You look gorgeous and you're the smartest woman I know so don't worry about it too much" he tucks my hair behind my ears. I look into his eyes.

"But it's okay though, you're my girl, I'll be proud of you either way.. whether you get it or not" he puts his hands on my cheeks.

"I love you so much" he kisses me. Hug me please. "Do you love me?" He asks. I nod. He hugs me tight. I breathe in his scent and it instantly calms me down.

He pulls away slowly. "Bye gorgeous" he says. I leave. I get in my car and drive to the school that my job interview is at.

Derek's pov:
Meredith has been gone for 8 hours. Its now 7 pm. I've been calling her for hours. I'm really worried.

Merediths pov:
I'm sat at the bar with cristina drinking. "You'll get a job mer" she says. I take another shot.

"I want to go home" I say. "Already?" She asks. "I'm gonna go home.. and let my amazing boyfriend make love to me" I say. She makes a face of disgust.

"Hi" a guy sits next to me. I look at him and smile. "Hi" I say.

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I stumble through the door. "Meredith" Derek rushes over. "Mhm, there's my guy" I hug him. "I was so worried about you" he squeezes me.

"You didn't get the job?" He asks. I shake my head. "Its alright.. you'll get it next time" he kisses my head.

I kiss his lips. "I need you, derek" I undo his trousers. "Seriously?" He asks. I nod. He picks me up, throwing me over his shoulder. I giggle drunkenly, kicking my legs as he carries me upstairs.