The Path of a Black Sheep in a Fantasy World (BL)

Chapter 35

Evan was mad, as in really mad. First, Adam wouldn't talk to him about his problem. Second, he had done something that had turned off his partner, but he couldn't see what exactly. Third, he felt like if he didn't go to the root of the problem tonight, then he would never be able to have a peaceful love life with his hedgehog. All those reasons, coupled with his blue balls, were starting to make his head hurt.

"Listen here, master. You need to tell me what's wrong, no matter what it is. I need to know, do you understand? We won't be able to make progress if not. I won't judge you, feel free to talk to me." Evan nearly begged, bending his back so he could look up into Adam's downcast eyes. He didn't add the last part that hid in his heart, one that spoke of spanking promises. He didn't want to go to such lengths, of course. If Adam didn't feel comfortable speaking, then he couldn't force it out of him. However, he really hoped that the warrior would understand that he would be the last person to judge him and maybe a spanking would help engrave it in his little hedgehog's brain.

"D-Do you promise?" Adam debated before saying, weighting the pros and cons. Evan was right, he couldn't just leave things like that. Maybe ripping the bandage off now would avoid future troubles. He was already attached to the giant, more than he would like to admit, but maybe it was the right time to admit his obviously problematic thoughts, as it would be easier to go their separate ways. Evan titled his head to the side, feeling his heart squeeze for no reason suddenly, while Adam felt a chill down his spine when he briefly glanced at the giant's dark eyes.

After seeing Evan nod seriously, Adam opened his mouth to admit his wrongdoings.

"I think I'm a pervert. I get aroused by being manhandled, when you force me, when you take control. I know it's weird, I'm disgusted by my own reaction. I would understand if you wanted to find another master more... pure." Adam breathed out the last word, not believing that he had really admitted it all without stuttering. He felt more in sync with his attitude, realizing that it was just the way he was. Maybe it was a second effect of being abused in his childhood, or maybe he was just born that way. He still felt shame and disgust toward himself, but he knew that he wouldn't be able to change. He had tried since he had realized his perverted thoughts, but one couldn't change their nature without putting a mask on.

"T-that's it?" Evan asked, looking bewildered.

"What do you mean 'that's it'?! Do you know how much I suffered because of my own body's reaction to weird things? I feel so much shame and disgust, sometimes I just want to disappear!" Adam shouted in a whisper, trying to keep his tone down. The tears he had succeeded in keeping at bay welled up in his eyes again and he let them slowly roll down his cheeks. His throat burnt and a choked sob escaped him before he put his face in his hands to keep a single thread of dignity. The warrior had opened himself to the giant, letting him see all his insecurities, and all he gets is a 'That's it?', as if all his struggles were children's worries.

"No, no, no, don't get me wrong, Pup. I'm sorry it sounded like this. I thought you didn't like what I had done and hated me. I never meant to say your insecurities were dumb. I understand where you are coming from. However, I can assure you that it is also my kink." Evan embraced the shaking man in a hug, squeezing him like he wanted to gobble him whole. The giant wasn't used to speaking this much, but he needed to get things straight and make himself clear.

It may have been wrong, but when Adam had admitted his worries, he had never felt this turned on before. His master was perfect, even their kinks were fitted well. Evan was like a dragon, possessive of his things and controlling. Still, he liked to give his partner some control over their relationship, but in bed, he was the boss. For now, it had been perfect with Adam, as he was his slave and thus obeyed him, but in bed, the giant always had an upper hand because Adam gave him the reign, even if unconsciously it seemed. Of course, his master always had the last word, but Evan thrived for this sort of relationship.

"Y-your kink?" Adam slowly said, not quite sure if it was the right word or if he had heard right. It was the first time he had heard this word. He took his head out of Evan's collarbone where he had been hiding and slowly slipped out of the giant's embrace to be able to look into the latter's eyes. The slave looked at him with a fond look before brushing aside the bangs that had fallen before Adam's left eyes.

"Yes, my kink. Or what you call perverse desires. You are not the only one with them. As for me, it is the opposite of yours." Evan then went on to explain his kink, mentioning others too, like spanking, choking and more. He also explained safe words and the like. Evan had learned plenty of kinks when he had been a sex slave, including his own preferences. At the end, Adam was bright red on his whole body and wanted to burrow himself into a hole.

"I-I don't think it's all for me. I just like things to be a little more rough. I-I'm not against trying different things, but..." Adam hesitated, he truly didn't feel that excited by all the fetishes Evan had given as examples. Still, he didn't want to offend the slave or disappoint him, but what he had quickly caught on with Evan's little speech was that communication and honesty were the key of those kinds of relationships, or any relationship, so he had to say what was on his mind to avoid another misunderstanding.

"Don't worry, I'm also not that fond of other things. We can try and test our limits. However, I need you to promise me one thing." Evan took a serious tone, which immediately caught Adam's attention. He straightened up, feeling like what the giant was going to say was important.

"Sometimes, I'm going to punish you if I have too. However, even the punishments aren't supposed to be enjoyable, I want you to tell me right away if you aren't feeling it. Say the safe word and I will stop. I don't think I will have to go to such lengths, because you are a good boy, but I must warn you. For example, I could punish you for not telling me your worries right away, but I know that you are new to this and it's not that easy, so I will let it go." Evan said and quickly finished his sentence because he saw how Adam's eyes widened with fear at the mention of punishment. From what he knew of the latter's childhood, he could understand this reaction, but he didn't need to worry, he would never truly hurt him.

They then settled on a safe word.

Feeling all his worries leaving his body, a strong wave of relief filled Adam's heart. As if all the strings in his members had been cut off, an unexpected dizziness hit his body. Evan hurriedly caught him before he could fall straight on his face.

"Pup!?" The giant let out a startled shout, worried that his master had fallen sick because of too much stress. Adam only patted him tiredly on the bicep, telling him that he was fine.

A scratching sound came from the closed curtain of their tent, before a soft whine was heard, and both men looked at the entrance.

Hey dear readers, they finally talked!

I hope the slight BDSM aspect didn't turn you off, I swear it won't be that hard core. It's just needed for their relationship's progress and for Adam to have a character developpement. It will also have its own importance later in the story, but no spoiler.

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