"How about we make that list" Rachel laughs and she's already tipsy.
"Get me a napkin" I laugh. She grabs a few with the big 8 logo on them.
I take them back to the table, along with the whiskey. I set the whiskey down in front of Jay and he smiles. He pulls me onto him and I sit in his lap.
"Have you got a pen" I ask him.
"A pen" he smiles.
"I need to write something down" I clarify.
He shrugs after looking into his pockets. I laugh, Jay isn't a pen kinda guy.
"I've got a pen" Matty laughs and hands me it.
"Thanks" I smile.
I pull out the first napkin. Think for a minute. Jay is completely perplexed, Rachel is laughing and Ross is just well Ross. Gazing at me as if I make his world go around. He's drunk and he has no way of hiding his feelings when he's drinking.
"Need some suggestions" Rachel smiles at me.
"Yes actually" I laugh looking up at her.
"Okay hmmm" she smiles.
"Outdoor sex" she says.
"Already done" I say and I feel Jays arms around me stroking.
"Mmm" he says remembering our multiple sexual encounters on top of the mountains.
"Mmm indeed" I laugh. Intent on focusing on my pen and napkin and not his hands.
"Make a sex tape" she laughs.
"Not a bad one actually but I can do that as a married woman" I laugh.
"Okay more risky. Orgy" she ventures.
"God I hate that word" she laughs sipping her non virgin cocktail.
"How about sex party?" She says instead trying to convince me. Rachel is naughty, I don't think it's a bad thing. It's just her. There's a part of me that is just as bad.
"Sex party" I repeat thinking it through.
"Naughty" Jay whispers in my ear.
"Sharing you is hard" he chuckles.
"As if I can attend a sex party" I laugh looking at Jays hands over my bump.
"What about a controlled sex party with only certain members" she bargains.
"I'm beginning to think you're planning this already" I laugh.
"Oh Taylor humour me. Just teasing, and flirting and stuff. And we could buy lingerie" she says smiling.
"Lingerie I can do" I say. I notice Ross and Matty staring into their glasses intently. Not making eye contact at all.
"Thoughts boys" I ask directly.
"Taylor" Jay whispers in my ear and I smile.
"Naughty, you're stirring a pot here" he laughs.
"There would be ground rules" I laugh.
"Are you asking whether I would attend a sex party with both of you?" Matty's laughs.
"I am yes" I say.
Matty sighs and pushes his brunette hair back.
"Sorry Jay I would" Ross laughs.
"I would but only if Jay was comfortable" Matty says. Considerate, wonderful Matthew. Well he is best man, there's a certain amount of respect that has to come with that. My head spins back to our conversation in the coffee shop; where he insinuated that I was leading Ross on. His comment about me changing as a person because of it. I reflect on that conversation and disagree, there's always been this naughty side lurking inside of me.
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Adore me- the fourth novel
RomanceThe fourth instalment "Ready baby" he smiles over at me. I gaze at him with his white shirt undone and his jean shorts and can't believe we're doing this together. "I'm ready Jay" I say meeting his piercing blue eyes. I recount all of those morning...
