Rachel is draped over Jacob, on the other leather sofa. My head is in Jays lap and my feet are on Ross. I don't think anybody is angry anymore, after the show myself and Rachel put on. I sigh and hug my arms around Jays waist. He's bare chested and I love feeling his skin on me.
The fur blanket is around me and occasionally, Ross' hand will sweep up my leg to my thigh and away again. Even though he's busy talking to Matty. I give him a warning look, which means give me my space. But he only smiles.
He's being discreet, but my boundaries need to go up again. Something tells me that he is going to fight me this time.
They are talking about London. I'm listening in on their discussion about apartments and what sights they want to see first. The London eye, the aquarium. I allow myself to think about the book shops, the coffee and the art places.
"There's a few amazing libraries" Ross comments and I smile at him. Imagining him looking around them and reading for hours in some leather chair with a Starbucks.
"Can you bring me back at few books" I say softly. Ross nods and his hand inconspicuously runs up from my ankle to my inner thigh.
"Taylor" Rach says and I smile at her pulled away from my imagination.
"Am I the best you've ever had" she sighs drunkenly. I laugh.
"You're the only girl I've ever had" I sigh.
"Have you?" I ask
"No you're my first too" she says.
"It was quite something" Jacob says and he kisses her.
"Did you enjoy it" I say looking up at Jay sleepily.
He strokes my hair and smiles."Mhmmmm" he kisses me. His hand going under the cover and I notice that Ross moves away just in time.
"I enjoyed it very very much" he whispers.
"Taylor have you choreographed your wedding dance yet" Jacob says interrupting me.
I look up at him.
"It's been choreographed since I was 6" I say, laughing.
"Have you taught it to him" he asks and Jay sighs.
"Nope" I smile.
"Okay let's learn it then" Jacob says clearly bored of Rachel on him. I pull my bikini tight and stand up. Rachel begrudgingly moves off of him and he stands facing me.
"In my defence, I've had a lot of whiskey" Jay laughs standing next to Jacob. Jay knots his hair back and I sigh watching him. He's so tall and broad. He's just slightly bigger than Jacob, his chest just that little bit more built.
"Okay so it starts in close hold" I say and demonstrate it with Jacob.
"To begin with it's more about eye contact" I say and I stare into his eyes.
"His hands being here" I say and I place them on my lower back.
"And just swaying" I say and he holds me.
"What song?" He whispers.
"You do something to me. Paul Weller" I say. We've discussed this. It's Jay's favourite. It means something for us.
He moves away from me and connects his phone to the speaker. Loads up the song and watches my face. I smile.
"Let me help you choreograph" he says and he takes my hands in his, holds me like I directed him too and sways.
"You better be taking notes" I smile at Jay
"You're up in a minute" I say softly.
Jacob sways me, his eyes watching me. He spins me a few times but always brings me back into a close hold.
When the music livens up, he choreographs for me. I follow his lead and it's good. I feel as though I'm relaxing into the dance with him. Letting him control everything instead of how I usually resist him. The song finishes and he spins me around to face the other way. Strokes a hand down my waist and we stop.
"That's was pretty intense for a non dancer" Jay chuckles.
"Rachel" Jacob demands and she stands up.
"You follow Taylor, Jay you follow me" he directs and I laugh.
"Do you talk to the dancers like this at the company" I laugh.
"Of course" he says and I don't doubt him for a second.
I hold Jay close trying not to laugh. I place his hands where I need them and make him sway.
"Got good rhythm dude" Jacob says.
"Jay is very good with his hips" I smile.
"No Taylor is great at making me move" he smiles at me.
I stare into his eyes and I get lost all over again. I love him and so dancing with him is different. I feel every inch of his skin on me and I yearn for more.
"Okay Jay now in three we're going to spin them" Jacob says.
"Got her" Jay smiles at me. And I know he would never ever let me fall or slip.
"One, two, three" Jacob mutters and Jay spins me. I smile at him encouragingly.
He brings me back in close to him, holding onto my body. I stare into his eyes.
"You're doing very good considering the whiskey" I whisper and he smiles.
He holds onto me and sings the lyrics in my ear and I chuckle.
"Wow Jay you can actually sing" Rachel smirks and I laugh kissing his cheek.
"He's amazing" I comment.
"When we were hiking up a mountain and I was majorly tired he started singing and it literally was the best thing ever" I smile.
He's swaying me and the chemistry between us is really quite something.
"I told you they're like soul mates or something" Rachel laughs to Jacob.
He spins me again and he's so good at this. He doesn't need to be told by Jacob anymore he just goes for it. The song ends and he holds me and kisses me.
"I love you" he whispers.
"I love you" I whisper back.
"Makes you wanna be in love doesn't it" Rachel laughs at Jacob. He's watching me, he considers me his dance partner. He's a little possessive about it too.
He practically moves Rachel off of him.
"It sure does" he says and it's a loaded response. I clear my throat. Rachel huffs and goes to take a seat. Jacob bolts for the door and it's completely out of character.
I eye Jay and he looks wary.
"I'm just going to check on it" I say softly and Jay nods.
YOU ARE READING
Adore me- the fourth novel
RomanceThe fourth instalment "Ready baby" he smiles over at me. I gaze at him with his white shirt undone and his jean shorts and can't believe we're doing this together. "I'm ready Jay" I say meeting his piercing blue eyes. I recount all of those morning...