Taylor's POV
I'm pretty sure I've started something. I shouldn't have but I had to be honest with Jay. I did bad and I owned up.
I glance at Jay who is seated next to me, head in his hands. Bag on the floor by his feet which he hasn't moved.
I stroke his arm, he's wearing his pale blue shirt, leather jacket over the top which tells me he came here on his motorbike.
I've decided I'm going home tonight, but just how I'm unsure, I can't imagine riding on the back of his bike. Pregnant.
I pinch my eyes closed and cry. Forgetting I'm in a room with everybody.
"Taylor" Rach says concerned.
Matty is asleep and has been for two hours. I've clock watched. Tracking his monitor and watching his chest rise and fall.
"Let's have a walk" she adds standing up. Pulling on her jacket swishing her hair back and marching me to the door.
"Taylor" Jay says, softly and I turn around.
"I love you" he says and I hug him.
"Love you too" I whisper in his ear.
"We can get through this" he whispers back.
"Mmhmm" I sob.
"I wanna go home" I say and I feel like a little child, kind of pathetic and needy.
"I'll go grab the car I just assumed, pjs and all that you would stay" he says softly and I cry.
"Don't leave me here again." I say.
"Tay" Rach demands.
"I'll go get the mini I'll be twenty minutes" he smiles kissing my lips.
"Okay" I say softly and I kiss him again.
He kisses me with urgency, my body feels like it's on fire and my tears melt away.
"20 minutes" he says.
I head out with Rachel and we walk down to the food court, deciding to buy some dinner for Matty and everybody else.
I notice Rach now carries herself with far more elegance than before, she's still wearing a bright pink fluffy coat but now there's an air of confidence and sophistication in her stride. She sets her gaze on sushi and we head on over to the counter.
"This is tough" she says looking down at her food, the takeaway in a separate bag.
I grabbed a burger, raw fish is a no. She eyed me but there's more on her mind than my appetite.
"I kissed Ross" I say just coming out with it.
"You what" she laughs.
"I kissed Ross, he was crying last night and hugging me. He kissed my neck and I full on kissed him" I say then I bite into my burger.
She just stares at me, if she could have her mouth hanging open she would but we're eating.
"You and Jay are endgame. I love Ross but you were sad, he was sad. Full stop, have you told Jay" she says.
"Of course" I say.
"Okay fuck" she replies.
"He said the same as you, but he's been acting weird" I say confused.
"Jay Gilbert Scott just forgave you" she exclaims.
"He fucking loves you" she laughs.
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Adore me- the fourth novel
عاطفيةThe fourth instalment "Ready baby" he smiles over at me. I gaze at him with his white shirt undone and his jean shorts and can't believe we're doing this together. "I'm ready Jay" I say meeting his piercing blue eyes. I recount all of those morning...
