Ross' POV
"Morning" Taylor says. I rub my eyes.
Her voice has an effect on me, simultaneously exciting me and relaxing me all at once.
"Morning" I say and I look into her eyes. They're shining, full of life. And love. Love for me.
Her hands embrace me going down my bare back and I feel in front of me caressing our bump. Our bump ?
"Ross" she says and just the way she says my name. I sigh; rub the bump I put there and kiss her. Her soft lips caressing mine.
"I need you" she whispers and my tummy flips with happiness. I bury my head in her chest kissing all the way down to the small bump of our little baby.
"Ross" she sighs. Her fingertips going through my hair.
"I love you" she says. And I look up into her eyes; she closes her eyes and I feel myself drifting. Away.
Away from a situation that is so so perfect in every way.
***
Taylor is moaning through the wall; and I'm intent on putting in ear plugs. She's not saying my name like she did in my dreams last night.
I came in her. Last night.
With zero protection I came in her thinking nothing of it other than I love you. She's already pregnant though and I'm sure that means she's not going to fall pregnant. It does however explain my dreams.
I sigh and grab my phone quickly check it and get myself up. It's surely better than listening to her practically shout Jay over and over again through the wall.
I take a shower and dry myself off, Australia is warm. Already at 9 am, it's staggeringly hot. I'm wearing a loose button up shirt today it's light blue like my eyes. I push my hair back and head downstairs.
I head into the kitchen and it's like all of my thoughts melt away. It's just Taylor. She's facing the other way. Not yet aware of me, she's wearing another little dress. And I curse whoever makes them because they make me fantasise about pulling her skirt up and flirting with her and touching her.
It's white and she's wearing no shoes. If we were together I would wrap my arms around her kissing her and taking her in my arms. She would smile and kiss me back and the world would be a better place.
"Tay" I say softly. She turns to face me and I look into her eyes.
"Mhmm" she says and I can't help it but I watch her mouth just dreaming of kissing her.
"I ugh" I begin softly.
I approach her and she watches me, the heat I feel in her stare pulls me in.
"I wanted to ask you, or I dunno discuss" I say not knowing what to say.
"I you know last night didn't wear any" I begin.
"I didn't wear a condom" I say eventually.
"And I know you're already pregnant, but" I begin.
"Ross I'm not going to get pregnant again" she says.
"Don't worry" she adds and she's pissed. I don't understand? Why is she pissed at me?
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Adore me- the fourth novel
Roman d'amourThe fourth instalment "Ready baby" he smiles over at me. I gaze at him with his white shirt undone and his jean shorts and can't believe we're doing this together. "I'm ready Jay" I say meeting his piercing blue eyes. I recount all of those morning...
