Adore me- the fourth novel

Chapter 118- forgotten

I have kept Jay close to me, all evening. Shamelessly, draped around him as we all take a dip in the pool after our meal. I'm worried about him, still.

"I am fine" he whispers after catching me watching him again. He swoops my wet hair back over my shoulders, looking into my eyes.

"I need to check" I say staring at his blue eyes.

"And keep checking" I say smiling. I kiss him and his fingertips trace up either side of my arms. He kisses me back slowly. His fingertips reach my jaw and he delicately holds me in place. The heat I feel for him takes over and I whimper pulling him into me.

"Do I look like I've forgotten everything to you" he whispers in my ear holding onto me.

"Forgotten how to kiss you, or hold you" he says and I sigh wanting his lips.

I shake my head no.

He kisses me again, holding me close his hands on my lower back.

"Forgotten how to make you moan" he says softly whilst kissing my lips. His hands trace down lower and play with the straps of my bikini bottoms. His finger sliding down them. He holds me in really close rubbing me.

"Jay" I say breathlessly.

"Forgotten how to make love to you" he whispers and my body wants him.

"No" I smile.

He guides me out of the pool, Rachel eyes me smiles and looks away. Shes with the guys, all of them and I smirk at her.

We're kissing as we walk through the kitchen dripping water everywhere. We didn't even bother with towels. He lifts me up and carries me through to the living room, I laugh and he smiles at me, hunger in his eyes. He pulls my bikini off and I'm naked.

I lay back on the sofa my hair all wet and I must look ridiculous but I want him. He watches me and pulls his shorts off.

He scoops my body up into his capable hands.

"Taylor, tell me what you want" he asks.

"I want you" I say.

"I want you" he says and his eyes watch mine. He rubs my tummy softly, caressing the life he put there.

He slides in me and I rest my head back.

"Mmmm" I moan loudly.

"Definitely not forgotten then" he laughs and I smirk at him.

He works hard, he has me on the verge of orgasm pretty quickly.

"Mmm Jay" I say over and over in his ear and I can feel how turned on it makes him. He pulls out and I moan loudly. Bending down and kneeling in between my legs he moves his mouth over me, licking and sucking.

He looks up at me his eyes watching how turned on I am.

"What do you want now" he asks looking up at me.

"I want you in me" I plead. I move my foot and rest it on him in between his legs, rubbing him. He smiles.

"Taylor" he says loosing himself briefly and I smile down at him. He resumes with his tongue and I focus on rubbing him in between my feet.

"Jay I'm going to" I begin and he stands up smiling.

"Mmm I see your game" I say smirking.

"I'm just prolonging your happiness" he smirks.

I stand up and he watches me.

"Oh but I was so close" I say kissing his neck, and down his chest. Kneeling in front of him and going down on him. He puts his hand on the back of my head and he's working me in and out. I suck all the way to the top and stop. Standing up and looking at him.

"I'm just prolonging your happiness" I smirk and he laughs.

He wordlessly grabs me and pins me against the wall. And he's inside of me again. I'm standing holding onto the fireplace for support, although he would never let me fall. He bounces in and out and I cry out as I finish.

"Mmm" I say and he pulls me to face him.

"That was amazing" I whisper in his ear, he smiles and kisses me.

"You're amazing" he says softly.

"I'm just gonna get a new non wet bikini" I laugh.

"I can go and get you one" he offers and I almost take him up on his offer as he slips on his shorts.

"I'm going to choose and you're going to love my choice" I smile wink at him and then head upstairs. Covering up with my hands, which is harder than I had imagined.

I slip into my room unseen and head to the walk in wardrobe. I have a section for swimwear, I never could have dreamt up the house I now live in and share with Jay.

I see the bikini straight away, it's red of course. I slip it on and instantly feel the lift it gives my cleavage. I smile eyeing the strappy bikini in the mirror. My hair has dried off into waves and I put on some moisturising lip tint. I lather on some more body oil and head downstairs.

He's waiting for me at the end of the staircase. He watches me descend, mouth hanging open slightly.

"You waited" I smile when I reach him.

"I wanted to see you first" he smiles back.

"I do love this choice" he smiles hands on my hips.

"You do huh" I smile kissing his lips.

"Mhmm" he says looking over my body.

He looks back up at me, pushing his blonde hair back.

"I think I may just be the luckiest man alive" he says.

"No I'm the lucky one" I say smiling at him. He's bare chested, showing off his tattoos and lean chest with just the right amount of bulk.

"Shall we get in the jacuzzi" I suggest to him.

He smiles and we head outside to find the others.