Generations: The Long Game

Control

This chapter contains smut. Probably for the first and last time.

TW: mention of mental and emotional trauma

As they pulled into the villa, Siobhan leaned over and pulled the paperwork out of the glove compartment. She had hidden it there knowing Viv wouldn't rummage around in her car. She handed it to her and took a deep breath. She hated that this was happening now, but if she lied to her and said she didn't know or didn't have it she knew it would only make things worse.

Vivian took the paperwork, but by the look on Siobhan's face she already knew it was going to be more than twice what she paid. When she unfolded that paper her eyes got wide, but she couldn't believe the figure. "Siobhan how long? How long were you going to let me believe I was pulling my own weight. That I was still helping to support us?"

"You are, Viv, you pay towards the mortgage every month and the other bills as well." As soon as she said it she knew it was the wrong thing to say.

"Oh, thank goodness, Siobhan. I am paying a mere twenty percent of our mortgage, so pray tell what percentage of our other bills do I pay?"

"Viv" she reached out for her but was shooed away. " Viv, twenty percent. Twenty percent across the board." She hung her head. She knew she wouldn't be happy, but it was what was fair. She made so much more than her. Had so much more, and if they would have combined finances this wouldn't be an issue. It would be their money. It was in Siobhan's eyes. They were married and more so she and Jamey were hers. Her family. Her responsibility. Hers.

"Viv, I don't see it that way. You and Jamey... I would give you everything I have and more. I ..." Viv cut her off.

"You had no right to lie to me. To cut me off from my independence. To make decisions on my behalf. We might be married now, but I still get a say Siobhan!"

"Of course you do Viv. I was trying to be fair. I was trying..."

"I know what you were trying to do Siobhan, but I didn't ask you to. I didn't ask for your handouts!" She was shouting at this point, but she had just crossed the one line she knew better than to cross.

"Hand outs?" She got out of the car and went to get their key. She reentered the car without a word. Drove to their villa and used the key to let them in. She went straight into the bathroom and locked the door.

Viv sat on the edge of the bed with her head in her hand. Why has she used that phrase? Roger had used that phrase for years to goad Siobhan. "You never minded the hand outs, but when you have to work for it your nothing but a lazy piece of shit" The phrase was burned into Siobhan's brain and Viv knew it. He had destroyed her by taking away her pride, her independence, and any confidence she may ever have had, and he used that phrase as a constant reminder.

Between the emotional argument and the long drive, she must have been tired because she dozed off. When she woke the small blonde was laid next to her. She could tell by the even breathing she had also fallen asleep. She spoke anyway. She could say it all again when she woke, but she had to get it off her chest. "Siobhan, I was an idiot. I know you would never do anything to hurt me or Jamey, and I allowed my fear to make me angry. Because if Jamey and I rely on you and you leave we will struggle, and I can't let that happen. Not the way my mom let us struggle. I didn't mean what I said. I know your decision came from a place of love not control. If anything, I am the one who always has to be in control, but I promise you it is not because I want to control you like Roger did. It is because I am trying and failing to control the level of damage that would occur if you woke up one day and realized we weren't what you wanted."

She jumped when she heard the blonde's voice. "That will never happen, Viv. You're stuck with me." The blonde turned with a broad smile on her face. "Viv one fight isn't going to have me running for the hills. Between the two of us we have a lot of emotional baggage. We can work on that, but I am gonna need you to not believe I am giving you a hand out so we will need to change that. When we go home we are going to go see my solicitor and change the structure of the boutique. We will each own half and I will be paid a salary to run it. We will each have a salary and a share in the boutique. And we can pay all our expenses 50/50. Before you say this is a handout..." She cringed at the phrase. "You should know that if we ever divorced you would end up with half anyway." A broad and teasing smile crossed her face and got just the reaction from her wife that she wanted.

Vivian laughed.

Viv moved closer but it was Siobhan that bridged the gap. She moved herself right into Vivian's arms and place a soft kiss on her lips. As they separated, Viv asked, "Bon, what were our plans for today?" Her voice was smoldering and had the desired effect on Siobhan. She could tell her wife had only one thing on her mind and she wasn't thinking about there plans.

She popped up and went for Viv's bag. As she suspected a variety of silk scarves Viv often used to keep her hair in check when Siobhan put the top down for a drive. She grabbed a handful and practically ran back to the bed to find Viv laying flat on her back looking exasperated. "Bon, I think you missed my meaning"

"No, I didn't. First, were going to deal with this control issue." Viv's eyes widened when she saw the silks. "Oh?"

As she straddled her, she leaned in by her ear and whispered, "yep." She brought Viv's lips into a bruising kiss and let her hands wander over her muscular physique elicited the softest moan from her wife. The sound hasten her thoughts and movements. She shifted herself backwards and pulled Viv's top over her head. She leaned in and placed a trail of hot kisses down her chest and stomach. She unbuttoned her jeans and pulled them down over her hips as Viv gasped at the sudden jerk that pulled them free. She stood at the end of the bed and quickly stripped her own clothes dropping them to the floor. She grabbed the silks and made quick work of tying Viv's feet to the bed posts before climbing back into the bed and straddling her wife. She lowered her face and kissed her letting their kisses become hungry before reaching up and doing the same to her hands. "You don't have to be in control all the time. I won't hurt you," she promised in a husky voice. She teased Viv's nipples first with her finger and then her tongue. She could feel the heat swelling in her own body by the sounds coming from Viv. She straddled her leg and ground down on it while also thrusting her own between Viv's leg. Her moans were getting louder and her leg was getting wetter. Viv began to move her hips with a more sporadic rhythm. "Don't hold back on me, Viv, I am in control cum for me." She ground down on Viv's now raised leg and moaned loudly which was just enough to push Viv over the edge and leaving her begging her not to stop.

Siobhan wasn't about to stop there. She kissed her and touched her until she came all over Viv's leg. He reached up and asked if Viv could behave if she untied her hands. Viv nodded. "Say the word."

"Yes. I will. You are in control." Siobhan loosened the silks and let Viv caress her body and tease her nipples before she pinned her arms down and fell into bruising kisses their moans were intermingling. "I want to try something. Are you okay?"

Vivian's brain was a mix off fuzzy and overwhelming desire to touch and be touched. "Yes"

Siobhan straddled Viv's face but not low enough for her to reach and pressed her own face between Viv's thighs letting her tongue tease her before pressing her tongue gently toward her clit. She felt Viv reach for her and was momentarily going to stop to remind her of who was in control but let her grab her hips when she said "Bon, I need you." She wanted her too and couldn't fight it as she lowered herself and felt Viv grab her hips and press her tongue through the folds to her sensitive spot. Her senses went into overdrive. Their moans intensified and the scream vibrated the sensitive flesh in their mouths. Viv's movements became less rhythmic and Bon continued to tease her clit with her tongue while placing three fingers inside her.

"Don't stop"

She was getting close, and she had no intentions of stopping. She ground her hips down on Viv's face. They were both screaming and moaning into the others body.

They both arched and were thrown over the edge simultaneously. They rode out their shared orgasm before Siobhan rejoined Viv at the top of the bed. She kissed her softly tasting herself on Viv's lips.

"Okay, Bon, you can be in control sometimes."