If Only...

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A/N So, this is based off the Descendants song, If Only. THAT SO G IS BASICALLY WHAT APHMAU FEELS ABOUT HER LOVE LIFE! This takes place when Aphmau kisses Garroth in the flower dimension. It's as if time has stopped, and the song was her thoughts.

Aphmau's POV

Time seemed to freeze as he grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him, his lips planting on mine.

Wh-What...? 

Garroth has feelings for me?

As feelings rushed through me, I realized that this entire time, I never gave into love.

Never thought about it.

Never gave it the time of day.

I was too busy doing Lord things.

Then something hit me.

What about Laurence? He loves me too. Damn it! What do I do? The two most important men in my life both love me... 

What do I do...?

A million thoughts in my head

Should I let my heart keep listening

'Cause up 'til now I've walked the line

Nothing lost but something missing


I can't decide

What's wrong, what's right

Which way should I go


Do I ignore Garroth's feelings? I might love him back... But he's stuck here! Ugh! And then there's Laurence... I might have feelings for him too...


If only I knew what my heart was telling me

Don't know what I'm feeling

Is this just a dream?


Ah oh, yeah


If only I could read the signs in front of me


Garroth was being so obvious, even before I met Laurence... If only I saw the signs!


I could find the way to who I'm meant to be

Ah oh, if only

If only

If only


Every step, every word

With every hour I am falling in

To something new, something brave

To someone I, I have never been


I can't decide

What's wrong, what's right

Which way should I go


If only I knew what my heart was telling me

Don't know what I'm feeling

Is this just a dream?

Ah oh, yeah

If only I could read the signs in front of me

I could find the way to who I'm meant to be

Ah oh, if only


Yeah


Am I crazy? Maybe we could happen

Maybe I love Garroth more then Laurence... But, how would we happen?

Yeah

Will you still be with me when the magic's all run out?


What if we got him out of this dimension, and he stopped having feelings for me?


If only I knew what my heart was telling me

Don't know what I'm feeling

Is this just a dream?


Ah oh


If only I could read the signs in front of me

I could find the way to who I'm meant to be

Ah oh

If only, yeah

If only, yeah

If only, yeah

If only, yeah

If only

If only

Before I could comprehend what happened, Garroth pulled away from me, a small smile on his face.

"I'm sorry if that was too forward of me." He apologized.

Don't apologize... It was perfect.


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