Forever & Always [ J.G | C.D ]

10- Carly

"I take my pills and I'm happy all the time, I'm happy all the time. I'm happy all the time, I love my girl but she ain't worth the price. She ain't worth the price. " The weathers voices played softly into my ears, fidgeting with my headphone cords.

"Man today has been weird," I whisper to myself, curled up on one of the chairs in the boys dressing rooms.

My long legs tucked up to my chest and my arms snaked around them so my cheek rests perfectly on my knee cap. This morning went from amazing, to incredibly horrible. And yet my luck still is no where to be found. Except for Cameron.. What was going on with him. He has always been such an ass too me. We laid up stairs for awhile my head just resting in his lap, then he had gotten a call that he was needed for tonight's show after all. Then the guy carries me downstairs and makes me promise not to move off of this chair. I let out an annoyed huff, grabbing my phone out of the pocket. Sliding open the lock screen and entering my pin, there were so many notification from everyone. But the one that stood out the most was a picture of me and Jack holding hands on Instagram. There were already 10k likes; oh my god. My mind instantly rushed to what people where saying in the comments....

"He's too good for her."

"I think they are cute!"

"What a disgusting whore. Shes gonna break up jack and jack."

"Well we finally found someone who doesn't carry over the family traits."

Their were plenty of positive comments along with a lot of negative one but that didn't the bone chilling shivers trembling up my spine and the salty liquid escaping from my eyes. We aren't even together. We shared one kiss; One magical amazing kiss. But it was only one kiss and I don't plan on doing it again. I was invited to meet Nash and his friends not too date them. Plus could you imagine how protective he would be, he would send me home. But how was I supposed to be liked on this trip when half of there fans already hate me. How am I supposed to walk out them, what if I get attacked again. Because like that hurt and I'd prefer to keep the damage to a minimal. I'll just be myself, and hope one day the crowd likes me. After all I am a Grier; and we seem to be pretty likeable. I just need to find something that I can relate too... My brothers are entertainers and can sing somewhat. Singing and Dancing was my thing, I have worked at the dance studio for about a year now, and started taking lessons.

"Calla Lilly?" Nash's voice broke me out of thought.

"Nash?" I asked cocking my head looking at his now purple hair.

"Don't question it. We had a chalk fight, it's washable," he let out a deep laugh, shaking his hands through his hair exploding chalk everywhere.

"Are you guys all done your show?"

"Yes, the boys are already heading up to there rooms to wash up, Cameron asked me to grab you," he turned to walk back out of the dressing room.

Weird. Why didn't came just come and get me himself.

"Okay, I'll be right there."