Forever & Always [ J.G | C.D ]

33- Carly

I walked back to the hotel room, silently trying to hold back everything that wanted to escape. How could I have been so stupid. We are supposed to only be friends. And friends don't sneak around in the dark, kissing each other. If Cameron wouldn't have stopped what he started I wouldn't have been able too stop him. I would have just been another girl cheating on her boyfriend. I don't want to be this person, I have always dreaded people like this. All those girls who cry because they were the ones who cheated. How could I be so selfish? Jack likes me. Yet all I can think about is a guy who likes me but sees no future with me? How is that even possible. Yah I get he doesn't want to change shit with our lives, but why tell me he likes me. Why kiss me. Why do any of the shit he does.

"Princess?" Jack called out.

I wiped away the tears off my face frantically, forcing a smile upon my lips.

"Coming," I shouted back, walking through the door of the hotel room.

"There you are! You ready too go?" He asked placing his arm loosely around my shoulder, pressing me close to his chest.

"Ya," I said with a make-believe smile slapped onto my face.

I placed my arm around his torso, walking down the hallways with him and the boys. I felt horrible, like It was a sin for me to be breathing at the moment. It's going to take a few really hot showers before I'm going too be able to erase his invisible prints off my body. Tingles shot through my body, as I thought of Cameron's hand sliding up my dress. I was such a fool; I felt like putty in his hands.

"Snap out of it," I hissed at myself.

"Carly?" Jack said, his voice sounded sweet and calming.

"Ya," I looked up at him wide-eyed.

"Are you okay?"

"I'll be fine," I gave him a reassuring smile, squinting my eyes slightly.

"Are we going to be okay?" He asked, I could sense the fear in his voice.

I stopped walking, and looked up at him. Without hesitation I grabbed his face between my hands, kissing him. Our lips interlocked slowly; I could feel fear leave his body, his body untensed. His hands moving to either side of my face, deepening the kiss. We both pulled away panting, he pulled me into his arms holding me tightly.

"We are okay," I cooed, running my fingers through his hair.

"Good. I don't think you know what you to do too me Carly Grier," He whispered kissing my head.

He grabbed my hand tightly and we both walked back too the group of boys who were waiting in the foyer.

"Hey Cameron you coming?" Nash spoke into his phone, "Okay, we'll wait."

My heart sank. What did I honestly expect though. I can't avoid him forever..

"So were are we going?" I asked, trying to distract myself.

"It's a surprise," Aaron said chuckling.

"Fine," I pretended too pout.

Someone ran up behind me, scooping me over their shoulder, his white tank top so familiar it gave him away.

"Nash! Put me down," I squeaked out, throwing my fists into his back.

All Nash did was chuckle, walking towards what I would presume was the hotel doors. Lifting my head, I watched as Cameron trudge behind us. Gloom and misery written all over his face. He had just poured his heart too me and I had ran off on him.. I guess this makes this situation my fault. But I'm going to fix all of this.