Forever & Always [ J.G | C.D ]

30- Carly

"Good job!" I heard one of the technicians cheer on Carter, as he jumped off stage switching places with Cameron, Nash, and Hayes.

There were so many screaming girls, their screams all forming into one horrific sound wave. The three boys walked onto the middle of the stage. The lights dimmed, changing to blue and green strobe lights. One of Cameron's songs, began to blast over the stereo system; She's bad. The lights flashed back on and the boys stood in a line, shirtless their arms crossed in front of them. They didn't even look sexy in my eyes they looked absolutely adorable. But they girls in front of them lost it. The boys began dancing to the beat of the music, laughing and smiling as they did it.

Next too perform was Jack and Johnson, both boys looked extremely nervous. Jack looked amazing though, a plain black t-shirt did his body wonders. At least I could admit my boyfriend was extremely hot. His two tattoos sat on the back of his bicep and under his elbow.

"You okay?" Shawn asked, pressing his body closer to mine and wrapping an arm around my shoulder.

"Yes?" I said questionably.

"You just look sick, Cupcake."

"Oh," I mumbled out, pushing my bangs out of my eyes.

I definitely was nervous and an anxiety attack was on the brink of imploding through my body, but the only thing I could think of was Jack, and well his ex. I know I shouldn't care and I don't know why it does bother me so much. I just don't want to be anybodies rebound.

A heavy beat started playing, and Johnson's voice filled the microphone. Who knew that boy could rap. Oh, I have heard this song before. I think it's called Wild Life or something. I have heard Nash play this song before in his room, while making some of his videos. Next on stage was me and Shawn. My hands were sweating intensely and I could feel my nails break through into my skin. And here comes the anxiety attack came. I started taking deep breathes one, two, and three; exhale.

"Good luck, Princess," Jack cooed, kissing my cheek quickly.

Nervously, I followed Shawn onto the stage. My feet felt like bricks were strapped too them, each step growing heavier. Looking out at the crowd, I was blinded by thousands of lights. All of the fans faces barely visible, they all started to form into one.

"Breath," Shawn whispered softly, squeezing my hand.

I nodded a few times, taking in a few deep breaths.

"Ready."

We moved close to the front of the stage where two microphones sat side by side.

"Her?"

"Why is she with Shawn now?"

"What does she think she is doing?"

I could hear a few of the girls from the front row whispering things amongst themselves, some looked incredibly pissed off. But others began to cheer and clap, the music started loudly. Me and Shawn started too sing our parts, my anxiety dissolving away with every word. Shawn turned towards me, as if serenading me, and we began to rock out too the song. Smiling wider at each passing second. This wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, I actually felt so empowered and free.

"That was amazing!" I shouted, bouncing off the stage full of adrenaline.

"No. You were amazing," Jack said, kissing me quickly.

"Thanks," I mumbled out, giving him a wink.

"Well that was a pretty awesome show," Nash said, wrapping his arm around my shoulder.

"So who is up for a little night on the town?" Carter spoke wiggling his eyebrows.

Walking down the hallway by myself, I felt a hand clasp around my wrist pulling me through the stair doors that lead too the roof.

"Cam!" I squealed out in shock.

"Yes?" He said a smirk plastered onto his face.

"You scared me," I grumbled, pouting.

"Really?" He said lowly, his voice sending shivers down my spin.

"Mhm," I bit my lip, starring up into his big brown eyes.

He took a few steps forward, removing the space between us. His eyes scanned my body pausing at my lips, he starred down at them, taking his own in between his teeth.

"I can't get enough of you," he whispered, moving his face closer too mine.