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⭐ My Everything | Bucky Barnes

Endgame Bucky Barnes.

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Your heart was beating rapidly against your chest. Your head was pounding when you wondered was it best to talk to Bucky or just let him be.

You finally made a decision and took a deep breath before knocking on his door. It took a moment for him to open it, and you could guess that he was crying just by a look in his eyes.

"Y/N, what are you doing here?"

He said bluntly. If you didn't know better, you would be hurt by the harsh tone that he used on you. You gave him a warm smile and walked into his room, receiving a glare from Bucky.

"I--- I don't want to see you right now."

He rubbed his forehead anxiously and sat on the bed. Your heart clenched and tears started to pool in your eyes.

"I don't want you to be alone."

You said, unable to hide your sadness. Bucky looked at you, a frown appeared on his handsome face.

You put a comforting hand on his shoulder. To your suprise, he slapped your hand away and scowled at you.

"Get the hell away from me, Y/N!"

He snapped, taking you by surprise. You backed away from him, pain was clear in your eyes.

"I know you're affected by this... All of this. With Steve and everything but.."

You kept your tears at bay and wrapped your arms around yourself.

"But I'm here, you know."

Your voice cracked, making Bucky looked at you with worry in his eyes. He stood up and was by your side in a split second. He had hurt you enough and he wondered why you were still there with him.

"I thought I meant something to you..."

You said, a tear rolled down upon your cheek. Bucky wanted nothing more than to hold you in his arms and comforted you, but he didn't.

"I.. I need you to leave, Y/N."

You looked him in the eyes and saw a broken-hearted man. You wondered if you could ever be the one who could mend his heart. Apparently not.

"Why do you keep pushing me away?"

You asked, but you knew he would never give you an answer. You shook your head in regret and walked out of his room. His heart was heavy with guilt as he watched you, but once again, he did nothing.

...

"Bucky refused to see you again?"

Sam asked, as he recognised the glum in your eyes. You looked at your friend and gave him a half-hearted smile.

"I'm nobody to him. I should've known better."

You responded, as you were growing tired of this episodes of rejection. You had been trying so hard to feel his pain but he would never let you. Sam shook his head and patted your back softly.

"You're absolutely special to him, Y/N."

You glared daggers at Sam and looked away when he started to smirk.

"I meant nothing to him."

You whispered, your heart was shattering into tiny little pieces. Then you looked up and noticed that Sam had left the room. An odd feeling wrapped around your heart but you just shrugged it off.

"You're everything to me, Y/N."

You stood up from the couch and your eyes grew wide when you heard his voice. Bucky was standing in front of you, a soft smile decorated his face.

"You're my everything. I love you."

He confessed, stepping closer towards you. You looked down on your feet and shook your head in disbelief.

"You don't have to pretend to love me when you don't."

Bucky sighed and caressed your face in his hands, forcing your eyes to meet his. You saw his sincerity, but you were unsure.

"I'm sorry, Y/N. I wasn't sure what I want in my life anymore. But now I know, everything happened for a reason. After all of those things happened, my feelings for you are still the same. I really love you."

You let tears down your face and buried your face into his chest. Bucky held you close in his arms and kissed your head.

"I love you so much.."

You cried, allowing your feelings to break free. Bucky nodded and blamed himself for ignoring you for so long. He thought he was saving you from himself, perhaps he was wrong.

"I'm sorry I pushed you away. I didn't mean to hurt you."

You smiled when he kissed you softly. There was no need of words spoken, you knew he was honest and you were glad that he was finally back to you.

He was back. And that was all mattered.