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⭐ Everything I Need | Loki

I suggest you to listen to Everything I Need by Skylar Grey while reading this.

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Loki watched as you laughed at something that Clint said. The sound of your laughs sent butterflies fluttering in his stomach. He tried to push the feeling away but he couldn't. Loki looked at you from afar, as you talked with Natasha and Clint in the living room.

He wanted to come and join you, but he didn't deserve that. He had been here for almost six months, yet he still felt that he was out of place. He didn't belong here in the Avengers. If it wasn't because of Thor, he wouldn't be here at the first place.

The team was cold and distant at him, but not anymore. They accepted him with open arms. But you, you were more than that. You always smiled at him and asked how his day went. He never saw you without a smile on your face. And he couldn't help but smiled everytime he saw you.

But he didn't deserve this, he thought.

Born on the wrong side of the ocean
With all the tides against you
You never thought you'd be much good for anyone
But that's so far from the truth

So he distanced himself from everyone. He stayed in his own world, much to their dismay. However, Loki noticed that you always tried to communicate with him. Even when you only said a word like 'Hi!' or 'Morning!' to him, he felt his world brighten.

Just like today.

"Oh hey, Loki! What are you reading?"

Loki looked up from the book that he was reading, a smile found its way on his face when he saw you in the library. You smiled broadly and sat next to him on the couch. He gave you the book, and you read the title.

"This is a good book, I've read it."

You said, handing it back to the God of Mischief. Your fingers brushed over his hand, and he felt something inside of him stirred. Loki cleared his throat and decided to ask you the question that he had been dying to ask.

"Y/N, why--- why are you so kind towards me?"

I know there's pain in your heart
And you're covered in scars
Wish you could see what I do

He frowned. You raised your eyebrows and your smile widen. You didn't expect for him to question your kindness.

"Because you deserve it. I'm nice to everyone."

You answered casually, not thinking that Loki was thinking about it all the time. Loki always wondered why would a gold-hearted person like you was being so nice to him. When you said he deserved it, he couldn't help but thought that you were lying.

"Thank you, Y/N."

He said almost in a whisper. You gave him a comforting smile and nodded.

"No problem, Loki. Just tell me if you need anything."

Cause baby, everything you are
Is everything I need
You're everything to me
Baby, every single part
Is who you're meant to be
'Cause you were meant for me
And you're everything I need

You kissed his cheek before leaving the library. Loki's heart thumped against his chest like a drum. Tears welled in his eyes and he shook his head weakly. This sentiment of love wasn't made for him. He couldn't love because he would end up hurting them in the end.

He didn't want to hurt you.

Loki knew he was falling for you. Even if he tried to fight it, he couldn't. Your charm was irreristable. So he let you comfort him with your genuine kindness.