"so where do we go from here ?" cameron asked after everything had been said and done
"i don't know" flow told him turning away from the window where she was standing.
"what do you suggest ?" he asked "do we just go our separate ways for good or do you want to work things out ?" he asked her just not wanting to give up.
"i don't know" flow hunched her shoulders as she was so unsure now, filled with more doubt than she ever was. "it is obvious we got a lot shit that we need to work on in regards to ourselves. and its seeming like i am the one who needs the most work" she sighed
"do you love me flow ?" cameron asked her
"of course i love you cameron."
"well i love you too and i know there isn't anybody else out there for me. and even though we have our problems i am willing to work things out. if it takes going to therapy i'll do that. i'll do anything" he told her as he was willing to do whatever it took to make it all work .
"we've been here before cameron. remember ?" flow questioned him "we've had this conversation so many times and yet we always just end up right back here. and i just ..." letting her shoulders drop flow didn't know what to do as one half of her was saying to leave and the other was telling her to stay and make it work. "i am honestly torn" she admitted "half of me wants to leave you because i am scared and the other half is telling me to try and work it out. but i just don't want to be hurt anymore.i don't know" she hunched her shoulders
"well we are going to have to make a decision here tonight" cameron told her "it is either we just say fuck all this bullshit and get married. stick together like we're meant to be or go our separate ways because i can't bother with the go around" he spoke with much honesty giving her an ultimatum because he was just sick of the back and forth
falling silent flow kept her arms cross as she didn't know what to do.
"alright then" cameron spoke after a moment "lets make it simple" he suggested reaching into his pocket and pulling out the quarter he had been toying with."head says we stay together and say fuck it all and tails says we just go our separate ways" he spoke figuring it was just best to let fate decide as he needed an answer right now for the situation was dragging on for far too long.
looking at him flow stood their hesitantly.
"what do we have to lose ?" he asked her as he had already lost everything, however was willing to take this gamble as it was his final attempt at salvaging things between them
"your right" flow agreed with him just deciding to just go with it as it was a much better choice than going back and forth with each other.
"okay" cameron spoke flipping the coin in the air. casting her eyes upward flow looked as the coin flipped back and forth in the air. flipping from heads to tail, heads to tail. following it, it seemed as if it was taking forever for it to fall on the coffee table.
feeling her heart damn near burst when it hit the glass of the table flow's stomach then dipped as it fell on its ridge just standing up spinning . closing her eyes she then opened them when she heard the coin drop flat on the table afraid to see the result
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Fanfictionwith her sneaker clad feet dangling, flow stared at the walls her heart beating so fast she felt as if she was going to have a heart attack. then again she might as well have because with the news she knew she was bound to receive she could of keele...
