SANDOVAL'S DESIRE

Chapter 63 ['Till our next eclipse]

Saji Argelia's Point of View.

"Just let me go Kent Axel. I'm trying myself not to be bad." I continued.

"You don't deserve me, you know that. I'm not the woman for you because I can't love you. I honestly tried," bulong ko pa.

"I liked you before, that's the truth. But I don't understand why would I be like this. I pretended to be happy, I pretended to love you, I pretended I'm not this Saji I know." Tumulo ang luha ko dahil sa pagsisinungaling,

"The next time I wanted to meet you is because it was destiny. Not because I planned to." Nilingon ko siya ng walang luha, tila umakto akong hindi naapektuhan.

"You should love yourself more than anyone. I wanted to be free and I wanted to start a new life with the man I really love." I was about to burst into tears but I held myself more.

"But this heart was lock, because of you. So I'm begging you to let me go. Stop fighting for ours because at the first place I'm nit favor to it." Tinitigan niya ako, ngayon ay wala ng luha sa mata niya.

"Let's break up, Kent Axel." I announced.

"Let's finish what we have to finish, it's our only peace." Huminga siya ng malalim sa huling sinabi ko.

"Makakahinga ka na ba ng maluwag p-pag pumayag ako?" Bigla ay gusto kong tumakbo papunta sa dibdib niya at umiyak ngunit nanatili akong nakatayo kasabay ng pag tango.

"If letting you go can make you happy, I will then." Tinitigan ko siya ngunit nasapo niya ang mukha at tsaka ko narinig ang pag hagulgol niya sa sariling palad.

"Tangina ang sakit." Napaiwas tingin ako ng sambitin niya iyon na sakit na sakir at hirap na hirap.

"H-Hindi ko matanggap." He added that made me wiped my tears instant.

"P-Para akong mamamatay sa sakit, bakit ganito Saji?" Kwestyon niya habang nakayuko.

"Bakit kailangan mo akong parusahan ng ganito?" Lumunok ako.

"Did I hurt you before? Did I make you cry? Did I kill one of your family?" He questioned that made me swallowed hard.

"Tita? Siya ba? I was sorry. I was really sorry, If only I could turn back the time I should have waited her to hug you before catching the bullet. I should have wait until the right time." Napakuyom ang kamao niya at tinitigan ako.

"Fine. If this will make you free, Okay. I'm letting you go. You're free." His lips were twitching.

"Y-You may leave." Itinuro ko ang pinto pero nanatili siyang nakatingin sa akin at naupo sa sofa.

"N-Not yet, grant my last wish." Lumunok ako at nangunot ang noong tinignan siya.

"Last wish Saji, grant it."

"W-What is it?" Pabulong kong sabi.

"Sleep beside me, stay beside me until this day end. L-Let me watch how my moon leave and watch me rise." Lumunok ako sa sinabi niya, he held my hand and pulled me inside my room that made me swallowed hard he sat down.

"W-What do you mean?"

"Let's watch each other leave," bulong niya.

"Do you think you'll affect me?" Sumbat ko, closed fist.

"No, but I'm sure it will affect me so much." He lays down and covered himself  with comforter.

He held my hand and let me lay beside him. He closed his eyes but I can feel his tears flowing. I closed my eyes.