Unexpected Love (A Muslim LoveStory). Book 1. [Editing]

Chapter 37: Marry to him.

*Marry to him*

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"Uh... Will You Marry My Son Rayyan?" Mr. Asif asked. I was shocked. I had no feelings inside me. No excitement, no happiness. It was my dream to spent life with him but not like this. I get a marriage proposal from my ex best friend Dad. How can you marry someone when you know you're not going to be love? I know he doesn't love me and he never going to love me ever.

Many question start coming in my mind. Did he know? He asks to marry me? What if he doesn't know anything about it? How he reacts when he know about it? But- Dad voice brought me back.

"Misha? Are you okay?" He asked. I looked at him confused when I saw concerned on his face.

"Y-yeah. I was just thinking about something" I answer. I looked at Mr. Asif he has hope in his eyes.

"Okay. Misha what your answer about it?" Dad asked again.

"Dad I- I don't know about this I mean..." I paused. What I should tell them? Tell them everything? No, I can't do this. If I tell them then Mr. Asif never forgive him. His Dad is happy from him because he finally took interest in business.

"Dad please do istikhara first" I request to him. He shifted uncomfortably and looked nervous. Why he is nervous? Did he..? No... please.

"Misha... We already do it and it says yes. We match everything between you two. Now we only want to hear your decision" Mr. Asif explained. They already do it? Everything match? But how this is possible?

"I need some time to think about it" I said and look away. I could feel their hopeful eyes on me.

"It is okay. Take your time. When you decide just call and tell me your answer." I nodded.

"But I have a question." I said. I was confused why suddenly they thought about it?

"Yes?" Mr. Asif asked. I took deep breath before asking my question.

"Why you think of our marriage? I mean there are so many girls out there you can find a girl there." I asked. He smiled slightly.

"Misha I know you were confused about it but I want you to know that I can find any girl for him but she is not like you. You are beautiful from inside. I can never find a girl like you for him. I was looking for a perfect girl who can bring him on right path, who can make him understand what is right and what is wrong. You are the only one who can bring him back. I trust you and I know you never let me down." He answered my question making me quiet. I was lost in my words so I nodded.

"Okay, Misha we should leave now. Think about it and then tell us." Dad said and stood up to leave followed by Mr. Asif. I also stood up in respect. They left me in shock.

Marry to him? How this is going to happen? How this turn out? Did this marriage work out? But the thing most shock me is that they already do istikhara and everything matched? How? We were different from each other. There is a lot of difference between us.

I asked myself is about my answer. What is my answer? Am I happy with this? I feel nothing. No excitement, no anger, no happy feeling, nothing. This is used to be the happiest moment in my life but not anymore. I feel broken.

 (Later that Day at Home) 

I was trying to find my answer. What is my answer? What I want? These 2 questions I ask myself but I didn't get any answers. What should I do? Say Yes or No?

If I say yes than it will really hard for me to stay with him under one roof but if I say no I broke every hope of Dad and Mr. Asif. What do I do now? I want to talk someone but I couldn't. Waniya is busy in her own life. Maryam is out for visiting her grandparents. She said she won't be able to pick any phone calls.