Unexpected Love (A Muslim LoveStory). Book 1. [Editing]

Chapter 49: Confession & Advice.

*Confession & Advice*

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-Misha-

"I love you Misha" He mumbled in my neck. I shivered and freeze for few minutes before pulling back. What does he mean? Did he say that again? Is he joking or serious. I know I want him to say that but not like this. I thought it would be easy to listen it but it is more painful than before.

"No." I said and take few steps back giving some distance between us.

"No? What you mean?" He asked taking a step forward. I still stood on my place trying to think what just happen? First, we hugged each other, I had the best feeling, and now he is confessing this to me. Is he lying? Of course he is. He never love me. Not 3 years ago, not now and not in future.

"No. You don't. You are playing with me again." I said looking at him. I saw hurt and pain flashed in his hazel eyes.

"What! No Misha. I really love you." He said and held my face in his hands. I remove his hands from my face and walk out of room.

"You never love me Rayyan." That's all I say walk away leaving him there in pain.

What I just done? I shouldn't have said that. What he think about me now? Is it real? Did he love me or playing with my feelings? It was all confusing. I need to talk with someone. But who?

Mom? No, she must be sleeping. Waniya? No, she is already busy solving her own problems. I can't tell Maryam. Then who? I wanted to believe him but I couldn't what if I become fooled again? This time it hurt more than before.

I walk in kitchen, drank some water and walk in backyard. I walk there for an hour and keep thinking about it. I thought about it very deeply then an idea come in my mind. If he really loves me then he will tell me everything I asked. If he do all those things then I will believe on what he says. I will talk to him about this in morning.

I went upstairs in our room and smiled at the sight. He was sleeping peacefully. He looks cute when he sleep. I slowly walk over my side and take off my hijab. I get in bed and take his hand fold my fingers with his. He shift slightly before wrapping his finger around mine and snore lightly. I smiled and closed my eyes before drifting into peaceful sleep as well.

Next morning I wake up and prayed. I didn't wake Rayyan because what he said last night I still remember. He don't want o follow what I say so it is okay with me because I can't force anyone to do things. They have to decide what they want to do.

I went downstairs in kitchen to make coffee for myself. Everyone will be up after half an hour so I thought what I should make for breakfast. All these days I tried to wake up early and make breakfast. I want Mom to take some rest because she has been doing this all these years. I make breakfast when Mom walk in and give me a smile.

"Assalam-o-Alaikum Mom" I greet her with same smile. She nodded.

"Walaikum Assalam Misha. How are you after last night?" She asked making me look at her in shocked. What does she mean by last night? Did she hear us?

"L-last night? What about last night?" I asked looking at stove as I put some cheese in omelette. Rayyan love cheese omelette in breakfast.

"Don't fool me Misha. I heard you and Rayyan when I came in kitchen for some water. You both were yelling last night. What happen? Did he do something or say something? Tell me I will-" I cut her off as she started to get angry. I never saw her angry and I don't want to see.