The Alpha's Eden

I need to know

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Eden PoV

My stomach felt tight and cramped like a really bad period pain but after a minute or so it subsided like nothing had happened. My pants and underwear were soaked and it had even made my socks wet.

How gross was that?

I was just glad that it wasn't actual pee because that would have been absolutely mortifying .

Wet clothes and waters broken aside, I managed to regain my focus and hoped that there was enough time to get the answers I needed.

I couldn't go into motherhood with so little understanding of who I truly was. How could I care for and guide two babies through life when I was lost myself. I just knew deep down in my bones I had to have the answers before anything else happened.

"Beckett is ready too. I've told him to meet up with Amara and Freya" Cole told me with a nervous half smile that definitely didn't match the concerned look in his eyes.

"Who is Beckett?" Jace asked as he crossed his arms across his chest.

"Beckett is my pack's doctor. I figured you'd send yours away with the rest of the pack and that delivering twins would need professional help" I couldn't deny that my brother made a very good point.

"But he won't be able to touch her without getting tasered the shit out of himself?!" Blake pointed out so poetically. That image appeared in my mind and I failed to stop the snigger that left my lips.

"We'll see won't we?! But it's better to have a doctor on hand anyway" Cole shrugged it off and clearly wasn't going to continue on that topic. That was okay with me because I felt fine now.

"Hey guys calm down. I'm okay. I don't need a doctor right now. The pain has gone and I think we still have some time" They looked pale and panicked but I felt confident in my words.

"Time for what?" Cole frowned at me, confused by my statement.

"Time to continue the conversation we were having before I wet myself" I replied with a soft smile at my joke that I hoped would show them all that I was really okay.

"We still haven't gone through what we are going to do with the Three fathers and now the twins are on their way. This is the time you wanna carry on this conversation?" My brother sounded completely bewildered by me.

"Go easy on her Cole" A familiar yet completely unexpected voice advised.

We all turned to where the sound had come from and my heart stopped.

The entire room gasped in shock.

My eyes grew as wide as they could manage and my heart raced to life again , my mouth hung open in confusion. I blinked multiple times to see if I was dreaming.

But I wasn't. I really wasn't.

"Sawyer!!" I gasped, then jumped up to throw my arms around him. But my arms fell through him and landed at my side again. "I don't understand. Sawyer it's really you right ? This isn't a trick?" My voice broke as fear rushed over me. Was this a sick prank? How could someone be so cruel?! Was this the Three Fathers work?

"It's okay lil sis. It's really me. You sounded like you needed me so I came as quick as I could '' Sawyer, my brother, the person that had cared for me my entire life was right in front of me. He smiled the brightest smile at me and tears ran down my cheeks.

"Good to see you bro!" Cole chuckled like it was no surprise at all to see him.

"I don't understand. What the fuck is going on?" Jace questioned and pinched the bridge of his nose in an attempt to collect his thoughts and process this.

"Fucking good question" Blake echoed Jace's sentiments and I had to agree with them, I was equally as confused.

"Like I told you, the three of us are linked. Until we all die none of us die. But we can get fatally hurt. Our souls go into some kind of limbo until our body receives all three of our bloods combined. There is a spell or two involved and then the body heals and then when that's fine the soul kinda gets sucked back into its rightful place. Then you wake up" Cole explained it in a simple manner but I knew that there was far more to it than that. What the actual fuck had my life turned into?

My mind was reeling. Surely it was way more complicated than Cole had said. It couldn't be that simple, There must have been more to it than that. Sawyer was standing right in front of me in some sort of limbo ghost form.

How on earth had this happened?!

But the knowledge that Sawyer was really going to come back to the world of the living, come back to me, was mind blowing and so amazing that I didn't care how it would happen. I just wanted my brother back.

"So whilst I've been in limbo I've been able to watch over you guys. But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't communicate with you or let you see me. But I think maybe it was your desperate pleas to get me that made me appear" Sawyer shrugged his shoulders but smiled again.

For a dead guy he looked really well. It was such a strange experience, I watched him die, I wept over his dead body but here he was right in front of me chatting away. So fucked up but he was here in sone way and that was all that mattered to me!

"I've missed you so much" my words came out choked up and full of emotion. I just wished I could have hugged him.

"Me too sis, me too. Are you doing okay?" Sawyer asked as he came to stand beside me. He reached out to hold my hand but his hand drifted through mine. But I could feel his presence close to me.

"I am now. Can you stay awhile?" I wasn't sure how it worked in limbo. Would he be pulled away after a certain amount of time or would he fade away now that I had calmed down. Did anyone really know?

"Now we can see him, he'll be able to stay until it's time for him to wake up" Cole seemed to know a lot about this and there was a strange look upon his face, like a forlorn expression that made me wonder how exactly he knew it all.

"Cole, how do you know so much about limbo?" My mouth opened, the words spilt out before my brain could stop them. But I already knew the answer.

"It doesn't matter. What matters right now is getting you some help and preparing for the arrival of your twins" My eldest brother refused to meet my gaze and turned to leave to seek help.

"No, you might not want to explain your past to us but I need to know about mine. I need you to tell me what I am. I can't give birth and be a mum until I know what I am!" I demanded with a determined look on my face.

' We're here for you, love. I love you Eden '' Jace gave his support through the mindlink and he took one of my hands in his much larger one. His warmth and affection radiated through my entire body.

' My mum and Amara are getting everything sorted out for you so they are ready when you need them okay baby? I love you so much' Blake's kind words gave me sone much strength and just the knowledge that my two mates were right there with me and they supported me meant the world to me.

'Thank you both. Your support means so much to me. I can't move forward until I know what I am. I love you both so much' I didn't need to ask if they understood my motives. It was clear as day through our bond that they completely understood and supported my quest to find out my true origins.

'You deserve the truth' Blake replied.

'You've lived with lies for too long. It's time you found out everything' Jace couldn't agree more.

It was incredible to have both mates finally on the same page. We were a team. A team of 3, soon to be 5!

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AUTHORS NOTE- hey guys, so I have the next 4 chapters ready to go. Do you want them released all together or two on weds  and two in a few days? Thank you for all the love! 💕💕💕💕