Beyond Control

Chapter 85

((Some mature content in this chapter))
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Wangji and Wuxian took a detour on the way to Cloud Recesses as they said they would and went to Lotus Pier for a few days. The two arrived with Jiang Cheng just as the sun set. Wangji and Wuxian ate dinner with Jiang Cheng to talk about the upcoming plans the sects had decided. Jiang Cheng was already feeling overwhelmed by the amount of training he would have to do.

"Jiang Cheng, if you want, I can spend some time at the archery range tomorrow after setting up the new barrier. I am sure your disciples would like to learn something from me," Wuxian suggested.

"Really? You do not have to, you are a guest here and my brother. You no longer have duties of a head disciple," Jiang Cheng told him.

"I know, but I want help you out a little bit while Lan Zhan and I are here," Wuxian said, "we may only be here for a few days, but I do not mind helping. You are going to Yue Yang and to be dealing with Xue Yang. He is cunning and manipulative. I feel like it would be useful if I helped out with the archers while I am here."

"Alright, if that is what you want to do," Jiang Cheng agreed, "I remember running into Xue Yang once, I was with you when we met him."

Wuxian nodded, "speaking of Xue Yang, have either of you heard anything about Xiao Xingchen or Song Lan?" Wuxian asked, "I do recall seeing Song Lan once after we met in Yue Yang, but Xiao Xingchen was not with him...and Song Lan's eyes were injured."

"I have not heard anything about Xiao Xingchen or Song Lan. If anything, you might be the last person to see Song Lan," Jiang Cheng told him.

"I wonder if Baoshan might know?" Wuxian questioned quietly.

"Could always ask her," Wangji suggested.

"I suppose so," Wuxian said.

"By the way, How are you feeling today?" Jiang Cheng asked, "I have noticed you have been distant and a bit distracted since the conference in Qinghe."

"I am doing okay," Wuxian answered, "I just had a moment a little while ago but Lan Zhan helped me."

"May I ask what happened?" Jiang Cheng asked.

Wuxian cleared his throat before answering, "I...told Lan Zhan...that I was afraid."

Jiang Cheng was stunned to hear his brother say such a thing. A man who has never once faltered and fought harder that anyone Jiang Cheng had ever met, admits he is afraid. He knows everyone has their moments with fear and with Wei Wuxian, nothing ever seems to frighten him other than dogs. So to hear Wuxian flat out say he was afraid, Jiang Cheng was a bit surprised.

"Why?" Jiang Cheng asked, "you never said anything like this before."

"I am still recovering from the previous war and the post trauma still has its claws hooked onto me. I have lost more than many others would ever really know, and I am just afraid of losing more," Wuxian admitted. Wangji placed his hand on Wuxian's back to try to keep him calm. It helped a little bit.

"Wuxian, you need to know Shijie and I are still here for you," Jiang Cheng reminded him, "you do not have to worry about lose me or her. We know how important family is to you. We will not let that be taken away from you again."

"You do not know that for sure," Wuxian said calmly, "when it comes to war, anything can happen. I fear losing people and I fear being alone. I am probably just as afraid of being alone as I am of dogs. Even though my fear of dogs is a different kind of fear..."

Jiang Cheng nodded, "I hear you, but just remember you are not alone. You have a lot of people who are here for you. Shijie, me, Wangji, Xichen, Wen Qing, and Wen Ning. We all care about you and you are not alone."

Tears slowly fell down Wuxian's cheeks as a soft smile appeared on his face, "thank you, Shidi."

"Of course," Jiang Cheng said and stood up, "why don't you and Wangji go rest. It has been a long day. We well meet up again in the morning."

Wuxian nodded and stood up with Wangji. Jiang Cheng left, leaving Wuxian and Wangji alone, "Lan Zhan, will you carry me?" Wuxian asked.

Wangji smiled and lifted Wuxian up off the ground like a bride, "how is this?" He asked.

"Can we put a privacy barrier over our room so we can mess around for a while? I could use a distraction," Wuxian asked, "As long as we do not go all the way, you are free to do what you want."

Hearing that Wuxian was giving Wangji some freedom on being playful with Wuxian, it piqued his curiosity. Wangji nodded and carried Wuxian back to their room and placed a barrier around the room as they said they would. Wangji even placed a lock talisman on the door and placed Wuxian on the bed.

Wangji removed his robes, leaving him in his trousers, and crawled over Wuxian, now hovering over him. Wangji then removed Wuxian's robes leaving him bare chested and in his trousers. Wangji nuzzled his face into Wuxian's neck and laid a gentle kiss on his skin. Wuxian trembled slightly under Wangji's lips. Wangji left soft butterfly kisses all over Wuxian's neck. Wuxian melted into the bed as he soaked in Wangji's warm lips against his neck. Wangji bite down lightly and started to suck at his neck.

After a little while, a bite mark was left behind. He then slowly trailed kisses down Wuxian's chest and abdomen, "are you okay with me going further?" Wangji asked. He got permission before, he just wanted clarification.

"Uh huh," Wuxian nodded as his mind was blank. Wuxian could not get much words out so a simple nod was as best as he could do. Wangji smiled and gently pulled Wuxian's member out of his trousers. He has held and played with Wuxian a good few times, but this was the first time really being open with Wuxian like this.

Wangji held him lightly as he slowly worked his fingers down the shaft to the base and then back up to the top. He took his thumb and pointer finger and gently massaged the head. Wuxian let out a soft moan as a way to let Wangji know he was doing a good job so far. Wangji got more bold and decided to add his tongue and mouth. Swirling his tongue slowly around the head before taking Wuxian fully into his mouth. Wuxian bucked his hips forward a little bit as he felt a pleasureful sensation start to build in his stomach.

As Wuxian was in Wangji's mouth, he used his hand to massage the base and the balls. Wuxian moaned louder, demanding Wangji to jerk him faster. Wangji chuckled as he crawled up to Wuxian's face while his penis was still in his hand. Wangji's face remained just centimeters away from Wuxian's as he moved his hand faster. Wuxian's mouth dropped open as he rolled his head back. Wangji stuck his tongue in Wuxian's mouth and swirled it around Wuxian's mouth. Wuxian released, causing his fluids to shoot into Wangji's stomach, along with his own.

Panting, Wuxian chuckled, "you...are getting...good...at that," Wuxian told him.

Wangji placed a kiss on Wuxian's nose, "I think you allowing me to practice is always helpful."

"I want...to practice too," Wuxian said in protest and quickly flipped the two over. He straddled Wangji's waist, "it is your turn."

"I'm all yours, Love," Wangji told him.

Wuxian gave him a smug grin as he placed a kiss on his forehead, "I promise to be nice, as you have been with me."

"I trust you," Wangji told him.