Rejected By The Alpha To Be

Chapter 7

Skyler Reinharts POV/:

Kate bent down and immediately started to check on me. "You ok, your not hurt are you?" She asked I shook my head no. She was really worried about me...it was surprising. I found myself staring at her as she examined me to make sure I was Truly ok.

Just her touching me made my heart speed up. I want to be closer to her.....but I can't.

Kate helped me to my feet and saw that my pants were all wet in the middle near my crotch area. I got turned on just from her gaze being settled there. I quickly put an hand over it and backed away. Kate looked at me confused "What's-" she said but I cut her off. "I need to go to the bathroom" I said not giving her time to say anything before I turned and ran out of the lunch room.

I got to the bathroom and took a deep breath as I stood over the sink and in front of the mirror trying to give myself time to calm down as I felt myself getting hard down there.

It took a moment or two but my arousal started to disappear. In that moment I smelt that alluring scent again and instantly knew it was Kate. I tried to bolt out of the bathroom before she could get to me but it was too late. Kate grabbed my arm pulling me into her before she pushed me up against the wall lightly then putting both her hands on my waist.

I stood there in shock as I looked at her flustered.

"No more running away" she said as she stared into my eyes her light green ones searching mine. "Sky....Do you not want me as your mate?" She asked practically on the verge of tears. My heart ached seeing the face she was making.....and knowing that I was the cause of it.

"No!.....it's not that I don't" I said, she frowned "Then what is it why do you keep running away from me?" She asked.

I stared into her eyes unable to speak, I didn't know how to explain or what to say and honestly I didn't want to, I didn't want her to reject me once I told her everything.

I was conflicted if I tell her why I've been avoiding her then she might reject me and if I don't she'll continue to believe I just don't want her.....I don't want her to think that because it was the farthest thing from the truth.

I mean how could I not want her?!, she looks like a literal goddess.

Just then Kate reached out and touched the side of my face and leaned forward. My heart was beating like crazy thinking she was about to kiss me but to my surprise she stopped half way before nuzzling her face into my neck, I was shocked but her scent was enough to make me forget that I even was.

"You don't have to tell me why you keep running away......just don't do it anymore, I want you sky" she said against my skin. My heart was going like crazy as she warped her arms around me.

I felt myself blushing at her words....she wants me. Was all I kept thinking. I would be lying if I said i didn't feel the same.

Maybe it'll be fine.....I can be with her and hid my secret from her.....I mean I was able to hide it from my pack for a month what could go wrong?.

I sighed and hugged her back, "I want you too" I said once I did  I felt her smile against me. "Really?" She said excitedly as she pulled back to look at me. I shyly nodded my head and she smiled.

I swore it was the most beautiful smile ever. I wanted to capture it and save it so that I could see it over and over again.

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The day ended and I was relieved to finally be able to go home and take off these milk soaked pants. As soon as I got out of the car I immediately ran up to my room where my bathroom was connected and pulled off my clothes before hopping in the shower.

After my shower I put on some boxer briefs and a baggy white T shirt before flopping down on my bed.

Ugh! Today was so exhausting, after the whole Terry situation him and his pack members were eyeing me the whole rest of the day. I'm pretty sure I made some life long enemies with them.

They didn't dare approach me as my pack stayed close to me the entire rest of the the day not to mention Kate was clinging to me as well....not that I was complaining or anything though. I liked being near Kate she smelt so good and she's so pretty the way her blond hair moves when she walks or how perfectly her body fitted against mine. I could feel myself getting rock hard just from thinking about her.

I slipped my hand in my boxer briefs feeling myself, I closed my eyes still thinking about Kate I haven't done this in a long time.

I jerked myself slowly feeling my member starting to stiffen up in my hand until eventually the tightness of my boxers began restricting me. That's when I pulled them down and my fully erected member sprung out. I grabbed it and began to jerk myself again this time picturing Kate.

I was close.....super close as I felt my body stiffening up. Just then my door swung open and Selena came walking in. "Hey Kevin said are you ok with chicken for dinn-" she said but stopped dead in her tracks when she seen me holding my fully hard member in my hand.

My heart sink and I immediately jumped up pulling up my boxers. "Selena!" I shouted she stood there with a sort of shock but amazed look on her face before finally snapping back to reality.

"I-I'm sorry!" She said before leaving back out and shutting my room door no doubt just as embarrassed as I was.

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Later it was time for dinner, I walked downstairs and made my way over to the table where everyone was already sitting but paused when me and Selena made eye contact.

The embarrassment hit me hard when we did. "What's wrong aren't you going to join us?" Asked Xavia I cleared my throat and nodded before sitting down in the only seat that just so happens to be right next to Selena.

I ate in complete silence avoiding eye contact with Selena at all costs.

"Ok Is it just me or is there like a really awkward atmosphere at this table" Zack pointed out. Me and Selena both glanced at each other at the same time and looked away at the same time as well.

This was so awkward I felt like I was going to die if I didn't get out of here. I stood up causing everyone to look at me. "I'm tired I'm going to sleep early, thanks for dinner Kevin" I said.

"you're welcome" he said.

I went back upstairs to my room and laid down. I wasn't really tired but I thought that maybe if I did go to sleep I could sleep the embarrassment away.