lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 110

Seungmin's pov
I am just too shocked to ask more questions or say anything, how is this even possible? I watched as yeji left the living room living me with ryunjin, chan and minho hyung.
"I am sorry guys about all this" ryunjin said.
" she didn't tell us because hyunjin didn't want us to know for our own protection...there is no one to blame her ryu, if we keep blaming each other and asking for forgiveness we will be stuck in an endless loop" minho hyung replied rubbing his forehead.
"What happened between hyunjin and you? How did you figure out the mission is about his father?" Chan hyung asked.

"It seemed too personal for him, you may not have noticed that then because most of you were angry at him for leaving but...let's say I had a fresh perspective...he was dealing with india's mission like I was dealing the kangs then" minho hyung replied, those damn bastards...they took my jisung away....I am so glad they are gone " I just told him if it is about his father and he didn't exactly deny it...he promised me that he will tell me...us soon about it but you know what happened " the older continued taking a deep breath " I won't lie and say that I have never thought that the mission could be the reason for his disappearance but why did jeongin disappeared with him? Plus  I didn't know who his father was and I couldn't leave the country felix said he looked for him in india and didn't find any lead, chan hyung you were not here.. changbin is in a coma and" he added looking at me.
"I was just a body without a soul " I replied.

"Not like that baby...I meant I had no one to talk to about my concerns.. I was not even sure about all this to begin with" minho hyung said shaking his head." But now, after what yeji told us it makes sense.. I mean why felix couldn't find anything about hyunjin and jeongin...if this league has them this is going to be hard" he added.
He is right, I have always thought that the kangs were the biggest threat we went against, but unlike them where we just didn't know how Kang Ara looked like...We have no information about this Cain and the league...our team is missing four members now...our hacker and best agent at that...and i am useless...how are we going to face them?
"We need to schedule a meeting with Captain han" chan hyung said making all of us look at him.

"Do you think he will tell us about the mission now? A better question are we going to tell him that Cain is supposedly hyunjin's father?" I asked.
"I don't know about the later we need to talk more about it...he is trust worthy but all of us should agree on telling him including yeji" chan hyung said making me hum.
" yeah" I said leaning on the couch to get on the wheelchair...I freaking sick of this thing, but I am stuck on it because of my stubbornness." I am going to see felix" I announced pushing myself out of the room, even though I have no idea where he went but i don't think he is in changbin hyung's room since yeji went there nor the balcony the only way to get there is by passing the living room and he left toward the opposite direction.

He won't go to mina' s room or mingi's in that state, I pecked inside the main bathroom and kitchen but he was not there then the only place left to look in is my bedroom, I immediately made my way there...there are four bedrooms in this house the kids have seperate ones, one for changbin hyung and one for minho hyung and I...we will need to add at least a bed for felix and chan hyung I am sure they won't like sleeping on couches during their stay here...
I opened the door before my eyes fell on felix, and indeed he was laying on my bed one of his arms was down while the other covered his eyes...he didn't move after he heard the door opens
"Lix" I said approaching him." Felix answer me" I added stopping by his side.

"Why does he keep on disappointing me seungmin?" He asked with a raspy voice, clearly he was crying and my suspicious was confirmed when he removed his arm...his eyes were red and teary " since I met hyunjin...since I fell in love with him he always lied to me" he added.
"But he always loved you as well...he always protected you...he is your hyunjin...your first love felix" I said gripping his hand.
"I know, and I can't even be angry at him right now for hiding the truth from us...I knew he was hiding something anyways." Felix said getting up to lean on the bed frame " I am worried about him...about them seungmin, if the league have them...we...we are up against the unknown...are they still alive?" He added.