lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 119

Jeongin's pov
I slowly opened my eyes confused, I am back in my cell...I was just with hyunjin hyung...how did I get back here?I  rubbed my forehead groaning, I remember talking with him after I put hyunsung back to his bed...I am not going to say that the little baby's name didn't hit me hard...I know for sure that hyunjin hyung didn't forget about us but what the hell is he doing? Why the hell is he acting like this? I saw him hugging that woman...I saw his twins with both of my eyes...it is like I am being pulled toward different direction...I don't know if I should follow my heart or my brain.

For a minute, inside that room I got emotional...I just couldn't think...I have been kept a prisoner here for three years...even though I have lost hope in leaving I was wishing that maybe a miracle will happen but after what I saw...my world crashed...hell I lost jisung hyung...I don't even know what happened to changbin hyung or the others...are they alive? Are they okay? How did they survive this? Did they even try to look for us? I shook my head at the thought for sure they did...but it is impossible to find this freaking place...it is in the middle of nowhere...like no one can...I took a deep breath hugging my knees to my chest, i have asked hyunjin hyung about them when he used to visit me but apparently he is not allowed to leave or get news from outside...he just said that cain told him that binie is alive but who could believe that man..maybe hyunjin hyung is not being kept in a cell but he is a prisoner here just like me...or that's what I think he is...it was the first time in seven months when I saw him kill Anish...and he changed...his aura is different.

"Damn you hyung" I murmured under my breath, he made me lose conscious and sneaked me back here...he changed...he is acting cold but he still care about my safety. " he has a plan....for sure he has a plan" I whispered to myself...he is hyunjin hyung...I need to trust him...I need to stop this whole drama I am doing...but when I try to do that I remember his wife and kids...did he really go that far? To keep us safe he married another woman...he had kids which means...I clenched my jaw at the thought...how did he marry her? He is my husband...he cheated on me...on us...he touched another person...I feel sick...even if he had no choice it makes me pissed...hell of pissed.
" what I am going to do?" I said to myself...I am just done here...I want to go back to my boyfriends...I miss seungminie hyung...lixie...chanie...i felt tears slip down my cheeks remembering them...do they miss me?

I reached out to dry my face, I can't cry I am a grown up man...I was trained to take the worse...but...it just...I feel like a broken kid...
"What the..." I stopped looking at the piece of paper that fell off my clothes making me frown...when did it get here?
I took it of the floor before I opened only to find nothing...it was completely empty...from both sides...the only person who could have put this on me is hyunjin hyung but why would he put an empty paper?...unless it is not...I glanced around the room scanning there are not much things here...a blanket, a bottle of water a chair...and candles...I stood up as the new candle that was just lightened up picked my interest...it was not there before i left...it was just next to the old one...this must be a sign left by him.

I took a deep breath before I put the paper on the flame making sure the heat won't burn it...I hope this will work, and I am not imaging all this.
My eyes widened when the words started to appear in the once blank paper.
' please baby, trust me...if not for me then for jisung...i can't lose you too...please'
I read it over and over again before I bursted into tears...hyung...just why...why are you doing this to me? I just don't know what to do or what to believe anymore...
"I am going to trust you again hyung...but this is your last chance." I whispered under my breath.
I immediately burned the paper completely watching it turn into ash...i don't want the guards to see it...

Changbin's pov
"He is still asleep " a familiar deep voice echoed throughout my ears " hyung, I am with him...stay with the kids...yes I know...how is chan hyung?" I slowly opened my eyes to see felix standing in the other end of the room with his back facing me he looked as if he is talking on the phone...I stared around before I realised where I was...the hospital...what am I doing here? How did I get here? The last thing I remember was...I froze as memories came rushing back to me...jisung....
"Let him sleep a little, thank you hyung" felix added before he hang up.