lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 102

Minho's pov (three years ago)
As soon as we managed to wake seungmin up we left the house in a hurry heading to the hospital, the younger didn't say a word after he gained consciousness....he just cried...loud...and I start thinking that he lost the ability to speak from the shock...I don't freaking understand what happened, jeongin who looked as confused and lost as I was , he said that jisung and changbin were injured...like seriously injured...jisung got shot to the head which made my whole world freeze...the fact that he is still alive now is a freaking miracle.

I don't know how to react right now, I woke up angry ready to throw hands at hyunjin for what he did but this...I didn't expect this...I glanced between the two youngest as I drove toward the hospital with shaky hands...they don't look good...they don't look good at all...seungmin saw jisung get shot apparently and now he looks like a dead body...I am scared too...I am terrified I don't know if it is from shock or I am just finding it hard to absorb or that I am still disoriented from the drug...but I have no idea how I am driving right now...maybe that's for the best...feeling numb...they need me at the moment...i took a deep breath and glanced beweeb the two again..I just wish this is a damn dream...a nightmare...I just can't...I am just not able to go through the loss of the people I love once more...

Just when I thought I find peace again....I found my soulmates again, life screwed me up...again. As soon as I stopped the car I jumped outside to take seungmin's wheelchair out.
"Jeongin we are here " I said when I opened the backdoor to get seungmin out...the youngest of the two was sitting next to him...frozen in place...he said...he saw changbin got shot...I think he is repeating the scene inside his head...both men are traumatised...and I don't blame them...I went through the same after I saw my car on fire...after I lost my family...I still have nightmares until this day...what if something happens to jisung and changbin...I shook my head at the thought before I took seungmin out and put him on his chair.

"Jeongin " I said once again this time shaking him.
"I...what?" He asked looking around confused but as soon as he realised where we were he ran out of the car heading inside. I took a deep breath as I pushed the wheelchair inside...how are we going to survive this?
"No...no...please no...you are lying...he is not dead" my world started to spin when I saw chan hyung yell in the middle of the hall as he clenched into the doctor's coat, Captain han was on his knees staring at the ground...as for Jeongin who was right a head of us stopped midway staring at the scene.
"I am sorry for your loss, we did everything we could but unfortunately we lost agent han, the bullet..."

"You couldn't save him...this is your fault" chan hyung yelled as a pained cry left him...I couldn't help it as tears started to fall down my cheeks hard...we lost him...I lost him...It happened to Mr again...it is like I am freaking cursed.
"Seungmin " I said looking down at the younger who didn't seem fazed by the news...he just started blankly at the scene in front of him...shit...shit...this is worse then I thought...
"What happened?" Felix who popped out of nowhere said running toward us " don't tell me...no...jisung" he added before he started to scream at the doctor.

"He is dead...jisung hyung....jisung hyung is gone", the younger murmured...how I am going to deal with this now? One is dead...one is fighting for his life...felix has lost it...chan hyung...the older just broke down into tears...as for the two youngest....they are just broken...I can't even react at the moment...they are falling around...all I could do is cry silently as I watched the mess in front of me...I...what did I do to deserve this? Why God? Just why?
Wait...where the hell is hyunjin? I looked around but there was no sign of the younger...where did he disappear in a time like this when we need him most....

Hyunjin's pov
" your plane is ready" namjoon said through the phone , we were outside the warehouse...a private jet as they asked is waiting for them...i can't believe after everything we are letting them escape...after what they did to my loved ones...but...I just can't risk the kids' safety...they are minho hyung's which makes them my...our responsibility...changbin hyung is going to be thrilled when he wakes up from surgery...he always had a soft spot for kids...seungmin and chan hyung too. the boys and i never talked about before...we never had the time for a conversation like this...