lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 135

Minho's pov (next day)
"So I won't see you again" mingi said burying his head into my neck " or my other dads" he added sniffing.
"Baby, we are just going away for a while...we will be back soon I promise you" I answered patting his back...yesterday we made our decision....we are going with choi lia, when we started this search we knew there is no turning back...going with her is suicidal but we can't lose or keep her here...this is our only option...we are the helpless.
"I don't want to stay alone...take me with you" he whined shaking his head.

I took a deep breath staring around the room...everyone is here...even my parents...we came to say goodbye, chan hyung seungmin and changbin visited theirs as well...they told them we are going out of the country from some time...it was changbin's first time to meet or talk with them since he woke up...it was emotional if i may say...both his parents apologise to me not just to their son...but I kind of get them...no parent would want to see their kids suffering with no hope of waking up...everyone except me told them that changbin is gone....they thought I was acting based on my emotions....maybe I was but guess what...it worked...he is here now.
"You are not alone, mina is with you...hana and hajoon...your grandparents..."
"No, I want you...and papa seungmin..and chanie...no" mingi said jumping off my arms to my oldest boyfriend before he hugged him tight." Don't leave me" he added....chan hyung seemed surprised as first but he immediately hugged him back.

"Buddy, I promise you that we won't stay for long" he said staring at me, we all know that's a lie...this might be the last time I see my kids in...I looked at mina who was staring at me with wide doe eyes...I can see that she is fighting her tears from following down...my little girl is smart...she knows that this is serious.
" mingi, we get to spend time together...don't you want to stay with me...hajoon and I will take you to the park and I heard of a new Italian restaurant that has an amazing pasta" hana said trying to calm the little boy...hajoon and her don't know where we are really going....we just said it is related to jeongin and hyunjin...since they think they left us we decided to tell them that we found the two and we are going to face them....too much lies I know...but I don't think we are going to tell them the truth any time soon.

"Do you remember the two men you asked me about in the wedding picture?: I said crouching down next to my son who looked at me with teary eyes.
"Papa hyunie and inie" he answered cutely making me smile and nod.
"We are going to get them back" I said making his eyes widen.
"Really " mingi said gasping.
"Yes, and all of us will return together " I said ruffling his hair.
"Then okay...you can go...but call us" mingi said hugging me " because I will miss you a lot" he added, it breaks my heart seeing him like this...but I don't have another choice...the boys need me...they tried talking me out of this...they told me I should stay with my children but I refused...we barely have a chance against the league and if I don't go...it would only makes it worse.

"Hana, hajoon take the kids out " Mrs Park said.
"Alright kiddos, come with me" hana said grabbing mingi's hand he stared at her before he let go of her hand then ran toward each one of us for a hug.
"I love you buddy" I said as I was the last one to get a hug before he left with hana" Mina, take care of your brother for me okay" I added staring at the girl.
"I will...be safe" she said walking away without another word as hajoon followed after her...i watched as my daughter left feeling my heart shutter...suddenly mina stopped by the door before she looked at me.
" I love you dad" she said running back to me, I pulled her into a tight hug breathing her scent.
"I will try my best to come back to you" I whispered.

Mina pulled away to stare at the others silently, she looked as if she is trying to tell them to take care of me...and themselves...to come back alive...before she walked away.
"Hyung" felix said making me glance his way." As we said, you should stay..."
"And I already said I am not doing that" I said cutting him off " the kids are safe her, I know they are in good hands" I added staring at Mrs Park and my parents.
"They are" felix's mom said " but remember they need their fathers to come back to them alive...be careful " she added.
"Son, I know I can't stop you...I shouldn't....I know what you have been through...life was not fair...to any of you" my mom said looking around before she grabbed my hand "just stay alive" she added as tears fell down her cheeks.
"I survived alive all these years...don't worry about me " I answered trying to smooth the weather a bit...it feels so tense.