lost me (Minho×ot8)

chapter 125

Hyunjin's pov
I took a deep breath entering my bedroom before my eyes fell on Aisha who was laying down...by each day that passes her condition gets worse...I don't know if she is going to make it out of here alive...I just feel so helpless...
"Hey" she said as I approached her, I glanced at the sleeping twins before my lips curved into a small smile...I had them against my will but I love them so damn much...they mean the world to me...alongside the boys and my family...speaking of the boys...I hope if we ever leave they will accept the kids...I don't know how they will react to something like this.

"Hey" I said sitting by her side " why?" I added making her eyes widen before she smiled.
"You found out..."
"Michael is my man not yours why did you met up with jeongin Aisha...it was risky...what if they saw you" I said cutting her off, she didn't just put her life at risk but jeongin's as well.
"Because you refused to tell him the truth about how we had the kids hyunjin " Aisha said before she started to cough...one second she is fine and the other she starts to cough as if she is going to spit her lungs out.
"Are you okay?" I asked pouring her some water even though I know it won't make it any better.

"I am fine" Aisha said shaking her head " hyunjin, you need to talk to him...stop running away..."
"I am not running Aisha, I am protecting him" I said cutting her off.
"How exactly? I am curious about how the hell do you think hiding the truth is how you protect your loved ones?" Aisha yelled taking me off guard, except the time she attacked me in our wedding night she has never showed any behaviour like this...she is truly angry right now.
"You don't get it..."
"Then enlight me please, you just love to lie...and I hate that about you...it is the only thing I hate about you...are you telling me after I die you are going to hide how I died from our kids as well...because I freaking want them to know the truth...because if they don't make it out of here I want them to hate that man...I don't want them to see cain as their grandfather as their family...he is a monster a killer..." I have no idea how did she manage to say that in one breath considering her situation but for sure she turned blue from the lack of oxygen.

"Aisha calm down please " I said putting her oxygen mask on...I have barely managed to get her this mask...I begged for it.
"Tell me" she said removing it but I put it back on.
"I told you that when we arrived they tortured him Aisha...they tortured my husband and i couldn't even protect him ...jeongin couldn't stop trying to get out to run...to leave and they hurt him...I needed to put a distance from him...to act like I didn't care much anymore...I doubt that cain believed it anyways...but I needed to try" I said taking a deep breath " I couldn't tell him about the marriage or the kids because I knew that he won't stay still and they will hurt him again...I just want him to wait for me" I added, I need him to wait until I am ready.

"So you let him think that you cheated" Aisha said removing the mask once again.
" I was not planning on telling him any of this now...Anish just ruined everything " I answered. " everyone is watching me...you know how Lia is...if I go to him they will find out" I added...it was a miracle that I have managed to get him back into his cell the other day without anyone noticing.
"Well, he knows now...I don't know how he thinks about you but he is not angry at the kids anymore " Aisha replied " he promised me that he will protect them." She added giving me a small smile.
"Yeah, I don't believe he hated them even if he tried...maybe he hates me but not the twins " I said shaking my head.. it is jeongin we are talking about...he will never blame two innocent babies.

At that moment a knock on my door cut our conversation, I immediately stood up to check it...how could it be now?
"Vaaris" a mask man said bowing his head at me...I hate this " Cain has requested your presence in the main room" he added.
"I will be there " I answered about to close the door but he stopped me" do you want to die?" I added clenching my jaw.
"I apologise sir, but he said it is urgent...he wants you there right now" he said looking down.
I glanced at aisha who looked like she heard our conversation before she nodded at me.
"Go" I said walking after the man...what could it be? Why does he want to see me? We were together on the damn hunting trip...did he miss me already?