I Don't Know Anything

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I don't know what we are.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know why I keep going back
when I swore I was done.

I don't know if he cares.
I don't know if I care that he doesn't.
I don't know why being held by him
feels safer than being alone.

I don't know how to stop.
I don't know if I even want to.

All I know is—
I'm tired.
I'm aching.
And pretending I'm fine
is getting too heavy.

—MistakenGenius

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