Chapter 47: Ready For Take Off

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I packed my suitcase ready to leave for my flight which left in 2 hours. I double checked my bag making sure I had everything. I didn't wanna forget a thing.
"You ready" Jason said standing in the door way. He was taking me to the airport.
"Yeah. Are the girls in the car" I said walking downstairs.
"I just put them in there car seats. I'll put your suitcase in the car." He said grabbing my bag. I knew he wasn't happy about me leaving and he was quiet all morning.
"Thanks J" I said grabbing my purse and plane ticket. I headed out the door not wanting to be late.
We drove in silence the whole time. I looked over at Jason who's eyes was focused on the road. I kept looking at him hoping he would say something be I left. I didn't want him to be mad at me for actually going. He said he was okay with it but here we are not even speaking cause of it.
"It's gate 32a" I said as we pulled up to the airport. I still had some time before I had to board so I wanted to talk to him but I needed to kiss my babies first. I got in the back seat as Jason sat outside.
"Angel you goin miss mommy" I said grabbing Haley out her chair seat.
"Yes but I big girl" she said as I smiled. She had my strength already and took everything that came at her.
"You are baby. But mommy will miss you and your sister so much. I love you both very much and I hate that I have to go but mommy has a job to do" I said trying to explain it to her the best way I could.
"Ma ma work" she said holding my hand.
"Yes baby but it's just goin to be for 3 days. Show mommy what 3 fingers look like" I said as she counted.
"1.....2.....3 ma ma!" She excitedly said putting up her 3 little fingers.
"That's right angel. That's it just 3 days and when I get back we can do whatever you want baby." I looked at them and didn't even wanna leave. They were my everything but they knew I would never up and leave them. I was always there for them and would never do anything that I knew was bad for them. I was going to miss them both terribly.
"What do you wanna be when you get big Harley" I said kissing Haley who had a tight grip my finger
"Ummmm... You ma ma" she said melting my heart.
"You wanna be mommy. That's sweet baby but you can be anything you wanna be in the world. Mommy works so hard so that you and your sister can have whatever you want in life. I want you and Haley to know that mommy loves you and will never leave you. You guys are so special to me and I know you will be better than mommy. Promise mommy that you will always do what's in your heart" I said to her. I knew it was a lot for her to understand but I wanted to instill things in her at a young age. I never had anyone to do that for me so I vowed to do that for my own kids I knew it would come in handy one day.
"Promise" she said putting her hand in my hair.
"You love your mommy" I said staring at her. She and Haley were my greatest accomplishments. No money or success compared to them. I lived for them. They loved me in a way that I could never imagine. Hue Harley and Haley would be forever.
"I lobe you ma ma" she said as I smiled.
"How much beautiful" I said pulling her closer to me.
"Dis much" she stretched her little arms wide as they could go.
"That's a lot of love. Mommy loves you a million times more angel" she wrapped her tiny arms around my neck and stared at me.
"A baby" she said asking about her sister.
"Oh yes. I love your sister just the same. Yall are mommy's heart" I said as I put her hand on my chest. "You feel that" I said as I let her feel my heartbeat. She gasp as she felt it over and over.
"Me feel ma ma" she said excitedly
"I see angel. Thats for you and Haley. I love you so much" I said kissing her little lips. I couldn't get enough of them. I kissed Haley putting her back in her car seat.
"Okay angel mommy has to go but Remember what I said" I winked at her as she kissed me again. I strapped her in turning on a movie for them as I got out the car. I was gonna miss seeing them but I was gonna be strong and do it. I closed the door seeing Jason sit on the bench near by. He was staring out in space as I sat next to him.
"It's almost time for me to go" I said rocking my feet back and forth. I didn't exactly know what to say cause I never left him before. When we had to be apart I was the one who stayed. Not him.
"Yeah I know" he simply said nodding his head.
"So umm I pumped enough milk to last Haley till I get back. And if she need more than what's in the fridge I froze some. Just take it out an hour before she has to eat." I said making small talk.
"Aight. I'll member that" he said to me. It got quiet until I decided to break the awkward silence.
"Jason Imma miss you baby" I said interlocking my fingers with his. He looked at me as we stared in each other's eyes.
"Imma miss you more Hue. I don't wanna leave here without you but I know you got shit to handle" he said kissing my hand.
"I'll be back before you know it. I promise baby" I sat on his lap stroking his face.
"I just don't know what to do without you." He laughed as I shook my head.
"That's cause I spoil you too much Jason" he rubbed my thigh smiling
"That's your job as my wife. But I'll figure it out." I ruled my household and I kept everything and everybody together. I cooked cleaned took care of 2 babies and my husband. There was nothing I didn't do for those 3.
"I love you Jason." I whispered in his ear as I stood up. I had to get inside before it got too late.
"I love you more beautiful" I grabbed my bag and started to walk away. I felt him grab my hand yanking me back. I couldn't help but smile.
"Jason I have to go baby" I said as he wrapped his arms around me.
"I know but I want a kiss" he was so stubborn.
"Okay. Just one kiss J. Then I'm gone okay baby" I said grabbing his face. I kissed his lips as he immediately deepened the kiss. He pushed his tongue in my mouth sliding his ass down my ass. People walked by stating but neither one of cared.
"Baby" I said breaking our kiss. He rested his forehead against mines.
"I know beautiful" he said still holding my hands.
"Tell me you love me so I can go" I said rubbing the back of his hands with my thumb looking in his eyes.
"I love you. I love you. I love you" he kissed me softly after every I love you.
"I love you too. I'll call you when I land. Take care of my babies" I said to him not wanting to let him go.
"Ok beautiful" he let my hands go as I walked away. I rolled my bag inside as I stopped. I looked back and saw Jason staring at me. I blew him a kiss as he pretended to catch it. I blushed thinking how in love I was with him. I winked at him as he winked back. I turned back around walking off to board my plane. He was my baby and I was his. Our bond was so special that we needed each other to survive. Jason gave me everything I ever wanted in life ....love happiness and 2 beautiful girls who love me. I didn't need anything else.
I sat in the plane waiting for it to take off. I grabbed my phone as it vibrated.
My baby: Your ass looked good when you walked away from me. Just wanted to let you know that sexy. I love you baby. Kick ass in Cali 😏😏😏😏😏
I blushed hard reading his text. This man was my best friend and the best husband in the world.
Me: I like when you watch me daddy. I love you and I will. Talk to soon baby. 😘😘😘
I powered my phone off as I relaxed. I got ready for my plane ride thinking about Jason. I closed my eyes as we took off. This was new for me but I was gonna take a risk for myself. I had talent and I was going to make sure everyone who wanted Hue Thomas got everything I had to offer. Nothing was going to hold me back. 

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