Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 17: My Miracle Baby

I jumped out my sleep with a strong urge to use the bathroom. Harley danced on my bladder all the time so it was nothing new. I unwrapped Jason's arms from around me. He was out hard and didn't even realize I was gone. I got up to go to the bathroom and as started to wash my hands I felt another urge to pee again.
"Harley are you serious" I said as I sat back down on the toliet and released myself. I walked back into the room and half way to the bed I felt something dripping down my legs. I turned on the light and saw it was a clear liquid. Did my water just break? As I was in my thoughts I felt a rush of pain hit my stomach as I held my stomach leaned over. I started my breathing exercises as I made it to the bed trying to remain calm.
"J wake up" I said shaking his arm trying to get him up. It was 5:30am.
"Not now beautiful later" he said in a low voice going back to sleep
"Jason Vince Thomas get up." I said again as I pulled the covers off him.
"Damn what you doing" he said rubbing his eyes getting up
"Harley is coming. My water broke J" i said to him as another contraction hit me.
"Oh shit. Are you ok? What should I do?" He asked frizzled jumping up out of bed.
"Listen to me J. Get the bags that are downstairs and put them in the car. I'll get dressed and come down" I said breathing through every contraction. He ran down the steps as I went into the bathroom and got myself together. I grabbed my purse and phone as I headed to the door.
"Let me help you" Jason said as he helped me into the car as he ran over to the driver side getting in. Before we took off we said a small prayer that everything would go ok and he speed off to the hospital.

"Ok Ms. Jackson. Everything looks good. Her head is down now and she is ready to come" the nurse said as she examined me. "Your Dr. will be in shorty and be prepared to push" she said as she walked out. Jason was in the chair just watching. I knew he was nervous.
"Baby come by me" I said reaching out to him as he came and held my hand. I knew this man better than he knew himself so I could tell he was scared for the first time ever. "Talk to me J" I said massaging the back of his hand
"I'm good beautiful" he said as He looked away. Jason never liked being scared or nervous in front of me. He thought it was his job to protect me and not the other way around.
"Don't lie to me Jason. Now tell me what's wrong" I asked as I made him sit next to me on the bed.
"I never had to do this before. I always have control of situations that stress me but this is different. I know it's gonna be okay but I just keep thinking I'm really going to be a father. I don't know how to do that Hue." I rubbed his back and smiled at him.
"Baby this is new for us both. I'm just as nervous but we have so much love to give her. We goin do this together. We a team." I encouraged him
"I love you" he said as he kissed me.
"I love you too" as soon as we were about to kiss again I felt a strong contraction hit me.
"She is definitely ready" I said holding his hand as I exhaled. As soon as I felt another Dr. Adams came in.
"Hue you ready" she said as she prepped herself and positioned my legs.
"Now or never right" I said ready to see my baby. I held on to Jason's hand waiting for the okay to push.
"Ok Hue give me a strong push" she said as I pushed with all my might. It hurt so bad but I pushed the pain aside as I threw my head back ready to push again.
"Good push now relax" she said looking down. I got a steady breathing pattern as I waited for her call again.
"Give me another big push Hue" she said as I pushed as hard as I could. I was squeezing the life out of Jason's hand. I kept pushing for 15 mins straight as I grew exhausted. The more time passed the more painful it got.
"Baby I can't" I said looking at Jason. I needed a break and knew that wasn't going to happen.
"Yes you can beautiful. You doing so good. Don't give up" he said cooling me down with a cool rag.
"It hurts so bad J" I said crying. I really wanted to see her but I was in pain and positive that I wanted an unmedicated delivery.
"I hate seeing you in pain but baby it's going be worth it. So come on push again" he said as I pushed again and again and again before hearing the loudest cry I ever heard.
"Well she has some lungs on her" Dr. Adams said as she held her up before they took her to clean and weigh her. Jason cut the cord as I cried more and more hearing her cry. That was music to my ears. I watched intensely as they cleaned her and moved her to weigh in table. I was dying to hold her in my arms.
"Ok here is your beautiful baby girl." The nurse said handing her to me as I held this little precious baby in amazement.
"Oh my goodness. I'm your mommy baby." I said so in love with her. She was perfect. I was so amazed that this small beautiful life was growing in my body. She was 7lbs 6oz. She had jet black curly hair and tons of it. Her eyes were so bright and she had her daddy's dimples. This was heaven on earth.
"She is beautiful baby. Just like her mother" Jason said kissing my forehead holding her tiny finger.
"Ok so what's her name" the nurse said to us.
"Harley Rose Thomas" I said proudly. I was finally a mother. I felt complete.
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1 week later
"She staring at me" Jason said holding her next to me in bed. We were now home and getting adjusted with a new baby. I was laying in the bed never taking my eyes off her.
"She is so attentive" I said as he just looked at her so in love. He didn't want to let her go. She started to cry softly in his arms.
"What's wrong with daddy's angel" he said rocking her gently. She just cried while making noises with her tongue.
"She hungry baby. Let me see her" I said reaching out for her. I lifted up my shirt and placed my breast inside her mouth as she sucked fast trying to get her milk out.
"Babe your daughter is greedy" I said to him as he got up to get her cloth placing over my shoulder.
"Ain't nothing wrong with that. She can have whatever she want" he said kissing her forehead. We loved having her actually here with us and stayed home all week enjoying our new little miracle.
"You spoiling her already" I laughed as I held her little hand looking in eyes as she stared back at me. She always stared at me when I fed her. I loved those moments.
"I spoil both my girls." He said as he gave me a kiss. I looked down at Harley and she was falling asleep.
"J look" I said quietly not trying to scare her. She was half asleep still sucking on my nipple for milk. We both laughed just watching her. I unlatched her from my breast as I gave her to Jason to burp her.
"Jen coming over to see her later babe." I said getting up out the bed
"Oh this is her first time seeing her right" he asked as he rocked her to sleep in his arms.
"Yeah she been away on business and came back last night. I know she goin wanna take her" I said getting undressed in front of him about to take a shower. I had already lost some of the weight and couldn't wait to get it all off.
"I know" he said placing her in her bassinet next to our bed. "But since she asleep and we got some time how about we have some alone time" he said coming towards me kissing my neck.
"Now J you know the Dr said no sex for 6 weeks. So stop it" I said pulling away from him shakin my head.
"Hue you know I can't go without for that long. Just this week been killing me" he said seriously making me laugh.
"J stop being dramatic" I said going into the bathroom filling up tub and pouring some relaxing bubble bath inside. He came and wrapped his hands around me as I shook my head.
"J no. I'm not giving in." I said as he rubbed his hard penis against my ass.
"You feel that" he whispered in my ear sending me in a trance as he continued to rub himself on me.
"Stooopppp" I moaned out as I pushed him back off me.
"See how you doing me" he said as he went to walk out the bathroom. I grabbed his hand as I pulled him to me. I kissed his lips as he eased his hands down my ass feeling on me. I pushed my tongue in his mouth as he smacked my ass kissing me back. As soon as I was about to give in I heard Harley's small cries.
"Damn" he said as he looked defeated. Causing me to laugh.
"How about you relax in the tub and I'll put her back to sleep" I said to him as I placed my robe back on.
"Aight" he said undressing and getting in. I walked out shutting the door as I picked up Harley who was crying.
"What's wrong with mommy's baby huh" I said kissing her on her chubby cheeks. She just whined softly. I checked her diaper and changed it calming her down.
"Here. All better Angel" I said placing her over my shoulder rubbing her little back as she fell asleep again. I laid her back in her bassinet as I kissed her.
"Mommy loves you very much Harley" I said going back into the bathroom turning the baby monitors on shutting the door.
"She okay" he asked concerned.
"Yes she's fine. Just was wet so I changed her and laid her back down" I said stepping in the tub be hide him pulling him into me.
"This water feels good" I said as I rubbed his chest. I was so relaxed and happy. He just closed his eyes and took advantage of the time we spent together. I reached down and placed my hands between his legs rubbing his thigh. As he started to move around some.
"Didn't you shut me down" he said grinning still with his eyes closed.
"Yes I did" I said as I moved my hands to his hard penis rubbing my hand on it gently. I started sucking on his ear as he laid against my chest.
"Mmmmmm beautiful". He moaned out as I started to stroke him slowly.
"I know we can't have sex but how about I give you the next best thing daddy" I whispered to him seductively
"I'm not complaining. That's just as good" he said as I laughed.
"Stand up" I said as he stood up and I got on my knees in front of him.
"We gotta be quiet tho. She is right outside the door" I said to him as I took him in my mouth.
"I'll try" he mumbled as I started my work on him.
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"She is so gorgeous" Jen said as I handed her Harley to hold.
"Girl I know. That's my heart right there" I said looking at her
"And those chubby little cheeks and dimples and all that curly hair. Omg!!! She is just too much" Jen said admiring her.
"She looks like Jason. His mother gave me his baby pictures and that's all Harley" I said as Jason walked down the stairs dressed.
"What's up Jen" Jason said giving her a hug
"Nothing much but this little girl is your twin. Yall made such a precious little girl" Jen said causing me to blush
"Thanks sis. I got 2 beautiful ladies now" he said as I smiled. I got up and went over to him.
"Where you going J. I thought you didn't have to work until tomorrow" I said as we moved to the door
"I didn't but my meeting tomorrow wants to meet in 45 mins cause they can't make it when they was scheduled so Imma go see what's up and what they talkin about" he said
"Okay I'll have dinner ready when you get back then. Have a good meeting" I said giving him a kiss.
"I love you" he said kissing me and making his way over to Harley.
"Daddy loves you too" he said as he kissed her cheek. As I sat back on the couch. He came and whispered something nasty in my ear as I just nodded my head and smirked as he walked out.
"What was that about" Jen said looking at me.
"You don't wanna know" I said shaking my head laughing.
"I never seen you so happy Hue" she said as held a now sleeping Harley.
"I haven't. Those 2 are my world. I'm so grateful that I came this far in my life and I would do it all over again just to know this would be waiting for me." I said smiling.
"That's so sweet and yes speaking of been what you been through. Have your parents tried to contact you again" Jen asked
"No girl Jason must've scared his ass straight." I said as I took Harley and laid her on her blanket in between us
"Do you even know what's wrong with your mother" she asked.
"Jen I prayed on this for a long time and I realized that I don't need to make anything right with them. I wish no bad on then but I have no desire to know nothing about either of them. Every time I look at Harley I feel so much love towards her and think how can you bring something so special in the world just to abuse or use or hate them like they did me." I said as I rubbed Harley's little back. "This little girl is my miracle. I exist for her. I would die for her. I can't see myself without her. So my sympathy for my mother goes out the window because she didn't love me at all. She never saw me as her daughter she saw me as just another female. As twisted as that sounds. I promised myself to leave the past in the past and love what is now my future. I can't change what happened but I can let it go." I said staring at Harley
"I feel you on that girl. And you shouldn't feel any other way". Jen said as she gave me a hug
"I'm so proud of you Hue" she said as we both teared up some. I knew my past was no fairytale and I didn't have family but I was starting my own family. I had love all around me and I couldn't dwell on what I left behide. My life was different and I was going to raise my daughter differently as I grew up. With all the love she could get from me and Jason.