Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 9:What I Been Missing

The sun hit my eyes as I opened my eyes. Last night was magical to say the least. I was in love with Jason and he felt the same way. We stayed up till 3am making love to each. The sex was amazing!! That man was gifted. He knew my body so well and that was just our first time. He had me screaming his name hour after hour as he pleased my body. He was so gentle and dominating at the same time. His arms was wrapped around my waist with my back to him as we slept. I lifted his hand off me and went to get up.
"Where you going" he said in a sleepy voice pulling me back down back into him.
"To make us something to eat" I said laying back down
"Stay here with me. I'm not hungry yet" he said squeezing me placing his head in my neck. I relaxed as I interlocked our fingers. We laid there holding each other. Our bodies under the cover still naked. He started sucking on my neck causing me to moan out.
"Mmmm ain't get enough last night huh" I said as I bit my lip
"I never get enough of you" he continued sucking on my neck. He was hitting my new found spot and he knew it.
"Daddy hit your spot" he said in my ear taking his hands and massaging my breast.
"Oh you daddy now." I said placing my hands on top of his as he squeezed my breast harder.
"I earned that beautiful" he flipped me on my back and kissed my lips then my neck he traveled down to my breast and took my nipple into his mouth sucking and licking all over it.
"Mmmm yesss that feels good baby "I moaned out as I rubbed his head. He bit down gently on my nipple causing pleasure and pain at the same time.
"What I tell you my name was" he said dominating my body flicking his tongue on my breast
"Mmmm daddyyyyy" I screamed out
"That's right don't forget" he removed my breast out his mouth and licked down my stomach going further and further until his face was right in front of my pussy.
"Open your legs beautiful" he said as I obeyed him. "This what I'm hungry for" he said licking his lips. He positioned hisself between my legs and placed soft kisses on my clit. I couldn't help but grab his head while arching my back. He replaced his lips with his tongue as he explored me.
"Ahhhhh daddy!" I shouted out. All I could do was moan and scream as he did his job. He never let up on me. He kept going driving me crazy.
"Da...dadddy I.....ca...nt" I tried to get my words out. I could feel my orgasm approaching
"Shhh and let Daddy do his job" he was rubbed my clit with his fingers as he pushed his tongue inside me. Only thing that could be heard were my moans filling up the room.
"I'm cumming baby!" I whined out as he went faster.
"Let it out beautiful" as soon as he said that I climaxed hard breathing heavy.
"You taste so good" he said coming up from between legs and laying on top me placing my legs around him.
"I want you inside me now" I said as I pulled his face to mines kissing his lips. I could taste my juices on his tongue. He reached down and positioned hisself to enter me. He eased himself into me as I gasp. He was so hard and the perfect size. He started out slow as he stroked nice and slow letting me get use to every inch.
"Ahh don't stop" I moaned holding onto his back. He went deeper driving me insane. He let out small groans in my ear adding to the pleasure I was already feeling.
"You close beautiful" he asked going faster. I could tell he was ready to cum and so I was I. I couldn't even answer his question all I could was moan and whine. My 2nd orgasm was building up and I was in heaven.
"I'm cumming daddy now" I yelled out as I released all over him. He gave me 3 long strokes before he pulled out and came on my stomach.
"I love you baby" I said as he collapsed on top of me.
"I love you too beautiful" he said catching his breath
"Imma go shower baby. Wanna join me" I said to him getting out of bed walking into the bathroom
"Hell yeah. Don't have to ask me twice" he came towards me as I reached out for his hand as I closed the door.
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We showered and got dressed to go downstairs. We spent more time in the bathroom then needed because of our love making session in the shower. We were addicted to each other and took advantage of the time we had together.
"What you cooking beautiful" Jason said as he sat on the barstool in the kitchen.
"We're cooking tonight baby. Imma teach you some things" I said to him taking out all the ingredients needed to make spaghetti and meatballs. His favorite.
"Oh that's what's up. Imma quick
learner and it don't hurt that my teacher is sexy as hell" he said walking over to me wrapping his hands around my waist kissing my cheek.
"Okay so first we going to make our meatballs so grab a mixing bowl and place your meat in the bowl" I instructed him as I just watched. He did as I said as I told him to add his seasonings and extra ingredients
"Now what I do" he said waiting on me. It was so cute he was into learning something that I had a passion for.
"Ok take your hands and work everything together. Don't over do it just enough to make sure everything is mixed in" he followed what I said and started rolling them into balls. He had his pasta boiling and sauce heating up in the pot while his meatballs baked.
"You know that's a turn on to me watching you in the kitchen daddy" I said walking up be hide him while he was at the sink.
"Oh really" he said cleaning up his dishes.
"HmmmMmmm. It's sexy" I said licking on his earlobe
"I'll have to do it more often then" he said as we both laughed. After everything was done we ate and sat in the living room on the couch.
"Let me ask you something" Jason said to me as he laid between my legs with our hands intertwined.
"Anything" I responded.
"What happened with you and your ex" I froze and didn't know what to say.
"Why are you asking me this" my fear of telling him made me grow defensive
"I just want to know don't get mad. Every Time I mention it you just avoid my question like I never asked." he said getting up facing me.
"I mean what you wanna know" I said putting my guard down some.
"Whatever you wanna tell me beautiful. Ill listen and you know I don't judge. I'm just trying to understand more" he took my hand making me feel comfortable. I took a deep breath and decided it's now or never
"Well I met my ex boyfriend when I was a teenager. I thought I found the one. I guess I was looking for something I never had. Love. My parents didn't care about me and showed it by putting me out at 14. My father tried to touch me and I told my mother who didn't believe me which wasn't surprising because she put my father in front of me all the time. She was jealous of how nice he was to me and the attention he gave me. She reminded me daily that she hated me because she felt I took her away from my father. Soon after I found out why he was always so nice to me when he came in my room and tried to sleep with me I fought him off and he got so upset he told my mother to get me out his house. She couldn't wait to throw me out. She even seemed happy as she threw my clothes and belongs on the street in the middle of the night." Jason's eyes grew big
"Shit damn baby I didn't know. Why you ain't tell me this about before. I always wondered why you ain't talk about your parents or family."
"Cause I don't have any. But that made me who I am now. But my ex came in my life when all that happened. He hustled and got me on my feet. I thought he was a savior because I didn't worry about anything. We dated and it was ok but as I got older I started to think that this wasn't what I wanted. I knew he was cheating but he was the one who gave me a new life and money. I didn't love him anymore but the money helped so I acted like I never saw anything. When I was 22 I found out that I had issues with my ovaries and I was told I couldn't have any children"I looked down and played with my hands. "My ex saw me as useless but still kept me around for control. I was the fool for staying but I didn't have anywhere else to go. I didnt know how to think without him. One day I came home and saw a woman in the house we shared. She was pregnant. He told me that he had gotten her pregnant and she was going to be staying with us until the baby got here. He told me that I could have the baby since I couldn't have one of my own. After that I just woke up and left. No money no plan just got so fed up. I had to learn how to stand on my own 2 feet and make my own money so no man could ever try and control me. I thought I had love but it was just a way to control me. But I really wanted a baby J. That's the only thing I ever wanted because a baby won't hurt me like other people would. Unconditional love with no pain or limits. I will never get to feel that J" I let the tears fall down my face as I held my head down
"Look at me now beautiful" Jason said sternly. I looked to him and let him see the hurt in my eyes.
"Your ex was a bitch and he thought he would always have you. Baby look at you now you made it through all that shit." He said wiping my tears away.
"But what about my baby J. I'm never going to be a mother" I became more emotional crying harder.
"Beautiful you breaking my heart" he said pulling me into his arms rubbing my back trying to calm me.
"I can't even give you a baby. I found a man who I love and loves me back and I can't even carry your child" I was hysterical crying on his chest
"Hue we are going to have a baby. I promise you that. If I have to die trying. Maybe God was telling you that it was the wrong person and not the right time. Stop crying baby" I thought about what he said and maybe he was right. I didn't know what to believe or do.
"I'm here now beautiful and you will never have to hurt again. I promise" Jason said as he rocked me in his arms kissing my forehead over and over calming me down as I cried myself to sleep in his arms.