I jumped out my sleep hearing Jae's little cries letting me know that it was time to eat. I turned my head to the clock that 4:34am and lifted myself from Jason's chest. I didn't wanna wake him up so I moved slow unwrapping my arms from around his waist. If it wasn't for my baby I wouldn't have gotten up out my comfortable position. I fell asleep on top of Jason as he massaged my back and not to mention the warm plush blankets that were draped over us. But motherhood calls. I walked to Jae's room as he cried his little eyes out biting his little fist. It was no better vision than seeing my Jae.
"Awwww you think mommy forget about you huh baby?" I picked his little body up careful cradling him in my arms. Every time I laid eyes on him the only thought that crossed my mind was Damn he looks like Jason. I know I would never get tired of saying that cause it was so true.
"Mommy know her baby hungry." I hit his night lamp as I sat in his rocking chair. I let him latch on as he nursed quickly. "There you go baby" I rocked in the chair watching him. I was extremely blessed to be a mother to 3 beautiful amazing smart strong kids. I thought so highly of all of my babies because they were a drop of me and a drop of Jason but more importantly they had their own little personalities. Those 3 kept me going. I couldn't be more grateful.
"All done huh" I said covering myself up putting him over my shoulder patting his little back. He laid there dosing in and out as I burping him. I put my face close to his head full of hair as I took his fresh scent in. He had that new baby smell that I was obsessed with as a child and still till this day. I shut my eyes rocking him slowly as I heard foot steps in the hallway. I opened my eyes seeing Jason in his boxers standing in the door way.
"He's sleeping" I whispered to him as he came walked closer to us.
"Give him here" I handed him Jae as he squirmed around feeling the shift of movement. He whined as Jason laid him in his chest. "Shhhh lil man it's just daddy. Go back to sleep" he said to him walking around the room as I sat in the chair. It warmed my heart to see Jason with Jae. Jason always said how much he wanted a son and look at them now. Jae finally was sound asleep as Jason laid him down in his crib. I went back to bed as Jason tucked him in. Jason didn't have to go to his office in the morning and I was still on maternity leave. I loved it when we both were home. It was always fun and interesting.
"He knocked out" Jason said climbing back in bed laying on his back yawning.
"Time for you to go back to sleep too" I said rubbing his face facing him.
"You tryin put me to sleep" he said licking his lips at me as I felt his hands palm my ass.
"Good night Jason" I said laying on my side moving away from him. That was not happening at this time of the morning. The only reason I was even up was to feed my baby not his father.
"That's how you doin me" he said as I laughed looking at him.
"Go to sleep." I said caressing his face as he kissed my hand.
"Aight. Lay next to me then" he said biting his lip as I shook my head. He was not fooling me but I couldn't say I didn't love when he did this. It made me feel attractive and wanted.
"Keep your hands off my ass Jason" I said as he laughed.
"Who you talkin to cause I know it ain't me" he said as I laid close to him.
"Yes I'm talking to Jason Vince Thomas. You" I said straddling him as he wrapped his hands around my hips.
"Nah can't be me. Cause Hue Lyn Thomas belong to me and I can touch wherever I want" he said running his hands to my ass. What have I started.
"See I got you started already" I said leaning closer to his face.
"Imma listen this time cause I know you tired but let me get a kiss." I shot him a look as if I didn't believe a word he said "I ain't bull shitting beautiful. All I want is a kiss I promise" he said innocently.
"You promise baby" I said as he kissed my lips sweetly.
"Yes" I kissed him back as he rubbed under my shirt. I pulled away as he grinned.
"Jason" I said looking him in his eyes.
"What I do" he said acting clueless. I shook my head getting off him as he grabbed me back.
"I want you to lay right here" as bad as I wanted to resist him I never could. Never. He took my chin in his hands as he kissed my lips gently. I deepened the kiss sliding my tongue in his mouth. He was rubbing all over my body as I bit on his bottom lip. I wanted him in the worst way right about now.
"Baby" I moaned out as he kissed my neck. His lips were doing wonders on me.
"You want me to stop sexy. Just say the word" he said in my ear. He knew all to well when he had me in this position and I was this vulnerable it was no stopping me.
"No don't stop" I said as he sucked on my neck. He was hitting one of my many weak spots for him. I held his head feeling his tongue hit my neck over and over as his lips grazed my smooth skin.
"That's my spot Jason" I moaned in his ear as he squeezed my ass hard. The room was getting hotter by the minute.
"Daddy know all your spots" he sat me up in his lap unbuttoning my night shirt as I ran my hands thru his waves. Jason had the ability to make me change my mind from going to sleep to making love. Our relationship was still full of a lot of passion. He slid my shirt off slowly pushing off each side from off my shoulders until I was naked on top of him. I ran to turn the monitors up and shut the door as he took his boxers off laying in bed. I strutted my way to him as he looked me up and down. After baby number 3 I didn't care if I lost the weight in record time like I worried before. Yes I still cared what Jason thought about my body but he told me time and time again to not stress over that. I worked out regularly and ate pretty good so he was right. It was gonna happen. Jason was my teacher in life when it came to stress and never sweating the small stuff. I loved him for that.
"Damn you look sexy" he said sitting up on his elbows eyeing me hard.
"Thank you baby" I said letting my hair loose right in front of him. My curly hair fell everywhere as he watched. I knew just what to do to turn Jason from 1 to 10 in seconds.
"Come show me some shit" he said seductively to me as I bit my lip. I crawled in his lap kissing up his thigh as he had a change of plans for me. He threw me on my back as I shut my legs. I could read his mind but we just had Jae and it was 2 more months of no sex. I did whatever he wanted but he knew what the rules were.
"Jason no....You know we can't" I said as he pushed my legs apart himself. I knew his patience was wearing down. Every day he tried to get me to have sex and every time he attempted I shut him down.
"Hue I don't wanna hear that right now. I need you" he said rubbing his rock hard erection on my center. I nearly lost my mind. That felt so damn good. "I know you like that." He kept doing it as I pushed him weakly.
"Mmmm...nooo . I'll do whatever you want Jason anything please stop baby" I said trying to come to a compromise.
"This all I want. Let me have it" he placed his tip on my opening as I gasped. He was making this extremely difficult for me. "You miss daddy don't you" he said in my ear. He caressed my soaked center with his tip. If my moans didn't give me away that did it for sure.
"J....Jason omggg baby." Was all I got out as he slowly entered me. By time I realized how far he got I was already screaming his name. "Ahhh Daddy. I missed this" I cried as I held him tight. Hey we all break rules here and there. It was so worth it.
"I know this what you need baby" he took full control sliding in and out of me as I threw my hands over my head grabbing the sheets tight. The more time that passed that he couldn't be inside me the more aggressive and demanding he got. I had my eyes closed tight as I let him have all the power. He was killing me.
"Ohhh J baby. Right there" I moaned as he hit my spot over and over. I arched my back as he hit the mark with each stroke. He hovered over me planting his lips on mines. I took his face in my hands as he sucked my bottom lip. I was moaning uncontrollably as he I licked his lips. We kissed passionately as he went harder. We were so loud I'm surprised we didn't hear any crying or our names being called but we were perfectly fine with that. Spending this time was essential for us.
"I love you Jason" I felt like I was so close to erupting. He felt so good.
"And I love you" he slowed down as I felt his body stiffen up. He pulled out releasing on a towel next to the bed. I laid there motionless as he cleaned himself up. I tilted my head to the window seeing how fast daylight came over us.
"It's light out babe. Look" I said to Jason who flopped himself on the bed laying in my arms.
"I see. We better get some sleep before the house wake up" he said holding me tight as I agreed. My eyes got heavy as we stared at each other under the covers. I was out first seeing him right before I drifted off to sleep. Nothing kept us from loving each other.
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"Angel put the blanket over your brother for mommy" I said to Harley as I folded the laundry. It was so much little clothing it wasn't funny. They had more clothes than me and Jason combined.
"Thank you big girl" I said to her letting them watch TV on the couch. I separated everyone's clothes in their own basket pushing it to the side. It was almost 6 and I needed to start on dinner. I turned my back for 2 minutes when I heard a loud boom and Haley start to cry. My heart dropped as I ran over seeing what happened.
"Awwww pretty girl" I picked her up as she cried loudly. She fell off the couch hurting her little knee bruising it a little. "Tell mommy what happened" I said kissing her forehead as she buried her face in my chest. I could tell she wasn't seriously hurt but just in shock.
"Me fell ma ma. Hurt myself" she said as I sat her on the counter. I got a warm cloth and wiped her knee as Jason came downstairs.
"Princess what happened" he said sitting in front of her as she gave him her sad dramatic accident.
"Me fell daddy. I hurt dis" she pointed her little finger on her knee as I pressed the cloth on it cleaning it off. She jumped as I laughed.
"Baby it's just water" I said quickly wiping it with an antiseptic wipe and ointment to it before she noticed and panicked. Jason grabbed the bandaids as I washed my hands.
"What kind you want princess" he said pouring them all on the counter making a mess.
"Tink!!!" She said with no hesitation. He opened it and placed it gently on her knee as she looked at it.
"All done gorgeous." He said to her kissing her. She had on her pull up and pink shirt with her silky curly hair in a neat ponytail. Haley always wanted anything pink and girly. She was always specific on how she wanted her little hair and all. That was my little diva for sure.
"Kiss da da" she said referencing her knee as I laughed. He knelt down kissing her knee over and over making sure she was satisfied.
"Now daddy need another kiss" he said as he lifted her in the air as she laughed. He kissed her all over her full face placing her on the floor as she ran over to finish watching her movie with her sister. Jason spoiled them rotten and I felt sorry for any little boy who wanted to date them in the future. Haley and Harley was nothing to play with when it came to Jason.
"What you cooking" he said picking up Jae from his bouncer. He held him in his arms as he sat down on the stool watching me.
"I'm making salmon asparagus and couscous for us and spaghetti and meatballs for the girls" I said seasoning the salmon
"Oh nah I want what they having I don't want that healthy shit" he said as I laughed.
"Baby but I want us to be healthy together. Come on" I said looking at him.
"Beautiful I got your back on everything but this. You know I like my fried chicken and ribs and pork chops" he said as I shook my head. I had no problem making him whatever he asked but sometimes I wanted him to go a day or 2 with just eating simple healthy foods. He was raised on southern cooking from his mother and grandmother so that's what he was use to. The only reason I made southern pies and cakes at home was solely because Jason. But either way he was eating good cause I made everything from scratch and was careful on what I used to make meals.
"Jason I want you to just try it for me tonight. If you don't like it than I'll make you whatever you want." I asked him as he cradled Jae with one hand.
"I'll try it just for you. But I better see a red velvet cake in the fridge real soon" I knew that coming. That was his addiction that he slowly passed on to his daughters.
"I can do that. I know you in good health though J. I just wanna make sure you stay with me forever" I said making him smile. I would do anything to make sure he was taken good care of.
"Mommy want daddy around her all the time lil man. You hear that right. So when she get mad at me you remember your mother said that" he said as I laughed.
"When do I get mad at you J" I said walking over kissing Jae. He completed my life entirely and I knew he was the last piece of my heart that I needed to be whole.
"All the time. You don't wanna shower with me anymore either" he said as I listened caressing his neck.
"And why can't I. Because this one right here and those 2 on the couch J" I rubbed his little belly as he smiled at me. Jae knew my voice to a T. "Yes mommy talking bout you handsome. You won't let mommy leave your sight for a minute" I said as he just laughed showing his dimples. He was a mommas boy already.
"Mommy lying. She just don't like daddy no more" he said joking talking Jae. His little eyes went from me to Jason.
"Don't say that Jason. What If he really thinks I don't like you" I said shaking my head at him. "Tell him I love you"
I said playing Jae's little feet.
"You know daddy love your mommy more than anything in this world man. Your mother loves daddy very much. She takes care of me every day." He said having a heart to heart with his son. "I met mommy a long time ago at the store. She was beautiful back than and still just as beautiful now. She my heart and it's nothing she won't ever do for me. Jae mommy is our goddess and it's mines and your job to protect and take care of her. She's very special and dealt with a lot to have you. Always be respectful and love her lil man." I was blushing so hard. I appreciated his words and I knew that it came from the heart. The same way I raised Haley and Harley to honor and value their father because he deserved it. I only spoke highly of him in their presence. My words and thoughts of him would be imbedded in their little minds as they grow and I never wanted to tear his character down for any reason to them. Period. I felt that was disrespectful to Jason and it would impact their opinions of men and how they picked them. Now I see that Jason is doing the same with Jae early on to raise a strong respectful black man who knows how to talk and treat woman. That was something I couldn't do as effective as him as a man.
"See I got her blushing like that" he said to him as I rolled my eyes smirking. "Mommy be tryin fake on daddy sometimes but she know what's up" he said looking me dead in the eyes. It was nearly impossible for me not to lock eyes with him.
"Jae mommy never fakes on your father. Never" I said winking at him sexually as he laughed. He kissed Jae placing him in his bouncer as he dosed off.
"You can't just wink at me like that and expect nothing to happen" he grabbed my waist as I wrapped my arms around him. This man was my best friend my husband and my heart. It got no better than Jason.
"I tell you what." I kissed his neck slowly as he grunted out. "After dinner, let's put the kids to sleep and if you want I can take a shower with you since you think I don't wanna shower with you anymore" I said as he laughed feeling under my shirt rubbing my back.
"Forreal?" He whispered to me
"Mmmhmm. But if you don't want to. I won't force you" I said smiling at him. Forcing sex on Jason was like getting a cat to like water. Never happened.
"You know I love the shit out you beautiful" he made my heart beat faster hearing those words.
"That I know. But do you know I love you more than I love food" I said as we laughed.
"Oh yeah. Well I got something you can taste anytime you want" he said biting his lip as I pushed him
"You have such a dirty mind" I said not surprised.
"See that's what I mean, faking" he said
"How I'm faking. You do have a dirty mind Jason. Am I wrong?" I asked.
"Nah I'm not saying I don't but that's one of the reasons why you wit me. Your mind ain't pure for one and 2 you know I back all my shit up" he said making a point but I enjoyed giving him a hard time.
"Jason I keep telling you I'm innocent and pure." I said as he bursted out laughing. That was hilarious to him.
"Yeah whatever. Let's see that same attitude when we hit that shower" he said as I gasped smiling at him. I couldn't even say anything back. "That's what I thought" he said smacking my ass. He pecked my lips over and over as I kissed him back. I was so in love with him. He brought out every side of me and I was never ashamed to admit it to him. That fact that we were so open and loving with each other just made our family foundation stronger. It was nothing he couldn't tell me and I ran to him when I needed to let anything off my chest. I wanted our kids to see how much in love we are and understand we made them from love and it was nothing we wouldn't love them thru.
"Get out my kitchen for you make me misbehave Jason" I said to him kissing him one more time.
"Sexy we got all night for that" he winked at me leaving me in the kitchen with a big smile on my face.
"Please let my babies go to sleep on time" I said to myself over and over as I turned my attention back to the food.
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Just Be Patient (Urban Story)
RomanceHue Jackson has it all. A great career and money at her finger tips. After a rough childhood she can finally say she made it. Only thing that she hasn't figured out is her love life. After getting out of a terrible 5 year relationship. She thinks lo...
