I slept pretty good in Jason's arms. The pressure was still there but Jae has calmed down a lot which made me happy. Jason's mother came and picked the girls up so he didn't have to leave me. Everything was a waiting game at this point.
"Aye man cancel all my meetings for this week" I heard Jason outside the door as I watched TV eating some ice chips. I couldn't eat anything all night and this morning because it was still a chance Jae could come. If delivering a healthy baby boy meant not eating than I was all in.
"Good lookin. Imma hit you later man" Jason said coming into the room. He was up all morning on the phone with work and I know he didn't get any sleep last night. His mind raced a mile a minute. He felt it was his job to handle and take on everything. "You need me to get you something?" He asked barley hanging up his phone. He was on turbo and I wanted to just relax him.
"All I need is you to lay with me" I said softly as he nodded his head. He looked so tired and overwhelmed. I made room for him as he instantly rested his head in my chest. I could feel his body just exhale soon as we connected.
"Go to sleep J" I said rubbing his head slowly. As much pain as I was in I still saw when he needed me.
"I'm straight" he couldn't even say that without yawning. I knew he was dead ass tired.
"No you need a nap" I said massaging his neck as he held on to my waist.
"No I don't" the more he spoke the lower his voice got. I payed him no mind as I turned my attention back on the TV. I kept rubbing his head as like clockwork he eventually dosed off. He was so stubborn when he knew I knew him like the back of my hand.
"I love you baby" I said to a sleeping Jason as I kissed his forehead. He relaxed me when I needed him most and I had to do the same for him.4 hours later.......
"Knock knock" I heard at the door as Dr. Adams slid through the door. Just who I wanted to see. I was sick of waiting at this point.
"Hey" I said shaking Jason who was still sleep in me. "Babe she has to check me wake up" I said as he sat up rubbing his eyes.
"You guys are so cute" she said as I laughed. Jason was half asleep as he pulled his chair to me holding me hand. "Okay let's take a look and see how this little man is doing" she propped up my legs as I relaxed my body. I hoped everything was okay. She washed her hands and put on a pair of gloves as she inserted her fingers into to feeling around.
"Everything feel okay Dr. A" a now wide awake Jason asked peeking his head over my legs.
"Uh oh" was all I heard as my heart dropped.
"Whats wrong" I said squeezing Jason's hand tight out of fear.
"Hue and Jason your son head is already crowning" she said as I lost my entire mind.
"What?! No no no no. He is early. He's early. Noooo!" I cried as I tried to get my thoughts together. I didn't want to have a premature baby. It was like a roller coaster.
"I know Hue but it's nothing you can do now but push" she called the nurses in as they rushed around prepping the area. I was a wreck.
"Baby I'm scared" I whispered to Jason who wasn't happy either.
"Beautiful this all we can do right now. We can't stop this. So we goin do it okay" he said as I cried more. I didn't want to be in this situation. What if something went wrong?
"But Jason..." He cut me off staring in my eyes.
"I got you okay. All you gotta do is push beautiful that's it. Let me and God do the rest. Deal?" He asked as I gave him complete control.
"Deal" I said as he kissed me.
"Okay Hue. Give me a good strong push " Dr. Adams instructed as I took a deep breath and gave it all I had. The pain was on super!
"Good job. Relax. Take a break" the nurse said holding my other hand. I could feel Jae pushing down on my cervix as I whined out in pain.
"Ahhhh I need to push" I said out feeling the strongest urge to push as hard as I can. Dr. Adam gave me the okay as I pushed with all my might. It was painful and exhausting but I only focused on getting my baby out and safely. Nothing mattered at this point. I kept goin pushing the pain aside as I saw he hold her Jae right in the air.
"Here he is" she said as I didn't hear him cry.
"Why isn't he crying. Why isn't my baby crying" I screamed as they quickly took him to the cleaning area pumping on his little chest. My heart was ripping apart.
"What's wrong with my baby!" I cried louder as I watched. Jason was speechless as he looked at everything unfolding. Our world was frozen at this point. I cried and screamed for a few minutes until miraculously I heard my little king cry his little heart out. I grabbed my chest thanking God. I was so relieved. The nurses cleaned him off than Jason cut the umbilical cord as Jae continued to cry louder and louder.
They walked over placing him in my arms as I balled my eyes out. My son was safe and was in my arms just crying.
"That's right baby. Cry all you want too. Mommy's right here" I said as tears fell. I kissed him all over his little face as he whined. This moment was priceless.
"What's up lil man. What you makin all that noise for" Jason said holding his little finger as he calmed down. He was my life. "You can't be crying like that man. What the girls goin think" he said as I laughed some.
"Say it don't matter daddy. Mommy the only girl I need baby" I said as he stared me down. I was so blessed.
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"Look at my handsome lil king" I said holding him in my arms. I was so glad that nightmare was over and I had a healthy 6lb 8 oz little boy. I was so in love with him.
"You goin let me hold him" Jason said as laughed. Since we moved to a new room after I delivered I didn't want to let him go at all.
"I will J. Be patient" I said kissing Jae's little hands. I felt like we were glued to each other.
"Mommy hogging you huh lil man." He took him from my arms against my well as I watched intently. My eyes never left Jae's sight. "You wanna be wit daddy. I know. Daddy goin teach you everything he knows. We goin leave mommy at home and Imma show you how to pick up girls" he said as I shook my head.
"No you won't. My baby goin be a mommas boy. Ain't that right Jae" I said looking at him as he locked eyes with me. I felt this connection to Jae that made my heart wanna explode.
"Nah. We goin see about that." He said as started to cry. I knew it was feeding time.
"Awwww come to mommy handsome" I said as Jason held him in front of me as I got in position to nurse him. I took him out of Jason's arms as he latched on with no problems. I laid back some more as I exhaled feeling nothing but peace. As I fed him I can tell already he was going to look just like his father. He had them Thomas dimples and his eyes where the same exact shape of Jason's. His smooth chocolate skin was like his father and he had a head full of wavy hair. I gave birth to yet another baby who looked nothing like me. I was just the vessel that carried them. But it was all good. I loved the face that they looked like my baby Jason. It was a reminder that we made 3 beautiful babies together and we were still as in love as the day we met.
"What you thinkin bout beautiful" Jason asked as I was day dreaming looking at Jae.
"Just the fact that he look just like you" I said laughing as he sat next to us.
"Yeah I already knew that was goin happen." He kissed Jae forehead as he sucked the life out of me. I was use to breastfeeding but Jae was on another level. I just let him be as my stomach rumbled loudly. It was my feeding time. "Hungry huh" he said shaking his head.
"Can you tell" I said smiling. I haven't eaten in hours!! He grabbed his coat getting himself together.
"I'll be back." He said walking over to me.
"You don even know what I want" I said placing Jae over my shoulder burping his little back.
"I don't need to know" he said winking at me. He thought he knew me so well which he did.
"Bye Jason" I said laughing as he leaned into me. "Let me get a kiss" he said making me blush.
"Idk. What you think Jae. Should I give daddy a kiss?" I said kissing his little cheeks
"Tell mommy if she wanna eat she will" he said back as I laughed.
"Shame" I said reaching out for his face.
"I'm just saying" he said as I caressed his. He gave me his lips as I kissed him softly. I pulled back as he came back for more. He couldn't get of my lips.
"Enough Jason" I said moving my head from him. I was starving and I know he could kiss all day.
"You owe me another kiss when I get back" he said biting his lip at me.
"Bring me what I'm thinking and you can get whatever you want" I said teasing him.
"Keep it up Hue" I couldn't but laugh. I enjoyed teasing Jason. "Daddy be back lil man. I love you and I love you beautiful" he said looking at me from the door.
"And we love you more daddy" I said blowing him a kiss as he caught it making my heart beat faster. I was so blessed to have 2 angels and now 2 men who were my kings. Life didn't get any better.
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1 Month Later.....
"Haley leave your brother alone baby" I said making them lunch. I would be lying if I said it was easy having 3 kids all under the age of 3. My house was like a mini daycare.
"Ma ma me want to hold baby" she said trying to pick him up from his blanket that I laid him on the couch. He was awake just looking at everything going on with his blue and yellow duck onesie on and matching socks. My little boy was super adorable.
"Okay you can hold him when mommy is done. You want to eat right" I said cutting their peanut and jelly sandwiches in half on their plate with grapes and chips.
"Yes I hungry" she said running to the kitchen. I picked her up as I balanced her plate. I sat her at the table making her comfortable. Harley took her plate wanting to do it herself as I let her be a big girl.
"Be careful angel" I said as I put together my salad. I grabbed my bowl and water an laid it on the table. I ran and grabbed Jae and joined them at the table.
"Here baby" Harley said reaching up putting a grape to Jae's mouth. He just stared at her as I laughed. Both Harley and Haley was always trying to pick him up and feed him and do everything they thought I did for him. It was hilarious to me.
"Angel he can't eat that. He too little baby" I said to her eating my food.
"But baby hungry too" she said filling me in.
"He just ate member. I let you help me give him his bottle angel. He eats in another hour" I let them take turns helping me feed him every now and then.
"Ooh" she said getting close to my face.
"Give mommy a kiss gorgeous" she gave me small kisses making me smile.
"You still my angel you know that right" I said on her little lips as she laughed.
"Yes I mommy angel" she said knowing it already.
"And mommy love you forever" I said as she sat back in her seat. Haley got up from her seat coming over to me. She climbed on my lap kissing Jae over and over. She was obsessed with him.
"My baby" she said to me
"I know he yours. Here" I sat him in her arms carefully as she cradled him. I wasn't scared to let them hold him. They were his big sisters and they wanted his attention just like me.
"I hold baby. Look" she said to her sister as Harley ran over.
"Me want baby" she said as I shook my head.
"No me hold him" she said before I could speak. This was a constant argument.
"Ok ok. Haley is holding him first. Than you can have him in 5 minutes angel. Fair" I said as she nodded. Long as they knew their time was coming they were happy.
I sat there as I passed my poor baby back and forth so they could have him. He was such a good baby cause he never made a noise or fuss. He was super chill.
"It's nap time babies" I said looking at the clock. This was my break time. Just as I spoke Jason came in the house and my plan for a nap was out the window.
"Da da!!" They ran to the door jumping on him as he picked them up.
"Hey princess" he kissed them both laying them on the floor.
"Was yall good today" he said as they giggled.
"Yes da da" they said in unison. As I laughed.
"Aight here" he pulled out 2 candy bars as they jumped up and down. They ripped the paper off and devoured it happily. I could smack Jason. Now they would never be ready for a nap.
"Lil man" Jason said picking Jae up from his bouncer. "You miss me" he said kissing his cheek as Jae kicked his little feet. We made eye contact as I rolled my eyes at him.
"What I do" he said grabbing me by my waist kissing me.
"You gave them candy. I was trying to get them to take nap" I said rubbing his shirt. I was so tired. From Jae waking up all hours of the night to eat and making sure I made Jason breakfast and lunch in the morning before he left and making the girls breakfast and staring dinner. I was exhausted.
"My bad. But you ain't get my text earlier" he said as I looked for my phone.
"I haven't seen my phone all morning" I said finally finding it unlocking it.
"Jason!" I said reading his text as he laughed. He asked for some head when he got home. That was not happening.
"What I asked though. So what's up" he said kissing on me. I understood that we couldn't have sex yet but he wanted some attention every day. I had no problems at all but today I needed a break. I was done.
"J I'm tired. I been up with the kids all day. I haven't got any sleep" I said as he nodded his head.
"It's all good." He said as I looked at him. I wanted to take care of everyone in the house and Jason was being left out lately. The kids were consuming all of my time now.
"I'm sorry baby. Don't be mad at me" I said holding his hand.
"Nah I know you gotta take care of them first. It's cool. Imma go take a shower" he kissed my cheek as I felt bad. I didn't want to neglect him out of all people. I would have none of this without him in the first place.
"J come here" I said as he stood in front of me.
"You need me to do something beautiful" he said sweetly
"No baby. Let me put them to sleep and I can take care of you okay" I said taking Jae out his hand.
"You don't have to. You tired baby." He stroked my face relaxing me.
"Go upstairs and take all this off" I said in his ear as he grinned.
"I got you sexy" he kissed me softly squeezing my ass. He walked upstairs as I watched him. I missed his attention and our time.
"Okay listen Haley Harley and Jae. Nap time lets go" I said as I gathered them up. I was a mother first no question but I had to divide myself and my time to please my family. That was goal for life.
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Just Be Patient (Urban Story)
RomansaHue Jackson has it all. A great career and money at her finger tips. After a rough childhood she can finally say she made it. Only thing that she hasn't figured out is her love life. After getting out of a terrible 5 year relationship. She thinks lo...