Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 37: Let The Past Be The Past.....

Flashback......
I laid in Jason's bed waking up feeling around for him but didn't see him. I was naked with the cover wrapped around me.
"Jason" I called out. He didn't answer so I grabbed one of his shirts throwing it on. I walked out to the living room seeing him sitting on the sofa in silence.
"Baby I was looking for you" I said sitting next to him on the couch. Suddenly I felt a shift in his vibe. I could tell something wasn't right.
"Hue, who the hell is Andre" he said as my eyes grew wide. How the hell did he know him.
"He's an old friend....why" I answered unsure of where all this was coming from.
"Why the hell is he calling and texting you. Your phone kept going off  while you was sleep so I answered it" he said getting upset. I haven't spoken to Andre in months. Nothing was going on between us and idk why he contacted me. We had nothing to discuss.
"First of all, don't touch my stuff without my permission and second, idk what he wants. It's nothing between us. Never was" I said growing defensive. Whenever I felt like I was backed in a corner I got defensive and upset.
"Nothing between yall hmmm...." he said as he laughed lightly "these text messages don't say that. Call me you know what's up or how about I know you missin your friend or maybe let me slide thru and put that ass to sleep. You think I'm stupid" he said reading off my phone. I was so pissed. He was suppose to trust me and him looking thru my shit like I was hiding something made me even more angrier. 
"Jason why the fuck would I be in your house texting another nigga. That don't even make sense. And better yet do you see where I replied to any of those messages" I said with my hand on my hip.
"Hue don't try and flip that shit. This nigga callin you like yall together or got somethin goin on. Don't fuckin play me" he said just as mad as I was.
"Are you serious. I'm with you all the damn time if I'm not at my office. When would I have time to fuck another nigga. Tell me huh" I said raising my voice.
"Aye don't yell at me aight I'm not the one tryna run game" he said as I laughed
"You know what Jason. I been nothing but honest with you. I'm with you and no one else. But if you can't believe that then idk what to tell you. I thought you trusted me" I said to him
"Yeah I thought I did too" he said throwing me off
"Imma do us both a favor and leave. I'm too grown to be explaining myself to you Jason" I said getting up snatching my phone from him Going to the room getting dressed and grabbing my purse.
"Bye Jason" I said slamming his door. I couldn't believe his ass. I would never do him dirty but I couldn't change his mind. I had nothing else to say to him.

1 week later
I sat in bed watching tv. It was Saturday and I didn't have to go to the office. I haven't spoken to Jason since our argument at his house last week. I missed him terribly but I wasn't going to just crawl back into his arms. He was dead wrong and  should've listened to and let me explain but he let his ego and pride get the best of him. I would never play him. No matter what but he had to see that. I couldn't make him see it. My phone vibrated next to me as I looked down seeing a text notifications pop up on my screen. The name "my baby" popped up. I was still mad at him but couldn't resist the urge to see what he had to say.

My baby: Can we talk....
I rolled my eyes reading his text. I didn't wanna hear nothing he had to say if it wasn't sorry.
Me: for what?
I wished my attitude could be felt with that text. I wanted him to know he hurt my feelings too.
My baby: don't be smart. You know why.. Yes or no?
Jason had a smart mouth and I knew he knew he was dead wrong.
Me: chill with that shit Jason...
I knew that would make him mad. He didn't like not getting an answer when he asked something.
My baby: look meet me at Joys in an hour. Bye Hue.
Who did he think he was. Telling me to do something like I would actually do it. He was crazy. I didn't even reply. I sat there for a minute just thinking.
"Idk why I'm even listening to his rude ass" I said getting up going to take a shower and getting ready to meet him.
I pulled up to Joys bakery. This was one of our favorite places. I couldn't help but smile remembering the times we shared there. I stepped out seeing him thru the window inside sitting down. I had on a tight cotton black dress showing off my curvy figure. My hair was curly and wild just like he liked it and some red bottoms that brought attention to my ass. I wanted to see just what he was missing. I grabbed my clutch as I walked inside. I headed over to his table as his back faced me. I strutted past him as I took my seat in front of him. He tired to act like he wasn't looking but I could feel him staring me down. He licked his lips as he rubbed his beard. Idk if it was the fact that I hadn't seen him in a week or not but he got even sexier to me. I had to pretend like he didn't look as good as he did. I wanted to kiss him so bad but I played it cool.
"Jason" I said taking off my black aviators resting them on the table.
"Hue" he said looking at me
"You the one who wanted to meet here and talk .....so talk" I said crossing my arms over my chest.
"You miss me don't you" he said as I rolled my eyes and sucked my teeth. He was so cocky.
"Jason I came here so you can apologize to me. If you wanna play games I'm gone" I said seriously to him. I knew he wasn't good with this. He was use anything ass females who played right into his hands but I was not the one. I stood my ground and knew what I wanted. He sighed as he took his hand rubbing it down his face.
"I'm waiting" I said tapping my pink manicured nails on the table.
"Look Hue. I'm sorry okay. I should've asked you instead of getting mad at you. I was wrong okay" he said trying to grab my hand as I pulled it back.
"That's it" I said raising my newly arched eyebrow staring at him
"I mean what else you want me to say. I said I'm sorry" he said blowing his breath.
"How about that you actually trust me. And that you will believe me when I tell you the truth and not question me when you know I'm in love with you and only you" I said back
"I trust you beautiful. I'm really sorry okay. Imma work on my shit and I know that you mines" he said as I took his hand interlocking it with mines over the table. His face lit up from me just touching him.
"I love you baby. I will never try and play you. I don't want any other man in this world but you Jason Vince Thomas" I said as he smiled. He loved hearing me say that to him.
"I love you too Hue Lyn Jackson"  he said returning my smile. I missed him so much.
"You look nice handsome today by the way" I said as we got up ready to leave.
"Thank you beautiful but why you wearing that tight ass dress out here. Got all these niggas lookin at your ass" he said as I laughed.
"What you don't like it J" I said to him as he leaned me against his car.
"Hell yeah I like it. You look sexy as shit. Got me all ready to tear your ass up" he said snaking his hand up my dress as I bit my lip.
"Your car or mines" I asked as he laughed. I wanted him so bad.
"Mines. Get in the back seat" he said opening the door for me. We didn't have the perfect relationship but as time went on we understood each other's likes and dislikes. Jason was stubborn at times but he saw his wrongs. He was man enough to actually admit it and fix it. I adored him and knew he always wanted me happy.
End of flashback........
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I finished my morning run as I got back to my door. I ran every morning to get back in shape from my pregnancy. I had Haley a month ago and already lost more than half of the weight I gained with her. My body bounced back nicely and I was so glad. I opened my door as I removed my earphones from my ears laying them on the front table by the entrance. I heard noise comings from the kitchen. I walked around the corner as I saw what made my heart melt.
"Old  McDonald had a from e-I-e-I -o and on his farm he hand a" Jason sang shirtless with Harley as she sat on the counter in just a pull up. He held Haley in his arms while cooking breakfast. Jason had a spoon in his hand as a mic while Harley had my whisk to her mouth like she was a singer. I stood in the corner trying hard not to laugh. They looked so cute. Jason was definitely a soft daddy.
"A doggie da da" Harley said to him as they began to bark. I covered my mouth laughing. They ended the song as I clapped.
"Good job angel. You sound better than daddy" I said smiling as I picked her up kissing her. Jason laughed as he finished cooking.
"Da da funny ma ma" Harley said as we both laughed. He kept us all entertained.
"Thanks princess. At least someone sees my talent around here" he said laughing. Haley looked around hearing my voice as she started to cry. Haley was a mommy's girl. Every time I came in the room she would cry and scream until I showed her some attention. She loved her daddy too but she was more attached to me than Harley was at her age.
"Awwww mommy's right here baby" I washed my hands before taking her from Jason. "I'm never leaving my baby"I said holding her in front of me as I kissed her over and over. She sucked her tongue and over as she whined out.
"Baby hungry ma ma" Harley said to me as I laughed. She was everyone's parent in her mind.
"That's right angel. Your so smart" I said as she smiled. I swear she was gonna be self centered cause whenever we gave her a compliment she just beamed and ate it up. I sat at the table as I nursed Haley. Jason fed Harley as he gave me my breakfast. Eggs bacon and fruit.
"You looking good baby" he said as I smiled at him. I winked at him across the room. He knew how hard I worked out to get my body right for him.
"Thank you J" I said as he winked back at me. We had this bond that no one could break.
"Imma go put her down for a nap then shower. How about you get something to keep Harley busy and meet me in the bathroom" I said as he bit his lip
"Me come ma ma me" Harley said as we both laughed.
"Angel it's just for daddy. Member mommy told you that mommy and daddy have big people time." She nodded her head yes at me. I explained to her that me and Jason had stuff to do that only mommy and daddies do. I never wanted to lie to my daughters but some things were left better unsaid until she got old enough to understand. She had no idea I meant sex anyway. I wanted her little mind to stay as innocent for as long as possible. Of course she saw me and Jason hug and kiss on one other but to me it was us displaying our love. It was no harm in that. I wanted her to see love from us first. The right way.
"After mommy is done with her shower. How about we make some cookies" I said as she got excited. She loved baking with me and enjoyed eating them even better.
"Okay ma ma" she said as I kissed her cheek. "Give your sister a kiss angel" I said as kneeled down some so she could reach her.  She kissed her little face as I can walked over to Jason.
"Don't keep me waiting too long sexy" I whispered to him as I kissed his lips. He watched me walked away staring me down. I knew he was looking at my ass. As he always did.
"Ummm Princess how about I turn on a movie for you .....anyone" Jason said as I heard him on my way upstairs. I laughed at the anticipation in his voice. Haley was now sleeping and I laid her in her bouncer to keep her sleeping. I left the door cracked as I went to the bathroom. I took off my workout clothes throwing them in the basket. I turned the shower on letting hot water flow out steaming up the bathroom. I stepped in as I let it run all over me. Hair and all.
"Mmmm .....look at that ass" I heard Jason say behide me as I giggled. I turned around as he stood there naked.
"Get over here" I said pulling him close to me as he kicked the shower door close. I kissed his lips passionately as he backed me up into the corner. The water jets hit us both creating more steam inside the shower.
"How much time you think we got" he said kissing down my body. It was only so long Haley would stay sleep and Harley would sit still watching her movie before she came looking for us.
"20 minutes tops" I said as he got on his knees in front of me ready to devour me.
"We'll let's started. I got some work to do" he said as he begin his damage. No matter what life had for us. I knew we would always have each other. We made time for us despite the kids.  That was still so important to me. I would never get tired of this.