Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 53: Its Our Anniversary

Today was me and Jason's one year anniversary of being married. I was so excited to see him and spend this special day with him.
"Mrs H you have a delivery. They are beautiful" Jackie said walking into my office with a huge bouquet of roses. I knew they were from my baby.
"Thank you sweetie. Just put them right here" I said making room for them on my desk. Jackie left closing the door as I read the note.

To my beautiful wife,
A year ago I married the most beautiful woman in the world. She has 2 of my gorgeous princesses and she loves me unconditionally. I can't wait to see you tonight and show you how much you still mean to me.
Love your baby, Jason

My cheeks were almost red from all the smiling I was doing. He was so sweet. I dialed his number on my phone so I could thank him.
"What's up sexy" he answered into the phone
"Your the sweetest husband in the world" I said to him. He laughed knowing what I was talking about.
"You like them" he was so thoughtful
"Yes baby thank you. I love them" I said playing with the pedals
"What time you coming home" he asked as I sighed.
"I have 2 more meeting so maybe around 8" I wanted to leave right now to be with him. I had an event earlier and we didn't get a chance to see each other this morning. He was sleeping when I left and I didn't wanna wake him.
"Aight. I'm taking the girls to my mother now and then go home." He said as I pouted.
"Why you takin my babies. I wanna see them J" I whined. I loved seeing both my babies after a long day a work. It eased my mind.
"Cause I don't them to hear what Imma do to their mother tonight" he said turning me on.
"Oh really" I said swinging around in my comfy office chair
"Yep. But go head back to work. I'll see you later sexy" he said ending our call
"Okay I love you J" I said still smiling. Whenever he was around or he was on the phone, I always smiled hard as hell.
"I love you more" I hung up ready to get done with these meetings so I could get home to Jason.
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Flashback....
Today was me and Lamar's 5 year anniversary together. Lamar was the only real boyfriend I ever had so I treated him like I thought a woman should treat a man. I did everything for him and even though I didn't always get a thank you or expression of gratitude I still did it anyway. Lamar gave me some sort of love and I never had any in my life. I was gonna get what I could get. Better to have then not at all right.
I cooked his dinner as my phone rang off the hook.
"Hello" I said with my hands full
"Are you Hue" a woman's voice said over the phone.
"Who is this" I was not about to tell some stranger my name if they didn't already know it.
"I'm Lamar's girlfriend" she said as I dropped my spoon. Now I knew Lamar cheated but it was easier on me when it wasn't in my face. As long as it didn't come to my attention I kinda ignored it.
"Sweetheart if he's your boyfriend why you callin me" I said not letting her get under my skin like he clearly thought.
"I just wanted to let you know. He said you and him was done but I still see your number in his phone. I'm not trying to start any drama" she knew damn well what she was doing. That's exactly why I didn't fuck with females in the first place.
"Are you done cause if you want him he's all yours boo. So have a good night and don't call my phone again" I was tired of arguing with random bitches over Lamar. He made our relationship seem like he was doing me a favor and he was just my friend. He was sweet and romantic one minute and then the next he was a whole other person. I was sick of his games lies and cheating ass ways. Just as I got off the phone Lamar came thru the door. Late as usual with a bunch of his friends.
"What's good baby" he said smacking ass right in front of them. I hated when he did that around these random ass niggas.
"Lamar why do you have all these people in my house" I said annoyed. He was on thin ice with me.
"First off this my house don't get it twisted and I can bring whoever I want in here Hue." He clearly forget what today was but I was gonna ask just for the hell of it.
"Lamar what is today?" I asked as he screwed his face up. It didn't take a genius to see that he had no idea.
"Hue idk Friday" he said shrugging his shoulders like I said something dumb.
"You know what fuck it. Today was our anniversary but since you don't care I don't care either" it hurt day after day to watch someone who you once was in love with just act like you had no value or significance to them at all.
"Why you so damn sensitive. Shit I forgot okay ain't a big deal. Damn that's why I hate coming home cause you always bitchin about shit" I stood there shaking my head. He had some nerve.
"Lamar you don't come home cause you too busy fucking other bitches. Like one who just called saying you told her we broke up" I said as his friends laughed. Idk what was funny but I didn't find a damn thing funny. I was hurt and all him and his friends could do was laugh.
"Get out my house" I yelled to them. They didn't even move. "Are yall deaf" I said as they all looked at Lamar.
"It's cool yall. Just go wait outside. She trippin. I'll be out there once I handle this" he was pissing me off. One of our biggest issues was that he never respected me and he never made his friends show me one shred of it. If he didn't respect me than why would they.
"Hue fix your fucking attitude. This my house and you not goin be disrespecting my boys" he was on one! I tapped my nails on the counter over and over as my blood was boiling.
"Lamar what about me. Fuck me right. They can be disrespectful and I'm pose to just shut up"I was so tired of this drama it was non stop and I was getting drained from this whole relationship.
"Aye shut the fuck up! I'm so tired of your damn mouth" he said getting in my face
"I wish you would hit me Lamar. Please" I said ready to fight. He always stepped to me like he wanted to fight but never did shit. I pushed him as he sucked his teeth. "Yeah you ain't crazy" I said trying to relax. I was so upset
"Look ain't nobody tell you to do all this shit and then get mad cause I forgot about a stupid date. I'm still with you ain't that enough" he said flipping it
"No it's not. You barely home and when you are you pay me no attention. I wanted today to just be good for us. Like it use to be" I craved the feelin of true love. I begged Lamar to love me sometimes and I felt like he could care less.
"Hue look at yourself. You sit home all day and eat. Why you think we don't have sex as often anymore? Yes I'm never home but what you doing to make me wanna be here with you. Shit." He spat out. That hit me like a ton of bricks. He knew I was extremely self conscious and I hated my body. He never wanted me to do anything so I stayed home for him. He knew that would break me down.
"Lamar don't go there" I said holding back my tears. He was supposed to make me feel beautiful but instead he tore me down every chance he got.
"We'll somebody got to tell you. That shit ain't cute. I let it slide cause the shit that was goin on with your folks but get the fuck over it. You too old to be cryin over that shit. It's sickening" he said throwing shot after shot at me. I tired to be strong as best as I can but I was human. I had feelings and I was no ones punching bag.
"Fuck you Lamar. I'm so glad I never had your baby" I screamed at him.
"Oh don't go there cause me and you both know that you can't carry a child to save your life. So don't turn it on me." My heart broke in pieces. I stood there in shock. That was a touchy subject for me and I thought he at least had compassion for me when it came to that. "Nothing to say now huh. Now I know how to shut your naggin ass up " he said walking towards the door. "Oh and Hue....happy anniversary" he said as he slammed the door. I cried falling on to the floor. How did I end up with such a horrible life. Every time I thought I was going in the right direction something always went wrong. I did nothing but love Lamar. I was everything he asked me to be and it was never enough. It was always something. My body my attitude my mouth my cookin my not being able to conceive the list went on. I was so done with being be littlest and blamed for everything. This couldn't be what love was about. Idk if I ever was gonna find true love that I deserved but this right here wasn't it. I would rather start over or be alone. Forever!
End of flashback.........
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I got home as fast as I could to be with Jason. I was so excited to just see him. I didn't need flowers rings watches clothes shoes or a purse. I wanted to be with him and only him. I locked my car door as I entered the house. Downstairs was dark but I saw flicking lights going upstairs. I walked upstairs as the lights got more visible. I entered our bathroom seeing Jason sitting on the sink with a rose in his hand. I couldn't help but smile.
"Hey beautiful" he said as I walked over to him. This man was my angel. He was what I searched for but never could find on my own. God sent Jason to me. It was no other explanation.
"Hey baby" I said standing in front of him. I lost my thoughts when I looked into his eyes.
"Happy anniversary" he said handing me the roses kissing my cheek
"Thank you. Happy anniversary to you" I said smiling at him twirling the rose in my hands. I felt butterflies all over.
"Let me get you out those clothes. I ran you a bath baby" I saw the bubble bath with rose petals on top. It was filled to the top. He unbuttoned my shirt laying it on the floor as he unzipped my skirt. He took his time being gentle with me. He unhooked my bra throwing it on the door and pulled my panties off leaving me naked. He took my hand helping my step in our over size tub. I relaxed instantly as the hot steamy water hit my skin. As I closed my eyes I heard our song playing and blushed hard. Jason never missed a beat.
"You not joining me" I said looking at him as he sat back on the sink.
"Nah I did this for you. I'm good baby" I wanted to share this with him.
"But I can't enjoy this without you" I said as he bit his lip at me. This man made me so weak. He stood up pulling his shirt over his head first then his pulled his sweatpants and boxers off as I watched him the whole time. He was all I needed.
"Sit up some" he said positioning himself behide. He got in pulling me into him. This felt so good. I laid my head back in his chest as he wrapped his hands around me as we held hands. We sat there taking everything in. It was no place in the world I would rather be than in his arms.
"I love you" he whispered in my ear. I never got tired of hearing that. It felt like the first time every time those words left his lips. I was about to respond as he spoke again. "I don't want you to answer just listen and relax" he said in my ear as I nodded my head yes. "Close your eyes baby" he said as I obeyed him.
"I love you more than anything in this world Hue. I know I say it all the time but I truly mean it. Sometimes I get speechless around you cause I can't even think straight. Baby the day we got married was the best day of my life. You took me for me. You never ask me to change or make me be someone who I'm not. I was scared to fall in love but Hue you made me realize that I can't live my life without you in it. Your so special and it's nothing I won't do for you. You gave me everything I could imagine. My Daughters who I love till my last breath. You gave me this type of love that I would never ever find no matter how hard and far I look. Baby your my everything and I wanna make you happy for more years until we die together. Your my forever" with each word more tears came falling down my eyes. Even though they were closed the tears steamed like no other. His words meant so much. I let go of his hands as I faced him staring in his eyes. How did I get this lucky?....
"I been waiting my whole life for you Jason. What took you so long" I said softly gazing into his eyes.
"You wasn't ready for me yet. And I wasn't ready to understand how much you would mean to me." He said back to me
"I'm so in love with you It hurts. Not a minute that passes that I don't think about you. I've been hurt all my life and treated like I was nothing but Jason..." I broke down right in front of him. It was so many emotions goin thru my body at this point.
"It's okay beautiful. Take your time" he said stroking my face. He was my peace
"Jason you never judge me or criticize me like I'm use too. everyday I'm amazed that you still love me the same as you did the the day before. I thought nobody was ever gonna love me until my angel came. Jason I would give everything up for you. Nothing matters more than our love. I love you so much baby and I'm glad I married you. If I had to do it all over again I would pick you every time" he wiped my tears as he stood up bringing me along with him. He stepped out the tub and picked me up walking to our bed. He laid me down as he hovered over me.
"Can I make love to you tonight" he said looking me dead in the eye making my heart beat faster.
"Yes baby" I said back as he laid on top of me. We kissed slowly and passionately. Our tongues were making love to one another as we held each other tight. Kissing for us was magical. It was no greater feeling than when his soft full lips connected with mines. He broke our kiss wrapping my legs around his waist.
"Your so beautiful" he whispered to me as he slowly entered me. Just that first stroke alone had me in heaven. He stroked inside me nice and slow. I ran my hands up and down his back as he whispered sweet things in my ear. I was in total bliss. I kissed his neck as he laid on top of me giving me so much pleasure.
"Mmmmm baby I love you" I moaned out to him as he went deeper
"Shhhhh beautiful." He said kissing me softly. He kissed my lips over and over as I bit his bottom lip. He was so sexy. Our love and passion grew more every hour of the day. I never felt love like this before. I started to cry as he went at a steady pace. His stare made my heart skip a beat.
"Stop cryin baby. I'm right here. I'm never leaving you" he kissed my tears away as I closed my eyes. The amount of pleasure I was feeling was euphoric. He kept he rhythm as I moaned softly in his ear. I pushed him off me as I climbed on top of him. I sat down on his extremely hard penis letting him ease inside me. I bit my lip riding him slowly and hard. I was grinding my hips against him with my hands in his muscular chest. He threw his head back grunting non stop.
"Damn baby you feel so good" he said squeezing and caressing my ass. I loved pleasing him. He always enjoyed everything I did to me. I took one of his hands and placed it in my breast. He massaged my breast gently as I moaned feeling his hands.
"That's what you like baby" he said as he used both hands. His hands were doing wonders. I ran my hands thru my hair riding him non stop. I kept my speed not rushing it. Neither one of us wanted this to end.
"Say you love me" he said grabbing a hold of my hips pushing up against me. He took me off guard cause all I could do was moan out for him. "I need to hear you tell me baby" He said going harder. He was killing me softly.
"I love you baby. I love you so much." I screamed out to him.
"That's what I need" he said resting his lips on mines. I held his face as he held mines. We didn't kiss we just sat there staring in each other's eyes as we reached our climax. I fell on top of him as he laid back releasing himself deep inside me. He played in my hair as I kissed his smooth chest.
"Jason" I said catching my breath snuggling closer to his chest
"Yes beautiful"
"Thank you for being the one man who appreciates me. I owe you my life baby" he just laughed rubbing on me.
"Hue you don't owe me anything. Baby I think we even" he said causing me to smile.
"Well how about I break the tie" I got up crawling into his lap. "That is if you want it to be broken"' I said stroking his erection. He never got tired.
"Break it baby. Break it" he said pushing my hair out the way. We was gonna celebrate each other all night. Every way possible.........