Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 80: Repair My Broken Heart....

"Mmmm give me another one" Jason said as we laid in bed. It was early in the morning and everyone was still sleep. I just wanted to get my mind off my grandmother and relax.
"Muahhh" I gave him another kiss as he felt all over my body.
"You know how I get in the morning" he said putting my hands on his boxers. I definitely was well acquainted with his morning routine.
"There he is" I said finding my way in his boxers feeling his wide awake erection.
"He need attention. He missed you last night" he said as I laughed. If it wasn't for my grandmother I would've tended to his needs but she killed my vibe completely last night.
"I'm sorry baby. How can I make it up to you" I kissed his neck stroking him nice and slow.
"Mmmm this a good start." He caressed my ass while I pleased him. I was so ready to have him inside me. I needed it. I pulled his boxers off making my place on top of him.
"That's what you want sexy" he said as I started to ride him. I got my rhythm when we heard tiny knocks on the door.
"Da da da da!!" They said trying to open the door as I put my face in his chest.
"Daddy be out in minute. Go back to your room princess" he said kissing my cheek. "Come on baby we can finish" he rubbed my back as I started back grinding my hips on him. He felt so good inside me. I threw my head back as he pushed against me.
"Ma ma me hungry" was all I heard on the other side of the door. They knocked non stop as I finally got up from Jason.
"Beautiful why you stop." He said laying there with his extremely visible erection still there.
"Jason they're not going to stop until one of comes out. So I'll go and make breakfast." I loved my babies to death but sometimes when me and Jason tried to get it in, it was like they had a radar. It was funny after the fact but me not getting any last night and none this morning was not a good way for me to start my day.
"I'll help you then" he got himself dressed as we opened the door. Soon as the door opened there was our babies bright eyed and hyper as ever. I couldn't help but laugh.
"I should get yall for disturbing mommy and daddy's time this morning" Jason said as he picked them both up. They kissed him just giggling
"Ma ma and da da play" Harley said as I shook my head.
"Ummmm something like that princess" he said as I smacked him laughing. They went to watch TV as I made them breakfast. Thankfully my grandmother was still in her room.
"How many eggs you want beautiful" Jason said as I made the bacon and French toast.
"Just enough for me you and the girls" I said as he laughed.
"What about your grandmother" he said to me
"We have cereal and toast she can have." I said laughing to myself
"Hue stop" he said shaking his head laughing with me. "Be nice" he said as I threw my hands up.
"Okay I'll try." I just hoped her attitude was better today because I could easily match hers.
"That's a good girl" Jason said coming behind me. He pressed his penis on my back side as I got weak.
"What do good girls get" I said reaching behind me caressing his face.
"Daddy goin show you" he put his hand under neath my robe as he rubbed my throbbing center. "Damn you wett as shit. Making me hard as fuck" he said in my ear. I loved hearing what I did to him. It was a turn on. The girls were so into the TV they wouldn't notice if we just snuck away for a little way.
"Come with me handsome" I grabbed him by the shirt as we kissed sensually. I lead him in the laundry room as he opened my robe. We were both horny and needed to just release ourselves. I shut the door gently as he pulled off his boxers. Soon as we were about to get it started I heard something move by the dyer.
"You don't got no clean towels" was all I heard as I jumped. My grandmother who I thought was in her room was in the laundry room. I didn't even see her at first.
"Shit" Jason said to himself as he pulled his boxers back on quickly. I was so frustrated and annoyed. Just seeing her turned me totally off.
"Why are you in here. I put everything you need in your room." I said taking a deep breath. This my our only place to get away and she was in here ruining it for me.
"Well I need another towel little girl." She was testing my patience. I was horny and hormonal. This was not a good combination.
"Okay last time I checked I was a grown ass-"
"Ms. Sims I'll get you a fresh towel. Just go head back to your room and I'll be right up okay" Jason said stepping  in trying to defuse the situation before it got ugly. I was a ticking time bomb.
"Thank you sweetheart. Just so sweet" she said flashing him a smile as she walked out. I wanted to push her old ass so bad but I contained my composure. Jason looked at me as I caught his eye.
"You want me to ummm" I didn't want to hear anything he had to say. My morning was ruined.
"Get out Jason." I said calming myself down. I wanted to be alone. He caught the hint and left as I counted to 10 a million times. I couldn't be myself in my own home and I was getting so fed up. I know it wasn't Jason's fault but I had to take it out on somebody. I felt bad that it was him. I finally came out the room and finished breakfast. Jason went to take a shower as we ate in silence the entire time. Thank goodness my angels could talk cause they everything less tense.
"I'll be back beautiful" Jason came down the stairs dressed as I panicked.
"Where the hell you going. Your not going to leave me in here with her" I said as he pulled me to the side in private.
"Baby I got to go get my car tuned up. I been told you that" he said as I forget.
"Well I'll go with you. I can get the girls dressed and we can go together" I said desperately
"Beautiful I got 15 minutes to be there and that's not enough time for you to get dressed. I know you" he said stroking my hair.
"Jasonnn" I whined pulling at his shirt. She liked him anyway so he should just stay. Not me.
"Beautiful stop. I won't be long okay. Yall can get along till I get back. I know it" he was so optimistic.
"But baby I'm horny, pregnant and I have zero patience for her. That's nothing but trouble J" I really didn't wanna be left with her. Period
"I tell you what. I can solve one of your problems when I get back. I'll make sure nobody interrupts us." He said as I rolled my eyes. That damn near impossible with her around she caught us twice already.
"Whatever Jason. Good bye" I started to walk away as he grabbed me back.
"This how you get when I don't give you no dick." He always knew what to say to make me laugh
"Yes I have a huge attitude" I said back smiling at him.
"I gotta fix that. You goin mess around and get spanked acting like that" he said with his deep voice. I didn't need this right now. My sex drive was on 100 right now.
"Spank me now" I said in his ear as he smacked my ass hard. That was a turn on for me "mmmmm daddy you can't leave me like this" I begged as he bit his lip palming my ass.
"I don't want to but I gotta go. Soon as I get home you all mines. I promise" he said as I pouted.
"Tell daddy you love him" he said holding me tight
"I love you so much" I kissed him as he kissed me back
"I love you more. Remember what I said. Be nice" he said as I flashed him a innocent smile
"I'm always nice" I said as he opened the door laughing
"Yeah I don't say shit for no reason sexy" he said leaving. I loved him so much cause he always kept me calm and level headed. As much peace and serenity I brought to him. He did the same for me. I shut the door as I walked back into the kitchen as her eyes pierced the side of my face.
"Is there something I can help you with" I said looking at her as I sat down to finish my food.
"I bet he can't wait to just get away from you" now I know I said I was going to be nice but she started it so I was going to finish it.
"Oh I'm sorry. I would say the same about your man but damn you could never keep one" I said to her as she swallowed hard. My grandmother was always moving from man to man and they never wanted to stay for long periods of time. I could only guess why not.
"You know your a disrespectful little bitch. Just like your mother" she said as I chuckled.
"Bad word ma ma" Harley said as she and her sister ate. I let them go upstairs so they didn't hear anything else. They were innocent so I never wanted them around arguments and anything negative.
"I'm the same disrespectful bitch who paid for your house you didn't know about. I'm the same disrespectful bitch who sent you money when you didn't have it. But I guess you didn't know that either. Oh and how about I'm the same disrespectful bitch who has you in her house helping you out when nobody in your own family wanted to. Why is it that nobody in the same state you live in wanted to help you so you had to fly 6 hours just so little old me can do it. Tell me that Debra" I said staring at her firmly.
"Know I see why your mother hates you. You throw everything in our damn faces like you God. So what you helped me. You want an award or something." She said as I was fuming.
"I don't throw nothing in nobody's face but I would like a thank you every once and awhile. I would like to be treated like a human instead of being outcasted for making a better life for myself. You and my mother treated me like shit all my life and you want me to be respectful to you. Grandmother or not it's never happening" I said standing my ground
"You know why I don't like you. Why I hate you. Why I get sick whenever I see you and why I want to destroy everything you touch" she said as I felt my blood boil "it's cause you took away what I wanted be. My mother failed me just like I failed your mother and how she failed you. The day she told me she was pregnant with you I wanted to keep you. Me!! I wanted to be your mother so I could right all my wrongs" I was so shocked hearing her say that. I never ever heard this before.
"Stop lying! You didn't even like me when I was younger so how did you want to be my mother" I asked skeptical of her.
"Your mother was my only child. She let her life be ran by men drugs and alcohol. She never treated me like her mother. She hated me and reminded me of that everyday. I wanted to be a mother so bad that I slept with a strangers just to get pregnant. I wanted her all to myself. From the day she was born she came out hating me. She cried whenever I held her she told people I abused her and she ran way every other day. Yes I beat her when she did wrong but she was all I ever had. How would you feel if one of them babies just turned on you for no reason. I birthed her and she broke my heart. My mother sold me to a man for a ounce of cocaine when I was 5. She could care less about me. So I promised myself when I have a baby I would love her and cherish her." This was all new information to me. I was mind blown
"I understand that but why was I treated like trash if you wanted something to love. I saw you hand full of times when I younger and you seemed like you never liked me" I wanted to end this hate fest for good.
"I came to the hospital when she had you. I use to baby sit all the time when you was a baby. We was like glue when you was tiny. When you was just 3 years old I told you that I was gonna run away and take you from her. You told her and she told the police I kidnapped you and had a restraining order placed on me. I hated you because you ruined my chances of being happy. Whenever I would see you I got angry because it was her with you not me. I felt like if you wouldn't ever told her I would be happy and fulfilled. You was the closest thing I ever had to love and it just was stolen from me. That's why I hated you for all these years. I wanted you for myself" she said as she broke down. My body froze cause I don't even remember this. All I member was the bad and I had no idea she was holding a grudge with me from when I was 3. I never knew she felt like that.
"Grandma I didn't know any of this" I said speechless. Maybe my life would've been better if she would've just took me. I thought she was evil but she was just hurt. I saw it so clear now
"It don't matter now cause you can't even stand me. After tomorrow I'll be out your hair" she got up wiping her eyes as I stopped her.
"Can I have a hug" I said as she looked at me crazy. I felt like I was part to blame for this as well and it had been years of hate and unhappiness. All over a misunderstanding. She should've told me this years ago and I should've been more opened minded to her. This had to stop now.
"Hue move out my damn way. Just cause I told you that don't mean nothing." She was so stubborn and afraid to just let her heart be open.
"Grandma I don't hate you." I grabbed her hand as she let tears fall from her eyes.
"Well you should. I was mean and nasty to you. Nobody ever loved me and I don't need it now. So it's alright" she was so use to being rejected and abused like me that she didn't wanna face anything that felt like love. I loved her and we could definitely mend this.
"I want to love you grandma. I have no one but my husband and kids to love but I use to cry for someone in my family to love me. Let me be to you what those little girls are to me. It's not to late." I held her hand as she stood there. She finally grabbed me close as I cried in her chest.
"Hue you was my baby ever since I laid my owns on you. I was your mommy and I took good care of you. I'm sorry for the years we lost okay" she said as we embraced. This felt so good. It was like years and years of pain was fading. It was unreal.
"I love you grandma" I said as he kissed my forehead
"I never stopped loving you. I was just hurt. Forgive me" she asked as I faced her.
"I forgive you. Forgive me for not knowing your pain" I replied as she shook her head.
"I forgive you baby" she said as we hugged again. Never in a million years did I see this coming. I was thankful to God for healing our relationship. All these years I felt like it was my mothers job to love me when I had it all along with her. This was a miracle.
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"Oh and this was me on my wedding day grandma. I was so happy" I said as we sat on the sofa looking thru pictures.
"Was you pregnant baby?" she said looking at the picture closely. I busted out laughing.
"Yes. How did you know that" I said amazed that she could figure that out. I wasn't even showing.
"When I was pregnant with your mother my face got that look to it. Idk how to explain it but I see in there with you. Your absolutely gorgeous Hue" she said to me. This was a first.
"Thank you." I said blushing hard. It felt nice to be in this moment.
"You have the most precious babies and I adore them." I beamed with pride.
"Well they look like their father. I just carried them" I laughed closing my wedding album
"How did you and Jason meet. He is an amazing man" I was blushing so hard.
"Well I went thru a horrible relationship about 2 years before we met. I wanted to start over and wait on God to send me someone and one day I was in the grocery store and bam there he was looking fine as hell" I said as she said laughed. "We didn't say too much to each but a couple months later I saw him again and we exchanged numbers. We became really good friends and one thing lead to another and here Iam with 3 kids and him as my husband. Grandma I love him more than anything in this world. He is my best friend. We pray together we joke together we go through a lot but he is always right here next to me. I can't get enough of him" I spoke from my heart as she nodded.
"I can tell he loves you very much. You deserve a good man and I know he is for you." Soon as she said that he came through the door making me blush.
"Every thing okay" he came in looking at us like we had 12 heads.
"Yes baby were good. We talked something's out and it's fine" I said as he sat next to me.
"I'm glad. I felt like yall was goin kill each other" he said as we all laughed
"We worked it out" she said getting up.
"Where you going grandma" I said to her. I still wanted to spend more time with her.
"Imma let you and your husband talk. I'll keep my great grandkids some company" she went up the stairs as I turned my attention to Jason
"Idk how that happened but I'm glad it did. You look happier" he said stroking my cheek
"Thank you for talking me into this. I would've never fixed it if she didn't come." He was the one who told me to just give it a chance and I'm so glad I listened.
"Nah you did all the work" he kissed my lips rubbing my stomach
"I got some work for you" I said unbuckling his pants.
"Hard work huh baby" he said as I pulled his pants off. We have been dying for each other all day.
"HmmMmmm." It was quiet upstairs which meant they was taking a nap. It was about that time anyway. I stood up undressing in front of him as he bit his lip.
"I'm a lucky nigga" he said as I let my hair down. "Come here now" he said pulling me on the couch with him. We kissed roughly as he pulled my hair some. His control was so attractive during sex.
"You know you still goin get punished right" he said rubbing between my legs.
"But I did what you said daddy" I kissed his neck as he pushed his fingers inside me. I gasped holding on to him
"What I say" he said picking me up heading to our spot. I wrapped my legs around him tight
"You the boss" I said as he kicked the door shut. He placed me on the machine as I held his face.
"Thank you for never leaving my side baby." No matter what Jason saw the good in me and never judged me. He made sure he had my best interest even when I fought him on it. That was love.
"Didn't I always say Imma have your back and take care of you beautiful" he said rubbing my thigh.
"Yes Jason" I knew he would always be mine.
"Okay then. Stop thanking me. Now let me do my job" he grabbed my legs pushing them apart as I got excited.
"Be my guess" i know my morning was shaky but I would do it all over again just to have this outcome. Nothing compared to how I was feeling right now. I even wanted her to stay longer but that was another conversation for another day. Love was the answer to everything.