Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 11:Good Things Come To Those Who Wait

"Ok Miss Jackson the doctor will be in shortly with your results. Anything I can get you" the nurse asked me as I covered myself sitting up from the exam table.
"No I'm ok thank you" I said as she walked out closing the door. I have been getting test done and checked out for about an hour. I had so many thoughts going through my mind and prayed I would hear some good news.
"How you feel beautiful" Jason said sitting right next to placing his hand my knee.
"Baby I'm nervous. I thought I pushed my nerves to the side but idk" I said looking down at the floor
"Its goin be ok baby I promise." He said to me giving me a kiss calming me. I was so glad he came because I couldn't get through it with out him.
"Knock, knock" the doctor said opening the door "hello my name is Dr. Adams and I'll be your fertility specialist and go over your results today" she said shaking my hand.
"Nice to meet you Im Hue Jackson and this is my boyfriend Jason Thomas" I said introducing us as she shook his hand and sitting down.
"Ok so Ms. Jackson I understand that you'll trying to have baby but having some complications from damage to your ovaries" she asked looking up from her files
"Yes ma'am. I was about 22 when I had to get surgery and I have a lot of scar tissue from it adding to my issues." I informed her
"Ok and do you experience any pain in your abdomen"
"Just minor cramps nothing too painful" I was getting anxiety with every question as she just noted everything I was saying
"Ok so I looked over and reviewed you test and it showed a lot." I swallowed hard as Jason grabbed my hand
"Your results show that you still have some good scar tissue around your ovaries but looking at charts from your surgery a couple years ago I definitely see improvement. If you look here" she said taking out my old charts pointing "your ovaries had a tear in the mid area but the scan today if you see the tear has almost healed itself" I couldn't even speak
"So what does that means" Jason asked noticing my silence
"Well Mr. Thomas that means go home a make a baby cause it's possible" I felt tears just falling down my cheeks. I never thought I would hear those words
"Now it might not be easy but I will prescribe some hormone pills to take twice a day every other day. Those will be essential to include those in your day. Keep hydrated and refill once you get down to 4 pills." She instructed as she give me the prescription and left as we thanked her.
"Baby you hear that. You goin have my baby" Jason said kissing my forehead and wiping my tears. I just nodded I was so grateful and thanked God.
"I love you more than anything Jason" As I kissed him over and over again
"I love you too baby. Let's get out of here and go home to make a baby all night" Jason said helping me off the exam table and kissing me. I couldn't be happier
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6 months later.
"Baby... Baby" I heard Jason say in my sleep. We had moved in together and been trying hard to have a baby. No luck. What was worse was that my hormone pills drove me crazy. I was always moody and tired. I had gained some weight cause of them and hated what they were doing to my body. My doctor said it was a normal side effect but I felt terrible. Lately they me nauseous and in a bad mood. Jason and I argued more than usual well I did the arguing. I was always in a bad mood and took it out on him. I ignored him trying to fall back asleep as he got dressed for work
"Baby" he said tapping my arm waking me up
"What Jason" I said clearly annoyed that he woke me up. It was already hard enough for me to fall asleep but staying asleep was another story.
"Where is my gray shirt with the blue words on it" he asked looking in the closet
"Seriously" I said as threw I the covers off me only in my bra and panties heading to the closet. I pushed past him and grabbed his shirt hanging right on the rod. "Here" I handed it to him and getting back in bed. He just shook his head I knew I shouldn't be like that with him but with these pills and no baby I was on the edge.
"Thanks" he said not even arguing putting on his shirt.
"Mmmhmm" I said closing my eyes laying down
"I'm gone" he said as he got his bag for work and walked over to the bed and sat next to me. I turned my back not wanting to be bothered.
"Hue you really acting like that. Man whatever" he said getting up and heading out the door. "I love you" he said closing our bedroom door not even waiting for me to reply. I dosed off to sleep wanting peace and quiet.
4 hours had passed and I was now awake. I couldn't even sleep for too long before running to the bathroom to vomit.
"Shit" I said just barely making it to the toilet. The side effects were killing me. I flushed the toilet and rinsed my mouth as I got back in bed feeling terrible. I grabbed my phone and saw 2 missed calls from Jason. I hit the call button and waited for him to pick up.
"Hello" he said into the phone
"You called me while I was sleep" I said into the phone with no emotion
"I was just checking on you" he said getting an attitude picking up my vibe
"I'm fine" I spat back
"Look you need to fix that damn attitude. You been taking that shit out on me and I ain't feeling it" he said to me clearly fed up
"Jason I ain't do shit to you ok. Stop acting like it" I knew I was dead wrong
"I not acting like nothing. Whatever you ask I do even when you got an attitude and I don't say nothing but soon as I say one thing you blow up. That shit ain't right so stop faking like you innocent." I was getting mad all over again
"You know what Jason that's your problem. You always trying to blame shit on me"
"Man whatever you been trippin for the last couple weeks" he said not even going to back and forth with me anymore "go back to sleep and hopefully you feel better when you wake up" he said disconnecting the call. I was just about to call him back and curse him out for hanging up but I felt a wave of nausea hit me hard as I ran to the bathroom again. I was feed up and was going to do something about it. I showered and got myself together to pay my doctor a visit and give her back those crazy pills.
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I had gotten back from the doctors and felt much better. I really wanted to talk to Jason but he still at work. I knew I needed to apologize for my attitude lately and needed to make things right. I didn't want to lose him at all. I sat on my couch and watched tv until he got home.
The clock read 8:00 as I heard the door knob twist and open. He looked at me as he walked in the door and didn't say a word. I deserved that. I just watched him as he went to the refrigerator and grabbed a bottle of water and took his shirt off. I turned the tv off and directed my attention to him.
"Baby come here" I said to him as he looked confused
"Oh now you wanna be nice to me" he said still in the kitchen.
"I know baby just come here please." I said to him in a sympathetic voice. He fell for it everytime. He came and sat next to me not touching me at all
"Look I'm sorry for how I been acting lately. I really am. I'm wrong for taking my emotions out on you and you didn't deserve it at all. Forgive me baby" I said locking my hands with his giving him pleading eyes.
"I can never be mad at you beautiful but all you gotta do is tell me what's wrong or say I don't wanna be bothered I can take that long as you honest and respectful about it. I understand that you having a hard adjusting to the pills but I'm here for you. Let me do my job and don't shoot me down for trying to help you baby" he said kissing my hands. I fell more in love with him. He always understood my pain and never held anything over my head or against me when I lashed out.
"It won't happen again baby I promise. I hate fighting with you" I said rubbing his stomach which was a habit for me. It calmed me in a weird way.
"Gimme a kiss and I'll think about forgiving you" he said pulling me on his lap
"That's all I gotta do so daddy forgive me" I whispered in his ear softly
"No Imma put you to work tonight" he said putting his hands up my shirt and inside my bra grabbing a hold of my breast making me moan out. We kissed slow and sensual as I almost forgot what I had to tell him.
"Baby before we get something started I have a surprise for you" I said getting up running to get my purse.
"What you got for me beautiful" he said as I fumbled thru my purse looking for an envelope.
"Here" as I handed him the envelop. He just looked at me completely lost.
"What is it" he said holding it in his hand.
"Just open it baby" I watched as he opened it. I couldn't help but smile knowing what was already inside. He pulled out the contents and stood up and paced back and forth examining the paper before asking.
"Is this what I think it is" he said not even looking at me still at the paper.
"Yes baby. That's our baby" I said grinning hard as he grew amazed at the ultrasound
"When... How?!" He asked trying to contain his excitement
"I kept throwing up today and thought it was just the pills as usual so I went to Dr. Adams today to tell her I wanted to stop taking the pills and when she examined me she told me I was 5 weeks pregnant." I said to him who was now smiling ear to ear hard showing his dimples.
"Your carrying my baby right now" he said still in shock as he kneeled down in front of me pulling my shirt up to reveal my small stomach.
"I'm carrying your baby as we speak J" he just started planting small kisses all over my stomach saying I love you. I looked down and rubbed the back of his head and let him have his moment. I was so in love. He stood up and grabbed he in his arms.
"We going to celebrate tonight" he said heading up the stairs kicking the bedroom open.
"I wouldn't have it any other way" I said as I pushed him on the bed climbing on top of him. I took off my shirt and bra and let his mouth roam where ever he pleased.
"Show me how much you love me daddy" I said grabbing the back of his head as he feasted on my breast.
"Hope you up for a long night cause Imma make you know just how much I love you." He said as he went back to work on my body. I felt complete. I got the love of my life and we were finally being blessed with our first child. God definitely was giving me what I always wanted. I wouldn't let anything or anyone get in my way and try to take my joy. Finally............