Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 97: True Love Never Dies..

Beep....beep.... Was all heard as I slowly opened my eyes. I looked around feeling like I was in another world.
"Where am I" I said out loud as I attempted to move. Wrong thing to do.
"Oh my fucking goodness!" I screamed as I felt the worst pain in my life. What happened to me was all that ran through my head. I realized I was in the hospital but why? I sat up little by little when a tall attractive man walked thru my door.
"Beautiful you up? You been sleep for a while" He said as I looked around to see who he was talking too.
"Are you talking to me" I said as he laughed. Damn he was sexy.
"I see you still got your sense of humor baby" he said leaning towards me placing his lips on mines. I damn near lost my mind.
"Get off of me" I said pushing him away. He was attractive don't get me wrong but that didn't give him the right to kiss me. I had no idea where his lips had been or who he was to be in my face like that.
"Beautiful what's wrong?" He said stroking my hair. There he was again touching me.
"Okay my name is Hue first of all 2 Idk who you are and 3rd I think you have the wrong room cause whoever beautiful is ain't in here" I said annoyed to him. I hit the nurse button over and over as I wanted him to just leave me alone.
"I know your name is Hue. Hold up" he screwed his face up as he looked me up and down. "You don't know who Iam" he said finally understanding what I was saying. Now he could go find whoever he was looking for cause it wasn't me.
"Sorry but I don't." I said as his face dropped. The nurse came in the room as I finally got some help.
"Mrs Thomas how are your feeling?" Did she just say Mrs. And who the hell was Thomas.
"It's Ms. Jackson and I would feel better if you helped this gentleman find his girlfriend or whoever he is looking for" I said holding on to my stomach. What did they do to me.
"Excuse me" she said looking just as confused as him. She ran outside and grabbed another woman who came in smiling at me. Hopefully she could help the 2 of them cause I was done.
"Hue how your up honey" she seemed like she knew me but I couldn't remember who she was to save my life.
"Do I know you?" I said trying to be as polite as possible but I was slowly loosing my patience.
"Honey are you feeling okay" she said placing her hands in my forehead. I felt fine other than my lower region but I was starting to think I was in a mental institution instead of a hospital.
"Dr. A she doesn't know who Iam" the man said as he sat on my bed trying to touch me. I snatched away from him rolling my eyes
"Can someone get him away from me. Damn do I have to call security or something" I said getting upset. Everyone kept looking at me like I was crazy.
"Oh my God" the doctor said as she paced back and forth. I was starting to think it was something more going on that I didn't know.
"Jason can we talk outside" she said as he got up. They shut the door as I grew curious. And better yet how did he know my name and who was he. I saw his wallet drop in the bed before he left and I decided to just look inside. 
"Jason Thomas" I said remembering the name Thomas from the nurse calling me that. I looked thru his wallet seeing 3 children who looked exactly like him. He had some gorgeous children. I flipped more and there were pictures of me in every slit. It kinda freaked me out cause I looked different from what I normally did. I closed his wallet and thought to myself.
"Is that my husband" I said to myself trying to connect the dots. I looked at my finger seeing this huge diamond ring on my ring finger as I gasp holding my chest.
"Get the hell outta here" When did I get married. And why didn't I remember my own husband if this was all true. I was knocked out my thoughts as him and the doctor came back in.
"Hue my name is Dr. Adams. Sweetheart yesterday morning you went into surgery and your been recovering since yesterday. You don't remember that" she said as I tired my best to remember but nothing. I had no idea I been in this bed since yesterday. Was I dreaming?
"I don't remember any of that. Last thing I remember is making myself something to eat at my best friends house." I said thinking of Jen.
"So you don't know who Jason is" she asked as I looked hard at him. Nothing happened.
"I have no idea who you are?" I said as he looked like he was about to cry.
"Hue that's your husband" she said as my suspicions were right.
"I'm married to you" I asked paying him close attention. How could I forget something as important as my own husband.
"Yeah beau... I mean Hue. We have 3 kids together. 2 girls Haley and Harley and we just had a son Jae." He had to be mistaken.
"I'm sorry Jason but I can't have children. Are you sure I'm who your married too?" I said staring at him.
"I'm positive. I was saw you pregnant and I watched all 3 of them being pushed by you" he said so convincing. I was a mother. Me. I was at a lost for words. I would give anything to be a mother and I had 3 of my own. I couldn't process this at all.
"Then why can't I remember anything. You. Us being married or me having kids. That's something I would never forget" I said so lost.
"Hue I think your experiencing temporary amnesia. You had surgery and I think the medication given to put you to sleep may have altered your memory. I will do my best to try and figure this out and how it happened. Iam deeply sorry Jason"'she said as I kinda understood what was happening. She walked out after talking to my so called husband. I laid in the bed watching TV as he came back inside with some food.
"I know you hungry so I brought you something" he pulled out some chicken and shrimp pasta with a Caesar salad. How did he know that was my favorite?
"Thanks. This is my favorite" I said loosening up some. If I was married to him I must have been comfortable enough to be around him. I didn't have to be a complete bitch to him.
"I know all your favorite things" he said pouring me some ginger ale. He was right so far. We ate with the TV on as I stared at him the entire time. He was extremely handsome from his chocolate complexion to his beard and good God those tattoos. He was the epitome of what I dreamed of.
"Jason" I said as he looked at me. We locked eyes as I felt something unusual. My heart felt like it was speeding up.
"What's up. You need something" he asked as I felt like a little girl. Something about him made me weak.
"Never mind. I just wanted a napkin" I said lying. I wanted to look at him but I couldn't just out and ask. I would feel awkward. He laughed slightly as I eyes him trying to figure him out.
"Did I say something funny" I said feeling weird.
"Nah I just know when you lying" he said as I got wide eyed. How did he know that just by looking at me.
"Lucky guess but your wrong" I said laughing a little. I just felt so comfortable with him
"You got it beautiful" he said as I blushed. No man as ever called me that. I was kinda in awe of him already and it was not even a whole day of us being around each other. I could only imagine what our marriage was like. It got late as I got sleepy. I carefully got up to use the bathroom so I could sleep peacefully. I held on to the bed as I made it to the floor. I winced out in pain as both my feet moved one in front of the other.
"Beautiful I got you I got you" he said running over to me quickly as I held on to him. He had a good grip on me as he helped me into the bathroom. He let me use the restroom as he waited by the door. I opened the door as he was right there ready to help me. This feeling was so foreign to me. I didn't know men like him even existed anymore. As I grabbed on to his arm he surprisingly pick me up in his arms and carried me back into the bed. I was so shocked.
"You didn't have to do that but thank you Jason" I said kinda glad he did. Walking for me hurt like hell and those few steps were a huge weight off me.
"You don't have to say thank you." He said reaching in a bag pulling out some cream. "Untie your shirt" he said as I grew scared.
"For what" I said getting defensive. I hadn't had the best trust in men and I want about to get naked for him. We weren't that comfortable.
"Relax. It's just your lotion for your stomach. You make me do this every night before you go to sleep" he said as I wondered why.
"I make you put lotion on my stomach? Can't I do it myself" I asked as he laughed.
"I would get smacked if I tell you that. When we had our second daughter your stomach stretched out a lot so you got stretch marks on it. You make me do it cause you blame them on me" he said smiling. I couldn't keep my eyes off him.
"No I didn't" I said laughing. When did I get so comfortable and loving with a man. This was new.
"Yes you did. You'll be surprised at what you make me do everyday"'he said slowly untying my hospital gown. I didn't even fight him.
"Why do you do it?" I asked looking at him gently rub lotion on my skin.
"What. Lotion you?" He asked focused
"No everything I ask" I said wanting to know why he was so attentive and kind to me.
"Simple. Cause I love you more than I love anything in this world. It's nothing I won't do for you" he said as felt like I was melting. He had to be too good to be true. It was no way I had a man like this. No way! I was use to nothing but bad and from the looks of it he was the furtherest thing from it. I cleared my throat not trying to get too deep. This was a lot for me to take in.
"Well thanks again" I said as he tied my shirt back. He fixed my pillows and pulled the sheets over me as I got comfortable. He finished and moved on to fix his own bed on the reclining chair.
"Your sleeping here" I said expecting him to leave me.
"Yeah. You want me to go?" He said as We looked at each other. I wanted to say yes but my heart just wouldn't allow me to. This man had a hold on me and I didn't know why. It was so strong.
"Ummm no it's okay." I said giving him a half smile. I didn't know what was happening but a small apart of me wanted him to be with me.
"If you need anything just wake me up beautiful I love you." He said with a intense stare.
"Okay" I said softly as I turned my head. I must've been in love with him to marry him and have kids with him but I wouldn't just out and say it. I felt like we were still strangers. I laid there with my eyes open in deep thought. Did I really find happiness or was this all a front. Was Jason the man of my dreams or was he like the rest of the men in my life. Good one minute but would hurt and destroy me at the drop of a dime. I just couldn't take that risk.
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It was time to go home and I wanted to get the hell out this hospital. Jason helped me in the car as he drove to what I would see was our home. I was speechless when I saw our home.
"This is where we live?!!" I said looking at this huge house. It was exactly what I dreamed of.
"Yeah. You picked it out" he said running to open my door. I held his hand as we walked slowly to the door.
"It must cost a fortune" I said scanning the outside. I know my business was doing okay but did I do this good. And where did he work. I hope this wasn't drug money cause I was done with men like that.
"You don't know what it cost cause I don't let you pay for nothing" he said as I cleared my ears. I was living here on his expense. Who was he?
"Before I go inside are you a drug dealer or something cause my ex lived that life style and I don't want that anymore" I said as he looked offended.
"I ain't no damn drug dealer. I take care of you and my family from money I make from my business. All my shit legit" he said making me think he was going switch up. Now he was gonna throw his money in my face. This was not what I wanted.
"I can't ask a question damn. You know what I'll help myself inside. Just go" I said crawling into defense mode. I was so use to being this way and I had every right to be. Ain't shit change.
"Beautiful in sorry. This is just new for me and I got frustrated. I ain't mean to take it out on you. I'm sorry" he said as I turned looking at him in disbelief. Did he just say sorry.
"What do you want from me?!" I yelled. No one was this nice. No one cared about me especially enough to say sorry. Never.
"Baby please just come inside okay. I'm trying to help. I don't know what to say to you cause I don't wanna push the wrong button but I'm trying Hue. I'm trying" he said to me. He seemed so sincere. I just couldn't let my guard down for him. I was lost.
"I can help myself" I said as I grabbed on to the rail. As bad as it felt I walked inside on my own. Jason just watched me as I stood there looking around. This house was breathtaking. The kitchen was my favorite. It was stocked to a T and it had every appliance know to man.
"Imma be upstairs" he said defeated. I nodded my head as I gave myself a tour. I walked from room to room seeing loving and spiritual sayings everywhere. This house was filled with love and peace. It was so different from what I was use too growing up. I made my way to what looked like the family room. It was pictures of me and my kids and Jason everywhere. I picked up the frame of me and him kissing as I ran my hands over it. We looked so in love. I looked at it hard before putting it down. I walked upstairs as I saw a huge frame that said Best Mommy In The World mounted on the wall in the hall. It was a letter to me from them saying what I meant to them. All around it was pictures of me pregnant ultrasounds and them from a baby till now.
"They are really mines" I said crying as I touched the frame. I couldn't believe I gave birth to 3 precious babies. I wiped my eyes as I saw a bright pink door. It said Angel on it as I opened the door. It was filled with girly dolls and it was fit for a princess. I mean this was every little girls dream. Closet full out girly clothes and shoes. A huge canopy bed with a life size princess doll laid neatly on the bright pink covers and the walls said Harley. With huge purple and pink polka dots. My daughter had all this.
"Wow" I said taking it all in as I shut the door back. I moved to the next room where the door read Pretty Girl. I twisted the knob as I was greeted to another princess friendly room. It was teddy bear all over the hot pink canopy bed. It was a small pink and white table that looked vintage that had a tea party all set up with 4 chairs. Each place setting had a name tag. The first one said Daddy with a black bear in the seat. The next one said Harley with a teddy bear that had a red dress on and the one next to it said Haley with a similar bear. I made my way over to the last chair that said Mommy. The beat was big and had a big smile on its face. I smiled looking at everything in this room. My daughters were blessed. I closed the door as I made my way to what appeared to be the nursery of my soon. The door was sky blue and said Big Boy. I opened the door and saw something that would be in a magazine. The walls bad yellow ducks all over it and painted grey yellow and light blue. Jae was spelled out in huge building blocks as the crib took my breath away. It looked hand craved and antique. It was had blue and white bedding as the toy car mobile spinned over it. It was a rocking chair in the corner that had Jae Vince Thomas craved on the top. I touched all his little clothes as I fell in love. Everything from the changing table all the way to the bassinet was absolutely gorgeous. This was the life I built for my kids. God had been good to me. I shut the door as I approached our bed room. It had double doors and it was so spacious. The master bathroom was attached and the walk in closet was sickening. I had clothes for days. I even had a section for my shades purses and shoes separately. The bed was huge! It had to be a California king bed. The plush pillows and comfy sheets matched the decor. I opened the draw and saw my bra and panties right next to boxers. Every draw had alittle of me and alittle of him. It was kinda cute. I sat on the bed as I saw a frame of what had to be our wedding day. I looked gorgeous. Jason was holding me from behind as I caressed his head. I had the biggest smile on my face as he kissed my cheek. Just looking at this picture I saw how happy I was. It was straight out of fairytale.
"Oh my bad. I'll go back to my office" Jason said walking in seeing me.
"No come in" I said stopping him. He walked over sitting on the bench by the window. This house. My life my family was just amazing. It got quiet as I played with my wedding ring. It was beautiful.
"I'm sorry for getting mad at you Jason" I said as he nodded.
"It's all good. You got a lot going on" he said not looking at me. For some reason I could feel he wasn't okay and I wasn't okay with him feeling like that.
"Look I know this is not easy for you and I'm trying to understand what's going on with me. I know when I first saw you I was kinda mean but I was in shock. Jason after seeing this house I see why you love me like you do. The love I feel and see in every picture makes my heart wanna explode. Jason I wanna remember you. I wanna remember us our family but I can't." He held his head down as I walked over to him. The doctors said I should regain my memory back in a week but I was not gonna just be depressed waiting. I had a whole life I was a living and I knew that I had to get back to it. That's all I knew.
"But Jason just cause I don't remember doesn't mean I don't wanna find out." His head shot up as I touched his hand. Memory or no memory I knew I was in love with this man.
"Let me show you what we mean to each other. Baby I miss you so much and I want my wife back. I can't go a minute with your kisses and your love and it's been killing me not to touch you but I know you can't help it. I feel like I lost my beautiful." He said as I teared up. I was still the same person and I was gonna try my best to fix this.
"Jason I fell in love with you once. I know it's not gonna be hard falling in love with you again. I know it's what neither one of expected but I'm willingly to give it a shot." I spoke from my heart as the words just flowed. I normally wouldn't be this receptive but Jason made newsman be a new woman. I knew this was right.
"What do you say" I said interlocking our hands.
"I'm wit it" he said stepping close to me. My heart started beating so fast as I took in his scent. Something about his scent made me feel comfortable. It was like it was familiar to me. We were so close to each other's faces as I took my hand and ran it down his face.
"I wanna love you again" I said looking deep in his eyes. It was like I was other person.
"You will I promise" he said back. I wrapped his arms around my waist as he held me.
"This is true love huh" I said smiling at him.
"Somethin like that" he said smiling back with his gorgeous smile and deep dimples.
"I don't want you to think I'm moving to fast but can you kiss me" I said looking him up and down. This wasn't lust or me wanting to just get some this was love. I could feel it.
"Come here" he said in a low deep voice as he put his lips on mines. I wrapped my hands around his neck as he put his tongue in my mouth. I thought I was gonna panic but I was so relaxed. I sucked in his bottom lip as he kissed me harder. I held his face opening my mouth wider as he gave me everything he had. It was so much passion between us.
"Well damn" I said breaking our kiss as he kept pecking my lips. I can tell he needed this.
"This one of our favorite things to do" he said making me laugh.
"Oh I can definitely see why" I said wiping his lips.
"You have to say it back but I love you beautiful. I'm just happy to have you back home" he said as I blushed.
"Thank you" I said back. I couldn't say I love you back just yet. I knew I was on the right path. All I wanted to do now was shower and actually see my kids in person.
"Where are the kids" I said looking for a bath towel.
"At my mothers house I gotta pick them up. She watches them when we need some alone time." He asked eyeing me
"Oh that's really nice. She must love them" I said pinning my hair up. My pain was slowly going away.
"Does she. Man she spoils them. If we say no they run to gammy" he said as I smiled. " But Imma go get them. They dying to see you." He said walking over to me.
"Okay Jason. I'll be right here" I said blushing. Just his presence had me feel like a little girl all giggly and care free.
"If you want me to stay and help while you in the shower I can definitely do that" he said biting his lip making me laugh. He was so charming.
"Are you flirting with me Jason" I said smiling back at him.
"Hell yeah. I mean I know you married but I was wondering if I could get another kiss" he said grabbing me.
"Just a kiss. That's it. Something tell me your very persuasive with your mouth" I said hugging his waist.
"Oh you have no idea" he whispered to me as we kissed again. It was like once our lips connected we had to pry them apart.
"Bye bye Jason" I said twirling my hair.
"Aight. I be back. I love you"'he said kissing my forehead. He ran down the steps leaving as I stepped inside the warm marble shower. It was water jets everywhere.
"God thank you for blessing me" I said to myself as I took a long and much needed shower. I was now a true believer in being patient and love. But my joy was gonna get better once I saw my babies. My angels. I couldn't wait.
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I laid in my super comfortable bed flicking thru the TV eating some grapes. I looked around the corner every 5 minutes to see where they were. My anxiety was at a 1000 just waiting.
"Aye don't push your sister" I heard Jason say as I heard tiny voices.
"But me wanna see ma ma first" I heard her say.
"No me wanna see ma ma first" I heard another voice argue back. They were really arguing to see me. I had 2 little girls who loved me that much. I was near tears.
"Aight yall both goin see her. Behave" Jason said as they came upstairs. The door swung open as I saw what made my heart just burst.
"Oh my God your beautiful" I said hugging them tight. I didn't wanna let go.
"Ma ma kiss kiss" one of them said as I looked at Jason. I wanted to know who was who but I didn't want them to know what was gonna on. He was reading my mind.
"That's angel" he mouthed as I squeezed her tight.
"Of course you can have a kiss angel" I said kissing her little lips over and over.
"Me want kiss ma ma" the other said pushing us apart as I figured she was my pretty girl and that she was.
"Mommy has enough kisses for you too pretty girl" saying mommy was so surreal to me but I loved it. I kissed her giving her kiss after kiss as I heard small cries from the car seat in Jason's hand. He unstrapped the baby as he pulled him out. My world stopped completely as he placed him in my arms. I couldn't breath as our eyes met. He was so adorable.
"Jason he is mines" I said crying kissing him over and over. How could I make such beautiful babies.
"They all ours. We made them together all from love" he said looking in my eyes. He kissed my tears away as I felt like I was sleeping in a dream. This was really my life. Look how far I've came.
"I love you. I love you I love you Jason" I said meaning it completely. For someone to give me this. Something I never thought I could have. Oh my gosh it was nothing more I could do but love them.
"I love you too" he said kissing my lips.
"No kiss da da. Kiss me" Harley said fighting for my attention.
"Mommy can't kiss daddy" I said so in love with everyone in this room.
"Nooooo" they said laughing making me smile.
"Daddy goin break yall rules today" he said kissing me deeply. We were on full make out mode and I was moaning and all for him. I could taste his tongue as he kissed me deeper.
"Muahhhh Muahhh mmmmm Muahh" I said breaking out kiss as he licked his lips.
"You see what you are to me baby" he whispered to me as I nodded my head.
"I do. But your just as important Jason" I said kissing him one more time. "I'm addicted to your lips" I said blushing. I was never this candid with a man. This is how I knew this was real.
"I'm addicted to you baby but how about later on I set downstairs up like a romantic date. I want you to ask whatever you wanna know and for you to get to know me like you use too. What you think about that" he said running his finger threw my hair.
"I like how that sounds. I wanna know everything" I said grinning at him.
"I can do that" he said getting up. "You okay with them till I get back." He said as he grabbed his keys. I was more than okay.
"Im their mommy of course I'm okay" I said winking at him. This was like second nature to me.
"Aight. I be back. Yall behave and don't give mommy a hard time." He said kissing them separately.
"I'll see you later on tonight" he said making me melt.
"It's a date" I said as he leaned down kissing me one more time. I rubbed his head as he kissed me back. "Be careful Jason" I said to him before he left. I knew he was special and I couldn't bare to be away from him already.
"I will." He dashed off as I looked at my babies.
"There's a big problem" I said looking at them one by one. It was so evident.
"How did I have you guys and you just like daddy. That's crazy" I said kissing them. I didn't care if I never got my memory back I was happy with what I saw now. This was gonna be new memories for us to make. I was perfectly fine with a little amnesia kicking in. Idk what the night was gonna bring but I was so excited to go on a date with Jason. This was all so new to me but it worked.