Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 113: I Need Love & Affection

Flashback...
"What do you mean it won't be ready until next week. I sent the check weeks in advance and it's no way that it's still being made" I said on the phone. I was having the worst couple of days ever for business. I had a huge catering event and nothing was falling into to place. The venue wasn't even close to being locked down, my food order was so screwed up and I had workers down like flies. This couldn't get more frustrating.
"You know what I'll call back tomorrow and for your sake all this better be cleared up" I hung the phone up as I heard my door bell ring. I was in my home office super busy on the computer so whoever was here could turn right back around. I ignored it tending to my work as it rang again and again.
"Ughhh!" I jumped out my leather desk chair throwing my pen down on my heavily filled desk. It was papers everywhere. I just needed to be left alone.
"What!" I swung my door open without looking to see who it was.
"For a minute I thought you was sleep" Jason said walking in. I completely forgot he was coming over.
"No I was working" I walked away heading back to my office. I couldn't entertain him right now.
"Where you leave my plate" he said following behind me.
"Shit" I said to myself as I sat back down. I promised to make him dinner because he had so much going on at his office and I knew he was hungry. I brought all the food but by time I started looking at my to do list hours and hours passed and I was stuck in this damn office.
"J I didn't even get a chance to cook. I've been so busy" I said checking my email.
"Beautiful I ain't eat all day" he said standing in my door way. I had so much shit to do.
"I get that baby and I'm sorry. Soon as I'm done I'll cook for you. Just let me figure this out" I said barely looking at him. It was a lot balancing my business and making Jason happy. I loved both dearly but I had to do what I had to do.
"Aight" he walked over to me as I picked up my phone dialing a number. I knew he wanted a kiss so I quickly pecked his lips as he attempted to deepen it.
"Babe not now. I have to make this phone call" I waved him off as I heard the line pick up.
"Hey Jackie. Ready to go over the list" I said as he backed up. I grabbed a pen and paper prepared to get this over with. By time I looked up Jason was no where in sight.
3 hours later....
"I think that's it" I said wrapping up my call. Jackie was handling everything on her end making it 10 times easier on me. I had the best assistant anyone could ask for. Just as I disconnected the phone and straightening my desk I realized Jason still didn't eat. He must've been starving some kind of terrible at this point. I hit the lights as I went to look for him.
"J" I called out walking into the living room. I didn't see him but I saw 2 boxes of pizza on the kitchen counter. He got tired of waiting and took matters in his own hands. I knew he was hungry because when the option came for me to cook him dinner versus eating out without any hesitation Jason begged me to cook for him. So this made me feel bad. I saw a note on the box with his hand writing.
(Don't worry about cooking. I ordered us some pizza. Make sure you eat while your working. I already went home so you can work in peace. I don't wanna be in your way. Get some rest soon and don't wear yourself out. I love you. See you when you got time.)
My heart sank because this was the 3rd day I promised him either dinner or just some quality time and I broke my word. He would come to my office, my house even my gym just to see me but I was too busy for him. It wasn't until now I saw what my actions were doing. Don't get me wrong having my business thrive and making good money was a dream of mine and I was so thankful and blessed I was living out everything I prayed for but Jason was something I also prayed for and couldn't loose. My business couldn't do the emotion and physical things Jason could do for me. I had to find a balance and quick! I grabbed my pizza and thought about what I could do to show my baby I was still invested in this relationship.
The next day.....
I used my key to get inside Jason's house. Even though I had stuff to do I took the entire day off to make sure he got all my attention. It was still early in the day so I brought all the food to make us a romantic dinner and all the extra items to make our night special. Jason was at work till 6 so I had to move fast. I prepared stuffed salmon with crab inside, butter and garlic shrimp, creamy Parmesan and chive mashed potatoes along with roasted broccoli sprinkles with sea salt. On the side was a bottle of white wine and his favorite red velvet cake. After I got majority of the cooking out the way I jumped in the shower and tossed on this nude sheer dress that fit like a glove. I let my wild curls down and went on to set the mood. Candles, roses and R&B music flowed through the house as it was almost time.
"Nah man I ain't shit going on-" I heard Jason say walking into his house.
"What the fuck" he said seeing food on the stove and a table set for 2. I came downstairs as he looked me up and down.
"Aye Imma holla at you later." He said while I made my way over to him. I took his phone out his hand laying it on the counter as he chuckled.
"Oh so you ignore me for days, break in my house and take my phone. You bold" he said making me laugh
"Baby I'm so sorry about ignoring you. Work got in the way but that's no excuse for me to be a bad girlfriend. I wanted to do this for you tonight to show you how sorry I am. Can I do this for you?" I asked playing with the buttons on his shirt. I truly felt bad.
"I was starting to think you ain't wanna fuck wit me no more and you was using work as a distraction." He said looking me in the eye. It broke my heart that I made him even think for a second that I didn't wanna be with him. That's all I ever wanted was him.
"Awwww baby no. I was honestly busy. No ill intentions behide it." I spoke as he grinned.
"So you missed me is what you saying?" He said making me smile. Jason never held hard feelings over me.
"Yes J. I missed my baby." I was so sincere when I said that. Jason held me down more than any man has ever did. He was so selfless and he always made sure I was good no matter what. I thanked God on many occasions throughout the day for sending me him.
"Good cause I missed my baby too" he said making me blush. I loved his attention.
"I'm glad we missed each other." I stroked his face as he pulled his body even closer to mines. I could feel him breathing on me.
"I missed my baby so much" he said on my lips as I held his face. He made all my problems disappear.
"I missed you more though baby" I pecked his lips as he felt down my body putting his hands on his favorite asset of mines. My ass.
"Nah I missed you more sexy" he kissed me back.
"I'm sorry okay." I said so serious. "Nothing but God comes before you Jason. I mean that" being a boss was an amazing feeling but I had to understand that Jason was placed in my life for a reason. I could the boss all day and night if I wanted to but when it comes down to my relationship boss mode had to be out the door. I was his woman and he was my man. This relationship was special and for us to grow in the right ways I had to make sure I nurtured it to do so. This was a team effort and lately Jason was the only one out there playing. I had to make a shift in my day to day for my baby.
"I believe you. Say you love me" he said as I said it with no question.
"I love you with all my heart Jason Vince Thomas. I adore you, I need you and I'm all yours" I said as he blushed showing his dimples. Every word that came out my mouth was sincere and true.
"That's what I need to hear. Come here" he said leaning down kissing me. We kissed each other's lips back and forth until I licked his bottom lip. I wanted to kiss my J so bad.
"I want a real kiss daddy" I said as he squeezed my ass roughly. Calling him that always got him started. He bit my bottom lip in return as I felt his tongue shove its way in my mouth. I used my tongue to make love with his as we moaned in each the others mouth. This was what I craved and desired for a lifetime.
"I love you" I said in his mouth as we kissed.
"I love you" he said not wanting to stop our make out session. I rubbed the back of his neck as we kissed passionately. This kiss was so deep and messy. We went non stop.
"Mmmmm baby. We gotta eat okay" I said as he left my lips and made his way to my neck.
"I know what I wanna eat" he said in my ear as I held him tighter. He put his hands up my dress moving my panties to the side.
"Jjjjjjj" I whined as he started running his fingers on my clit.
"What? It's not mines no more" he said turning me on. He had this control over me that was unspeakable.
"Daddy it's always yours but I mmmmm baby I made you dinner" he was killing me softly.
"I tell you what." He gave me long strokes with his fingers as I buried my face in his chest. "Let me eat this first then we can eat dinner" now what woman could object to a proposal especially in this situation. I know I couldn't.
"Mmmmm o...ooh okay." I said keeping my breathing steady. "Don't be too long" I said before he carried me to the sofa. I was about to get some real special attention...............
Jason and I made up for lost time but I knew he wasn't done yet. We both worked up an appetite so we cut our pleasure short to enjoy the dinner I made.
"Okay now tell me how you like it" I sat on Jason's lap as he laid his hand on my thigh.
"Ain't goin taste as good as what I just had but I'll try" he said as I pushed him playfully laughing.
"You're so nasty." I said feeding him. I got so much joy and peace being around this man. Just when I thought love wasn't meant for me here comes God doing his thing with Jason. He made all my pain and suffering from the past seem like a figment of my imagination. I was hurt deep before him but somehow with the help of God and Jason I was on a path of peace and happiness. It was like I was living a dream. But hey I prayed night and day to God asking him to bring me a man who can my friend. Bring me a man who can make me laugh. Bring me a man who wants me as much as I want them. Bring me a man who respects and values me enough to take my heart and never break it on purpose. A man who I can build a future with and not just date just to pass time. I wanted something real for once and God came through just like he always had. No matter if I cried about being lonely I still had faith in my prayer. No matter if I went to bed alone and felt like I wasn't good enough I still had faith in my prayer. And even when I felt like I was being over looked and by passed by men I still kept that faith in my prayer. In due time was what I told myself due time.
"You sure you made this beautiful?" he said chewing his food as I laughed.
"Yes I made this J. I wouldn't trick you baby" I said feeding him so more.
"You goin make me put a ring on that finger and a baby in you" I laughed but that was something I longed for. Being a wife and mother was my dream. I knew it was all meant for Jason.
"Oh this all I gotta do" I said drinking his ice tea.
"I mean you passin all my things on the check list. Keep playin your cards right and you'll be Mrs. Hue Thomas" it had a nice ring to it. Hmm who knows....
"I'll keep that in mind sweetheart but get ready for dessert" I got up and got his cake from the refrigerator. Jason loved his cakes cold. Soon as he saw that plate I knew he was happy.
"If I had a ring I would propose right now. Mmmmm" he said reaching for the plate as I cracked up.
"I bet. But let's go upstairs. Imma show you a new way to eat this" I said using my fingers to motion his upstairs behide me. It was gonna be interesting........... Our relationship was handpicked by God and no work no stress no nothing was gonna get in the way of Jason Vince Thomas and Hue Lyn Jackson. Thomas if I was lucky but wishful thinking. In due time. In due time.
End of flashback......
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It was 9:30pm and I was just about finished arranging my small surprise for Jason. It was so much that happened this past week with Melissa and I wanted to thank him for being there for me and helping even though he didn't have to. I wanted to show him that I appreciate all he did for me. Nothing went unnoticed.
"Babe" I shouted softly as I walked up the stairs with a tray fresh fruit in my hand. The kids were off to sleep and when he got home from his office he took a shower and was in bed relaxing watching his favorite show First 48. It was a marathon.
"I'm right here" he said fixated on the television screen. Other than the kids, this show was the only thing that could take all of Jason's attention from me. I was not a fan of it.
"I have a surprise for you baby" I said laying my tray down. I had chocolate strawberries, juicy pineapples, succulent mangos and something I was craving bananas.
"Aight. Let me finish watching this first. It's almost over" he was so into that damn show. I didn't do all this for nothing. I had to take control.
"But babyyyy" I whined crawling over to him.
"Beautiful I promise I'm all yours after this. I got you" he said not budging going back watching his show. I got up flicking all the lamps that were on off. I spread some tea lights out and lit them one by one as I saw Jason look to see what I was doing. He knew I was up to something but he didn't say anything. I shut our door making sure the baby monitors were up high enough.
"J baby" I got in bed straddling him as I started kissing his neck. I wanted my baby's attention.
"Mmmmm beautiful I said I'm almost finished" he ran his hands down to my ass feeling on me.
"But I did something nice for you. And J look" I slowly untied my short lace robe revealing my sleek sheer bra that made my breast sit up like a goddess and my matching thong that showed off my ass perfectly.
"Oh damn" he bit his lip looking me up and down. I was slowly winning over that show.
"If you turn that off I'll give you this" I whispered in his ear as he shook his head smiling.
"Why you want all my attention?" He said feeling around the bed for the remote and shutting the tv off.
"Because I love you so very much and I know you love me" I said smiling at him. I was so in love with him.
"I do love you. What you got for me though" he said holding on to my waist as I reached over grabbing my tray bringing it closer to us.
"Just some of your favorite fruits." I said as he looked at everything.
"I don't see no whip cream" I burst out laughing. Jason was a trip.
"I know baby. We ran out after the other night" I said blushing at him. We kept our love life alive. No question.
"Imma need to buy some tomorrow." We laughed as I picked up a mango.
"Taste this baby" I said feeding him. He chewed his piece as I fed myself another piece. It was so fresh and sweet.
"Damn that taste good. But not as good as you sexy" he said as I almost choked laughing.
"Thank you." I said about to feed him again.
"Let me get a kiss first" he said stopping me as I wiped my hands. I loved when Jason asked for affection. I never was affectionate or had affection given to me before we met so being so carelessly affectionate with Jason was absolutely the best feeling in the world for me. This man was the love of my life and there wasn't a time or place where I didn't accept or give affection to or from my baby.
"I love kissing you" I said as he inched closer to my lips.
"Aight stop talking and show me" he said as I held his smooth face in my hands. Our lips touched as we kissed passionately. I sucked on his bottom lip  enjoying the taste of his smooth lips on mines.
"Mmmm baby" I said as he moved his mouth down to my neck. Jason's kisses were amazing! He gave me love marks all over my neck as I roamed my hands in between us putting my hands up his shirt feeling his chest. He was so toned and sexy. It was like he got more attractive day after day in my eyes. My husband was the most sexiest man to ever walk this planet. I was confident in that.
"Omg Jason is that what I think it is" I said feeling his extremely hard and stiff erection under me as I sat on top of him.
"That's your other man. He love what you got on" he said pushing my hips further into him. This man drove me insane. We kissed again as Jason slid my bra straps off my shoulders. Suddenly I thought I heard little foot steps in the hallway knocking me out my mood.
"Ma ma" I knew I wasn't crazy. Our door was closed but I knew that was my Haley. She must woke up and couldn't sleep.
"Yes baby." I said as Jason continued to kiss down my chest. I held his head with my eyes shut trying to concentrate.
"Me sleep wit you" she said outside the door. Jason and I loved and adored our babies but we needed each other so bad right now.
"Aww pretty girl. It's okay. Go back to bed baby. Mommy will check on you in a minute." I said containing my moans. I heard her little footsteps move from the door as we went at it. Jason lifted my body as he pulled his boxers off. I took my thong off as I lowered my body on his.
"Ahhhhh yessss baby" I moaned in his ear feeling so much pleasure.
"That feel good to you sexy" he said pushing me further into him. I laid my head in the crest of his neck whining over and over. We got our rhythm when unexpectedly the door knob twisted and our door flew open.
"Omg. Haley" I said searching for my robe covering my body with the sheets. She couldn't reach the knob so it was questionable how she even got the door open in the first place.
"What the hell. Aye look" Jason said pointing to the step stool we placed in her bathroom. She was so smart that she dragged it to our room opening the door. She wanted what she wanted. I couldn't help but laugh at her.
"Miss Haley what have we told you about opening mommy and daddy's door without asking first? That's not polite" I said tying my robe as Jason got hisself together. He pulled her on the bed as I moved the tray of fruits to the nightstand.
"But me want you" she said making her way over to me. She was attached to her mommy.
"Yeah and so do daddy" Jason said as I nudged him with my elbow.
"Okay baby. You want mommy to rock you to sleep huh" I said as she curled up on my chest.
"Yes" she said as I held her tight. I rocked her in my arms kissing her forehead as she yawned.
"Mommy loves you so much" I said as she looked me in my eyes. I loved how much all 3 of my children needed me. It felt good to get unconditional love from Angels. Jason kissed her cheek saying he loved her repeatedly as she rubbed his cheek. He was head over hills for his girls.
"Da da piece" she said trying to sit up.
"Piece of what?" He asked as I saw her point to the fruit. I cracked up laughing as Jason shook his head.
"Which you want" he sat up and showed her what was on the tray.
"Dis one" she pointed to the pineapple which was not hard to guess. When I was pregnant with Haley and Harley I always craved pineapples. The odd part about it is that I never ate them unless I was pregnant for the most part. That might explain their love for them. Jae on the other hand loved banana.
"Here" Jason fed her a piece and I knew she was in heaven.
"Good da da" she raved as she ate a couple more pieces. I wiped her mouth and hands off with a baby wipe as she got restless. I laid her back over my shoulder as she wrapped her arms around my neck tight.
"Thank you for the surprise tonight baby" Jason said as I ran my nails through Haley's curly hair.
"I'm sorry it got cut short. I was so in the mood J" I said making him give me this look.
"We can let her sleep in our bed and sneak off downstairs" he said scooting next to me whispering in my ear.
"She's gonna wake up. You know her" I said as he kept trying.
"Come on beautiful. Do it for me" he bit on my ear lobe licking me as I got so turned on.
"Babeeee stop" I said wanting him to relax.
"I'm hard as shit Hue and I ain't going to sleep like this" he argued as I looked at him. I sighed holding on to my baby.
"Go downstairs and wait for me in our spot. I'll be right behind you" those words didn't leave my lips fast enough before he was out the bed.
"Aight hurry up" he said before walking off. I carefully moved Haley off me attempting to lay her down in our bed.
"Ma ma" she cried as she didn't feel me anymore.
"Shhhh Mommy's right here. Sleep baby" I caressed her back letting her fall into a deep sleep. Once she was out and was out. I snuck out shutting the door halfway making my way to Jason. I walked into the laundry room when I saw Jason wave a can of whip cream in the air.
"Look what I found in the back of the fridge" he was on a mission to find it I see.
"Oh did you" I raised my eyebrow at him blushing.
"Yeah. But come here. I got a trick I wanna show you" he said up to no good.
"What you a magician now" I said as he chuckled.
"Nah but I'm tryna see how good you are at making things disappear" I caught his drift as he grabbed my hand.
"I'm a quick learner. Show me" was the last thing I said before our romantic night turned into non stop love making until the morning. I loved my life.
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I woke up the next morning opening my eyes and saw I was on the couch. Jason was sleep on top of me as a thin blanket covered our naked bodies.
"Baby" I said rubbing his back waking him.
"Hmmm" he said half asleep. He was so tired.
"Go to the room baby." I said raking my nails thru his waves. He loved when I did that.
"I wanna stay here beautiful. I'm tired as shit" he spoke in the crease of my neck with his eyes shut. Once Jason was comfortable he didn't like to be disturbed.
"Aww I know handsome but your gonna be more comfortable in bed. Come on" I sat up lifting him off me as I took his hand walking up the stairs. Haley went back to her room earlier leaving Jason all alone to have the bed to himself.
"Get some sleep" I tucked him in kissing his cheek as I started to walk away.
"Nah come here" I tugged on my hand moving me back to him.
"J I have to get the kids. I won't be gone long baby" I said stroking his cheek. Jason never like sleeping without me.
"I can't sleep if you not wit me" he said making me blush. I knew that already but hearing it made me feel special. Jason still had the ability to make me feel like I was floating on a cloud.
"They don't need you yet. I need you now though" the house was quiet and I could just relax and cuddle with him until they woke up. I was always in mommy mode around this time but I could take a minute to tend to my husband.
"This better?" I said laid against the headboard as he came and put his head on my chest.
"Rub my back and we in business" he said as I laughed. I kissed his forehead caressing his back slowly as he was in total peace. It was so quiet and warm in our house just the way I like it. I shut my eyes resting my head on his allowing myself to enjoy our time. 20 minutes passed when I heard laughter and talking. They were so loud. I carefully laid Jason down as I got up putting my shorts and shirt on.
"Hey hey hey. Daddy sleeping babies so we gotta be really quiet." I walked into Harley's room seeing them playing with their dolls.
"Ma ma look me do her hair" Harley said as I sat on the floor with my girls.
"It's so pretty. I love it" I said as Haley got my attention
"Me do dis. Look ma ma look" she pulled on my arm as I faced her. They all got my attention equally.
"Oh I see baby. Your so talented" I said kissing her.
"Mommy's gonna make breakfast. What do my girls want today" I asked as they gave me an earful.
"Waffles ma ma" Haley said first
"No pancakes. Me want pancakes" Harley asked as her sister disagreed.
"No pancakes!" Haley said out loud.
"Yes ma ma make me dem" Harley argued as I shook my head.
"Alright girls. Mommy will make your waffles and your pancakes. But you gotta give your sister a hug" I said as they hugged it out. I always wanted to make sure they loved each other like no tomorrow. Jason and I job was to keep them as close as possible. Nothing could break their bond.
"Now who wants to help me" I said as they eagerly jumped up. They loved spending extra time with me. They loved my kisses and hugs so any chance they knew it was coming they took just to get that affection from me.
"Okay let's go. And please don't wake daddy and your brother up" I said getting up. My men slept hard an once they were up they wanted food and I was not trying to have them waiting. I took the girls downstairs as we all cooked. It was so amazing to know when I wasn't working I had my family to get closer to. That was something money couldn't buy and every negative thing that ever happened in my life was so worth the feeling I got now. I would do everything over in a heartbeat just to be left with this. I had no regrets. This life was meant for me. No if ands or buts about it.