Just Be Patient (Urban Story)

Chapter 99: Man Talk

After a very long and eventful couple of weeks I finally got clarification on what happened after my surgery. Dr Adams explained it all to me and apologized over and over. The hospital even covered my bill as an result to everything that went on. The only thing that mattered was that I was okay and getting back to normal. I was so grateful for Jason who stuck it out with me and loved me no matter what. I walked into my house as I saw a huge mess everywhere. Toys in this corner. Fruit snacks in the rug. Grapes and raisins on the couch and the TV was screaming loud. I left for a couple of hours to run errands and this was how I was greeted back home.
"Angel don't jump on the couch. Mommy doesn't want you to hurt yourself" I said putting my shoes by the front entrance. I opened the closet grabbing the vacuum as Jason was in the kitchen.
"J why does my house look like a kindergarten classroom" I said plugging the vacuum in.
"I know you ain't come in here running your mouth and I ain't get no kiss or hug or nothing" he said as I laughed. I knew better than to come home and not acknowledge my husband. I could care less about the mess I should've been giving him all my attention.
"How rude of me" I said walking closer to him. "Good afternoon J." I said grabbing his waist as he planted his lips on mines.
"Muahhhh. Now that's better" he said smacking my ass as he made his sandwich.
"Imma make dinner after I clean up babe. Just leave your stuff in the sink." I said putting everything he had out back in the fridge.
"Okay. You want me to help you" he said knowing damn well I didn't need him to lift a finger.
"Nope. I'm okay J. Go watch TV upstairs." I said kissing his lips. When he was home he was free to just relax. Nothing more. He went upstairs his plate as I started cleaning. I had the messiest toddlers ever. Between Haley and Harley I didn't know who made the most mess. His mother picked them up for the weekend and I got a little break. It was just me Jason and Jae this weekend. After 3 hours I made lasagna, cleaned up the house and pumped some milk for Jae. I was threw. I hit the lights going upstairs ready to hit the sheets.
"Put your hands up lil man" Jason said sitting Jae up.
"What are you doing with my son"'I said undressing looking for my bath towel.
"Teaching him how to fight. Tell mommy you gotta learn" he said as I shook my head. My Jae was a lover not a fighter.
"You don't fight big boy. Daddy crazy" I said kissing him as he grabbed at my face. He loved mommy's attention. Just like his big sisters.
"Nah what he goin do when someone try and mess wit him" Jason said moving Jae's hands back and forth like he was punching.
"He gonna call mommy. Ain't that right baby. Mommy goin beat up anybody messing with her baby" I said as he smiled showing his deep dimples. He was so cute. I kissed him all over his face as I smelled something foul.
"Jae I know that's not your diaper" I said as Jason lifted him up and smelled him. Jae thought it was so funny whenever we noticed his diaper smelling.
"Damn. Lil man what you eat" Jason said as I laughed. His diaper smelled deplorable.
"You want me to change him" I said grabbing his diapers and wipes.
"Nah I got him. Go head and take your shower. We good" he said as I nodded my head.
"Mommy loves you baby." I said leaning down kissing his lips as Jason changed him. I was addicted to him. He grabbed at my necklace that hung in his face as I rubbed his belly. He was my king.
"Make sure you put his ointment on babe. I don't want his skin to dry up and cause a rash" I said being the overprotective mother as usual. I would never let up on them. Idc if they were 30. I was still mommy. Always.
"Aight. I won't beautiful" Jason said holding Jae's legs. Even when I said the same thing a million times to him he never got annoyed or told me to be quiet. Jason always said okay and did it. I loved him for letting me express whatever was on my mind. He never shut me up.
"Okay. I'm gone this time" I said kissing Jae on more time. I went into the bathroom as I let the hot water run down my body. I used my Shea butter and mango calming body wash as I soaped my body up. It smelled so good and I loved lathering it up on me. I spent 30 minutes relaxing in the shower before I got out. I pinned my hair up and washed my face and brushed my teeth before stepping out the bathroom. It was steam everywhere.
"Hell you was doing in there" Jason said turning his head from his show to me. He knew I loved long showers.
"Minding my business" I said lotioning my body smiling.
"You lucky my show on" he said grinning at me. I grabbed a tank top out the draw as I threw it on coming to my knees. I didn't bother putting anything else on. Jason was in bed with just some shorts on and his watch. I climbed in bed shaking my head at the TV. He loved any type of crime show.
"Baby" I whispered in his ear as I rubbed his chest. I wanted to be all he was looking at. I craved his attention.
"What's wrong beautiful" he said still eyeing the TV.
"Would you look at me and not the TV for a minute" I said being needy.
"In a minute beautiful. It's almost over" he said not listening. I wanted him now.
"But daddy I'm horny" I said kissing his neck. He palmed my ass as he tired to pay me some attention and still see the TV.
"I got you baby" he said still looking at that screen. That was not working for me.
"Okay. How about I get off you so you can watch your show." I said getting frustrated. Jason knew I hated when he paid me no mind. I sat up moving away from him. I guess I had to wait.
"Nah come here" he said pulling back in his embrace.
"Jason it's okay. Finish whatever you was watching. We can do this later" I got up from the bed grabbing the laundry basket. I minds well fold the clothes while I had time.
"You not mad at me are baby" he said looking at me.
"I'm not baby. Go head" I said as he got comfortable fixing his eyes on that damn screen. I wasn't mad one bit. Jason was a grown ass man and he didn't have to be up under me every 5 minutes. Even though that's how I liked it. I could be patient and wait. I folded all the kids clothes and put them up in their rooms. I put our clothes away as I heard the TV shut off.
"Beautiful come here" he said laying on his back as I pushed the baskets in the corner.
"What you need baby" I said ready to fulfill his request.
"Nothing. Just come here" he said as I got in bed with him. I sat on his waist as he connected our hands.
"You still horny" he said making me laugh. He kept me happy.
"Very" I said raising my eyebrows at him. My want for him was endless.
"Can I fix that for you baby" he said rubbing up my back under my shirt.
"Yes" I answered taking off my shirt completely. I sat there naked as he looked me up and down. "Do I have all your attention now baby" I said putting his hands on my hips. I knew the answer to that question.
"You tryna find out" he said making his way up to my breast. He massaged them roughly as I moaned out. His touch alone had me on another level.
"I wanna be on top baby" I said with my eyes close. Jason always had the last say. He took his shorts and boxers off while I was grinding my hips into his groan.
" Oh shit. I like that" he said grabbing my ass hard. He looked at me and I could let help but fall more in love with him. He always took such good care of me and I never felt like I repaid him enough.
"Beautiful you aight?" He asked as I just stared at him. I was getting caught in my feelings. I was on pause for a good 2 minutes.
"Oh yeah. Sorry J I'm good. Where were we?" I zoned back in from my thoughts as he gave me this look.
"Something on your mind baby?" He asked running his fingers up and down my arms. I couldn't get what happened to me out my mind.
"We can talk about it another time baby. Come on. Let's finish" I started kissing his neck as he stopped me. Jason never liked the idea of something being on my mind and not talking about it. It was never later. Now was the time.
"This can wait. Tell me what you thinking" he said as I sighed. So many things crossed my mind.
"Jason it's just....idk how to ask it though" I said looking down. It was one question that burned in my brain the entire time. I guess it was just curiosity.
"Beautiful ain't no reason to be scared to ask me shit. You know me baby. It's all good" he stroked my face as I calmed my nerves.
"J remember you said that you had to get me to fall in love with you again?" I stated playing with his hands looking down.
"Yes what about it" he lifted my chin to make eye contact.
"Well I know you said that it was for me but did you fall in love with me again while doing it or was the second time around wasn't like the first" I asked honestly. Truth was I wondered did he still find me worth being with after all this time. He had to get to know me all over again and he could've realize that I wasn't what he wanted. I wanted to know if his feelings changed? Was he tired of complicated situations having with me and better yet would he still be here if it wasn't for our children. All those we're thinks he could've rethought while I lost my memory. I needed to know.
"That's what's been bothering you this whole time?" He said clearly picking up on my reserve demeanor lately. I couldn't shake thinking like that.
"I just wanna know J. Tell me the truth" I said ready for whatever he had to say.
"When I came back in your room and realized you ain't know who the hell I was it broke my heart. Beautiful you fought me on everything and I wasn't use to arguing and explaining every little move to you. It was hard to get through to you but I did. Baby I would try a lifetime to make you love me again. I don't care how many times it happens imma always be there. Not for the kids but for us. Beautiful when I say I love you and I can't live without you I mean that. I would do anything to be with you. Don't ever worry about me falling out of love with you cause I fall more in love with Hue Lyn Thomas every day of my life. So get that out your mind aight" he said answering all my questions. This why I truly adored this man.
"Thank you J" I wiped my eyes so glad to get those thoughts out my mind. "Sometimes I feel like I don't do enough for you. You're always there making everything right since we met. I just don't want you to wake up one day and feel like it's too much" he just laughed sitting up pulling me close to his face.
"When I was in the hospital was it too much for you?" He asked me
"No" I said smiling at him
"When I was going thru shit with my father was it too much for you?" He said again
"No J"
"When you lost 2 of my kids and had to deal with my attitude on top of that and still be a mother. Was that too much to bounce back from beautiful?" He said making me blush.
"No J" I said softly getting his point
"Oh matter fact how about when I thought I had another son. You stuck wit me and never brought it up again. I know that wasn't too much for you cause you still here. Baby we both got shit going on with us but equally we handle it together. No matter what tries to break this nothing can't do it. Imma want you regardless beautiful. It's just how it is" he reassured me.
"What if I gain 200lbs and loose all my hair" I said laughing to him.
"Well damn that's a different story. I ain't goin leave you but our sex life might change some. You ain't goin never be on top" he said cracking me up
"But you still goin love me baby" I said trailing my nails up and down his chest
"Like you the only person in this earth. My love won't ever stop baby" I wrapped my arms around his neck leaning in for a kiss
"Now can I show you how much I love you" he said on my lips. I nodded my head as he kissed me over and over. I bit him bottom lip as I felt his erection on my backside.
"Somebody wants my attention" I said kissing his neck. He lifted my up as he guided himself inside me. Making love never got old.
"Ahhhh damn baby" Jason said as I rotated my hips on him. I held on to his shoulders as I quickly found my rhythm.
"Mmmm I love you" I said holding his face as I went nice and slow.
"I love you" he said back making me smile. I kept my pace looking him in the eye. It was no better feeling.
"Can I take over now" he whispered in my ear.
"Baby that's not fair. Why can't I ever have any power in bed" I said sucking on his neck as he grunted out. He squeezed my ass hard making me think I had control.
"You wanna be the boss huh" he said as I sped up in top of him. I knew he was plotting on me. Jason could never just sit back and enjoy me. He had to be dominant.
"Yes baby" I said pushing him down flat in the bed.
"Maybe tonight" he said flipping on my back. I guess my turn was gonna have to wait.
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I woke up alone in bed the next morning. Jason and Jae was gone and I knew just where they were. The same place Jason went every other Saturday. I took a shower and picked out my outfit for today. I threw on my knee length white dress. It was causal but still showed off my figure. My body was bouncing back just fine. I straighten my curly and put it in a neat low ponytail. I put on my nude lipstick threw on my tan heels on as my diamond earrings shinned. I grabbed my purse and the on my black aviators on. I was ready to go. I got in my AMG and hooked my phone up. I hit Monica's Just Right For Me blasted. I rolled my window down as the spring weather blew as I hit the road. I drove down the highway as I heard police sirens. I thought I was going the speed limit but I guess not.
"Shit" I said pulling over. I put my car in park as I rolled watch as the male officer came up to me. It was time for me to turn the charm on.
"Ma'am do know you were going 10 miles over the speed limit" the short chubby officer said.
"Oh I'm sorry. I wasn't aware of that officer..." I tilted my shades reading his name tag.
"Officer Hicks" he said leaning on my door.
"Hicks Officer Hicks." I said flashing him a smile. I hated getting tickets or anything that messed with my clean record.
"Imma let you get off with a warning this time gorgeous." He said licking his dry lips at me. He was definitely hard on the eyes.
"Thank you sweetheart. I promise to pay more attention from here on out" I said fixing my hair. I was about to pull off until he stopped me.
"Did I forget something" I said putting back on my fake smile.
"Yeah my number" he said as I swallowed hard. Usually I would say I was happily married but what the hell I didn't wanna hurt his feelings.
"Oh" I said quickly.
"Call m sometimes gorgeous" he said handing me his phone number and name. I acted interested as he walked away winking at me. I kept my smile on as he drove past me. Soon as he was far ahead of me I threw that card damn card out the window. There was no way in hell I would give him or anyone the time of day but Jason. He could keep dreaming. I drove off over it.
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"Nah fuck that. If your girl can't give head its over for me" was all I heard as I walked into the barber shop. Soon as I walked in they all got quiet.
"Oh don't let me stop yall conversation. Continue boo" I said to Jason's cousin Tone. He was a mess.
"What's up cuz" he said giving me a hug. He had Jae in his arms as I kissed all over my baby's face.
"Hey mommy's big boy. What they in here filling your head with" I said as he grabbed at my face. "Mommy missed you when I woke up." I said giving him one more kiss. I spotted Jason in the chair as he was finishing up his hair cut.
"Mmm Roc you did a good job with my baby" I said walking over giving Jason's long time barber a hug and a kiss. He was such a sweetheart.
"I try Hue. What's good with you baby girl" he said Jason grabbed my hand kissing on it.
"Nothing much. I had a free day so I decided to just pop up." I said looking down at Jason.
"You look so good baby" I said kissing his lips.
"I know how you get when I look all fresh" he said in my ear. I bit my lip as he pulled me on his lap. "And you look sexy as shit" he said on my lips as I caught his lips. We kissed sensually forgetting about everyone else.
"Aye get a room" Tone said as I laughed.
"Shut up. Don't hate cause you ain't got no girl" Jason said kissing my cheeks as he wrapped his arms around me.
"Oh I got girls. Multiple ones" he said as I shook my head. Tone kept him a girl.
"What happened to Kim. She was nice and the girls loved her" I asked. Tone brought her over for dinner a couple of times and she seemed like a really nice person and Haley and Harley ran her crazy.
"Man Kim was cool but she wanted a family and for me to marry her and she all that crazy shit. Nah I ain't wit that. I like being free" he said dapping up Roc. Majority of these men in here was so against being a committed relationship.
"What's wrong with being with one woman forever" I asked. I really wanted to know.
"Cause Hue either they been thru every nigga out here, got 50 million kids and can't be faithful to save they life. So why should I" one of men sitting next to us Kevin said.
"Omg Kevin that's why you find you a good one. If you be friends first and don't rush it than you'll see the real person. That's how my baby got me" I said as they all laughed at me.
"You made my man soft." Roc said as I gasped laughing.
"Who. Ain't shit soft about me. Just cause I'm loyal and in love with my boo don't mean I'm soft. Ain't shit change" he said defending himself
"Aye Jae you goin be a player. Don't let your daddy change what uncle Tone tell you" he said as Jae looked at him sucking his pacifier. He was so cute.
"Don't pollute my baby's head." I said blowing Jae a kiss.
"Okay let me ask you this. I know once you get on locked down sex pretty much stops. Tell me I'm wrong Jason" Roc said as I raised my eyebrow. I don't know where they got this twisted information from.
"That ain't my case. Is all Imma say. I don't go without. Never" he said making me blush.
"That's cause you got lucky with a good one man. Hue one of a kind" Tone said as I smiled. I loved being around Jason's friends. They was so honest and all welcomed me in their man talk.
"Enough about relationships. When you goin make us dinner Hue. You know we ain't got nobody to cook for us. Jason looking like he eating real good" they said agreeing as I laughed.
"Anytime honey. You know my door is always open for all y'all" I said standing up.
"Aight man thanks again" Jason said dapping up Roc as he paid him for his hair cut.
"Say bye bye fellas." I said taking Jae from Tone. They loved when Jae was around.
"Jason know when Jae get old enough he got a spot in my chair" Roc said as he holding Jae's little finger. I was so not ready for my baby to hear what they talked about in this shop. I never wanted him to grow up.
"Good lookin" Jason said bye to everybody's as I strapped Jae in his car seat. Everyone man in there respected me and always looked out for Jason. I knew Jason got a break from everything when he was in this shop. We all needed our outlets and It was nothing wrong with us being apart to be around friends. It was nothing more unhealthy for a relationship then wanting someone to be under you 24/7. Nothing could grow when being smothered. That was definitely my belief. Hey it worked for us so far.